my grandma passed away this morning...so is kinda a sad thing,nt kinda...is a sad thing...and also my trip to muar was also cancelled...no choice...i rush down and at teh same time..calling syl...halfwae...donno y...telling her...i hold tears for veri long and hard....when gg to end...i faster sae bb and hang up...of course teaers are strolling down my eyes...when i reach there...relatives were there...and they show me faces...=.=

i went home to hav a bath...then i went back there...then my relatives wan me to follow my other cousin to bring my grandma down..of course i help...then at there...my mom force me to wear those funny funny shirt and of course hold joss stick but of course..i did nt pray to 'them'...i already sin against God already...I was there seeking forgivness every moments....I hope He will forgiv me...then after walking one round...i can at last take it off...phew...

then i was bored wad...so went to burn joss paper...burn out of the fun...and was there toking to God and seeking forgivness...so chit chat...,burn....chit chat..till at nite...Suddenly my mom told me tt i cannot go to the christmas party organise by my aunty becos my body gt the so called 'dirty things' tt bring bad luck..omg...they are veri idotic sia...still sae i nt clean..must be clean then can go in..omg...i told my mom...even if i nt clean..i got go church in the morning..so will also get clean...wa...