woah....ytd heard something rilli shock me....zheng rong wan to father me...scary......veri scared of him...i think this is the meaning of being scared of your father......when i heard tt he wan to father me form julian...i was so extremly shock lo...i stun at the spot...mind so blank..and feel abit of wierd.....i was so so so so shock......i tik i got no choice to make becos he is obeying God's word...i donno y find it so hard to leave the cell lo...don feel like....its like...haix.....i had been wif them for over half a month liao...and they donno abt it somemore...this sun...i going for the last time...i nid to skip log for oni this week...i was so regret for not being wif them...and keep giving them excuses tt gt duty...but i did nt expect it to come so soon....tt y...it is true,cherish everything u hav now before u regret

Todae actually wan to slack and sleep in class wan...but suddenly think of how zr look when he is fierce....i told myself better wake up and concentrate.....like wiose for doing hw juz now....actually wanted to sleep liao...then suddenly tik of zr fierce looking face...then tik better nt...at last do finish hw...revise finish...at last can use com!!!!but i donno y feel kind of wierd...veri veri veri veri veri wierd....and awkard.....as syl sae..it is normal..i hope so....and i pray tt i will be more open to him and treat him like my 'father'.....