Haix...really a deep haix...T__T
Todae got back result....i in placed the last two for class lvl and last four for level position out of 80 ppl...really veri devastated....sob....i donno how to do next...how to continue the next move...I really donno...my testimony to my parents is compelty destroyed..i donno wad to ell them and wad to do....I feel i had everyone in my family down....even worst...i don hav the face to face up to them..T__T
I really donno how to have the next step...I donno wad to tell them....i was like crying the whole dae....i cry becos i did nt show my mom and my relatives tt God is real...i cry becos my testimony to them is destroy..i cry becos i did nt make my parents proud...i feel such a failure....i gt nth to do but to self pity myself...even now God don't pity me....(this is wad i feel la)I don wan self pity myself..but i gt no choice...score this kind oflan jiao result....haix...T__T
Who can guide me thru??i cannot get A math...i also scared i cannot take f&n...i cannot get to the stream i want next year...to me,it is like the end of this world...i know i gt no choice to accept it,but i juz could nt accept it....i..sob....T__T
Who can tell me wad to do next....i wan someone to lend me a listening ear..T___T T___T T___T haix....