at last...the funeral is over...and i also want to thank Alvin,Pam,Syl,Andrew,Hubert,Isabel and Aaron for coming down...i really appreciate it...this five daes...i been veri emo unstable...my mood swings veri fast...and believe that the devils are making fun out of me...i don wan hold joss stick for one round...then ah ling jie jie...sae...'count yourself as a grandson..'it bother me the whole 2 daes...of course....almost all my relatives don rilli tok to me animore..becos i didnt hold joss...but todae..i gt no choice but to hold...and i hate those 'ching chang' sound...bang here and there...todae almost stood up and shouted and ask them to stop....ytd...i found out that..the youngest priest is 16...omg...so young sia....dotz....

lucky still got ah imm jie jie for guidance on what to do and not...if nt...i sin big time liao....