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Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
todae nth much happen...oni a stupid bitch called me....she called me ytd and todae also called me...i don even know her...she herself also admit tt she admit tt she don no me...her EL veri cham....she keep saeing wan to see me....asking where i live...wth...first time see this kind of stupid or despo women..she sound like a indonesia ppl and her phone number is private number....
'the woman'=>i wan to see you
'me'=>for wad??i don even know you
'the woman'=>i juz wan to see you..where u live?
'me'=>y must i tell you?
'the woman'=>where u now?
'me'=>Singapore.
'the woman'=>i know Singapore but where?
'me'=>y must i tell you?
'the woman'=>i like you...
'me'=>huh?!?!?
'the woman'=>i like you*in a shy tone*
'me'=>u call me again i make sure i called the police
'the woman'=>u siao iszit?call the police
'me'=>i nt siao,u are crazy
'the woman'=>u siao,call the police.
'me'=>if u call again then i will call the police,you bitch!!!*hang up the phone*
she nv call me le....and i hope she don!!!pray tt tml she will nt call again...lol..=.=
'the woman'=>i wan to see you
'me'=>for wad??i don even know you
'the woman'=>i juz wan to see you..where u live?
'me'=>y must i tell you?
'the woman'=>where u now?
'me'=>Singapore.
'the woman'=>i know Singapore but where?
'me'=>y must i tell you?
'the woman'=>i like you...
'me'=>huh?!?!?
'the woman'=>i like you*in a shy tone*
'me'=>u call me again i make sure i called the police
'the woman'=>u siao iszit?call the police
'me'=>i nt siao,u are crazy
'the woman'=>u siao,call the police.
'me'=>if u call again then i will call the police,you bitch!!!*hang up the phone*
she nv call me le....and i hope she don!!!pray tt tml she will nt call again...lol..=.=
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:56 PM
Y 6:56 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006
Todae sermon was great!!!Pastor melvyn tok abt the investment that God had entrust it to us.I notice one thing that he said somehow wad resembles to me.I always tot tt the money tt i gib offering was mine,is my saving...but i was wrong.It was his,juz like donno is who sae wan..forgot is sky or zr..either one...He said tt God giv us the sufficient amount of money.this show tt all the investment was His nt us...Btw,the investment i am toking is the investment in our lives.
But the most important investment from God,is His Son,Jesus Christ.He send Him down to died for our sins.Now i can feel that,i m growing.i can feel that i m growing thru each sermon.
After that,CG time!!!!we like took turns to share or speak..actually is Alvin ask on wad about todae Sermon,but tik oni zr ask on todae sermon..the rest were asking on studies and sommroe i forgot le...i ask on studies,somes stuff happen...He gav me a scripture.
1 thessalonian 4:16-19=>Be joyful always;pray continually;give thanks in all circumstances,for this is God's will for you in Jesus Christ.Do not put the spirits's fire.do not test prophcies with contempt.Test everything.hold on to the good .Avoid every kind of evil.
this verse is telling me that no matter good or bad happen,we must keep gibing thanks to him...juz like how Job does..no matter how many sufferings he hav,he did nt blame God.Even though his son and daughters and his property,sheeps,camel and so on were destroy,but he still did nt blame Him.Instead he went to WORSHIP Him.
It nt like as if my thing is as bad as Job....but even if this happen to me,i would nt be like him,my first,veri first question is,'Y?Y?wad had i done?'....
After tt,Alvin ask us to pair up,so i pair up with Zr and he prayed for me and i share wif him.So todae is counted as a great dae for me,
I thank God for everything i have now and I also prayed that he will continue to bless me,Amen!!
But the most important investment from God,is His Son,Jesus Christ.He send Him down to died for our sins.Now i can feel that,i m growing.i can feel that i m growing thru each sermon.
After that,CG time!!!!we like took turns to share or speak..actually is Alvin ask on wad about todae Sermon,but tik oni zr ask on todae sermon..the rest were asking on studies and sommroe i forgot le...i ask on studies,somes stuff happen...He gav me a scripture.
1 thessalonian 4:16-19=>Be joyful always;pray continually;give thanks in all circumstances,for this is God's will for you in Jesus Christ.Do not put the spirits's fire.do not test prophcies with contempt.Test everything.hold on to the good .Avoid every kind of evil.
this verse is telling me that no matter good or bad happen,we must keep gibing thanks to him...juz like how Job does..no matter how many sufferings he hav,he did nt blame God.Even though his son and daughters and his property,sheeps,camel and so on were destroy,but he still did nt blame Him.Instead he went to WORSHIP Him.
It nt like as if my thing is as bad as Job....but even if this happen to me,i would nt be like him,my first,veri first question is,'Y?Y?wad had i done?'....
After tt,Alvin ask us to pair up,so i pair up with Zr and he prayed for me and i share wif him.So todae is counted as a great dae for me,
I thank God for everything i have now and I also prayed that he will continue to bless me,Amen!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:09 PM
Y 2:09 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
todae went to vashonz house to plae mahjong...learn abit from her mom..at least know abit about mahjong...butsoem part still veri blur...after that...went to marina bay to meet Das and Dar and Cheryl and many for steamboat.the steamboat is fun la....we cook alot of thing and it oni cost 12 bucks and i got 12 bucks thanks to God....We took pictures and so...after that is aroud 9.40 le...i actually wanted to go Vashon house to collect my bag..in the end..cannot becos too late le..i should nt put the blame on anione....I was on the bus doing self-reflection....it was my fault for nt going back there early....haix....i learnt another lesson...must go back home early in spite there is still alot of time left for plaeing....i miss steamboat......after steamboat,took group photo!!!!thank God for the wonderful day todae....
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:54 AM
Y 12:54 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Todae was having line skating in school....two years for nt practicing,i become veri noob....lol...but..God bless me by nt falling down for more than 5 times...lol....and the worst thing is....the knee cap and elbow cap are EXTREMLY stinks.....mayb becos of ytd rain...tt y is so smelly.....no choice but to wear it....><
SIMPLE ME
Y 5:49 PM
Y 5:49 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
phew...todae went run again...run for about 3.5km then cannot le...thank for pam tt i can continue to run for veri long....if they don keep pushing me,tik i wil stop halfwae....haha..but still...i still stop and walk for a while...when i reach the zebra crossing,i start to chiong liao....tomorrow going to hav leg ache liao....haha....
After tt toking to pastor fei fei before i left...was toking to her on my result and on wad i m going to do next time or rather wad is my next move...she sae tt once things are done,it is done,no point getting sad over it....she also ask me to pray wif zr for my mom would nt blame christ for it...and i really pray quite hard.Really thank pastor Khong for thodae sermon..it juz pull me back near to God...Another thing is,sylvia become my math tution teacher le...haha.....think my math will improve wif her guidance...then next year,will ask lijuan for tution on chem and physics...
Next is tt i found out tt i commited alot alot alot of sins....which really pullme away from God...i cold nt feel Him till the worshipping time....all my sin was put on the cross and a knife was stab in it...quite imaginative rite?but is true...God show different ways to different ppl.....really thank God for loving me again even though i scolded him and angry with him...and pull me back to Him again.AMEN!
After tt toking to pastor fei fei before i left...was toking to her on my result and on wad i m going to do next time or rather wad is my next move...she sae tt once things are done,it is done,no point getting sad over it....she also ask me to pray wif zr for my mom would nt blame christ for it...and i really pray quite hard.Really thank pastor Khong for thodae sermon..it juz pull me back near to God...Another thing is,sylvia become my math tution teacher le...haha.....think my math will improve wif her guidance...then next year,will ask lijuan for tution on chem and physics...
Next is tt i found out tt i commited alot alot alot of sins....which really pullme away from God...i cold nt feel Him till the worshipping time....all my sin was put on the cross and a knife was stab in it...quite imaginative rite?but is true...God show different ways to different ppl.....really thank God for loving me again even though i scolded him and angry with him...and pull me back to Him again.AMEN!
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:17 PM
Y 8:17 PM
Friday, October 20, 2006
Haix...really a deep haix...T__T
Todae got back result....i in placed the last two for class lvl and last four for level position out of 80 ppl...really veri devastated....sob....i donno how to do next...how to continue the next move...I really donno...my testimony to my parents is compelty destroyed..i donno wad to ell them and wad to do....I feel i had everyone in my family down....even worst...i don hav the face to face up to them..T__T
I really donno how to have the next step...I donno wad to tell them....i was like crying the whole dae....i cry becos i did nt show my mom and my relatives tt God is real...i cry becos my testimony to them is destroy..i cry becos i did nt make my parents proud...i feel such a failure....i gt nth to do but to self pity myself...even now God don't pity me....(this is wad i feel la)I don wan self pity myself..but i gt no choice...score this kind oflan jiao result....haix...T__T
Who can guide me thru??i cannot get A math...i also scared i cannot take f&n...i cannot get to the stream i want next year...to me,it is like the end of this world...i know i gt no choice to accept it,but i juz could nt accept it....i..sob....T__T
Who can tell me wad to do next....i wan someone to lend me a listening ear..T___T T___T T___T haix....
Todae got back result....i in placed the last two for class lvl and last four for level position out of 80 ppl...really veri devastated....sob....i donno how to do next...how to continue the next move...I really donno...my testimony to my parents is compelty destroyed..i donno wad to ell them and wad to do....I feel i had everyone in my family down....even worst...i don hav the face to face up to them..T__T
I really donno how to have the next step...I donno wad to tell them....i was like crying the whole dae....i cry becos i did nt show my mom and my relatives tt God is real...i cry becos my testimony to them is destroy..i cry becos i did nt make my parents proud...i feel such a failure....i gt nth to do but to self pity myself...even now God don't pity me....(this is wad i feel la)I don wan self pity myself..but i gt no choice...score this kind oflan jiao result....haix...T__T
Who can guide me thru??i cannot get A math...i also scared i cannot take f&n...i cannot get to the stream i want next year...to me,it is like the end of this world...i know i gt no choice to accept it,but i juz could nt accept it....i..sob....T__T
Who can tell me wad to do next....i wan someone to lend me a listening ear..T___T T___T T___T haix....
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:46 PM
Y 9:46 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
haix...my lit pass on the dot...-.-'''
lit=25/50
chi=72/140....
tml get full result le...haix....hope will get at least 60 percent....
lit=25/50
chi=72/140....
tml get full result le...haix....hope will get at least 60 percent....
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:29 PM
Y 8:29 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
T_T....so sad....so depressed,so angry,feel like going crazy,don't know wad to do.so luan.MY result flunk like hell
Math=55/100
El=38/80
HE=391/2 /84
Sci=48/100
Geo=52/100
His=20/100
tt all for it..tml still gt somemore...feel like cryign sia..i donno what to do..study till so hard and of course smart....yet..i gt this kind of result..haix
Math=55/100
El=38/80
HE=391/2 /84
Sci=48/100
Geo=52/100
His=20/100
tt all for it..tml still gt somemore...feel like cryign sia..i donno what to do..study till so hard and of course smart....yet..i gt this kind of result..haix
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:49 PM
Y 7:49 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
One day,
A man was dead and brought up to heaven
Peter was at the gate waiting for him.
When he saw Peter,he ask him who he is,Peter then reply
'God ask me here to bring you'
They chat a little
He was amazed by the streets of Heaven.
They at last reach the house of God
Peter brought him to different rooms
There is different kinds of rooms
Sin,prayer,road to hell,and many many rooms
They went through all the room
they juz did not go through a room
The room is called the blessing room
This man was puzzled
He ask Peter y they did not went into that room
Peter than replied'I don't think you would want to go in'
After some pestering on Peter,
Peter let him in....
This man saw alot of box.like presents.
There were thousands and thousands of boxes
There were names printed on it.
He went to find his name,
when he found his name,
he open it and found something and
he find it veri familliar with the things there
A phone,mp3,blessing for his family and somemore
He then ask Peter wad are all this for
Peter then reply that this are blessing that God actually wanted to give it to him,
but he don't ask,we don pray on it.He just keep it to himself
When he knew about it,he was crying in grieved.
We often hav a lot of wants,but we do not ask God for it,we juz keep it to ourself.If we don;t ask,how do we know that He will nt fufil it for us?
ps:thanks to someone who gav me this story and let me reflect on it
A man was dead and brought up to heaven
Peter was at the gate waiting for him.
When he saw Peter,he ask him who he is,Peter then reply
'God ask me here to bring you'
They chat a little
He was amazed by the streets of Heaven.
They at last reach the house of God
Peter brought him to different rooms
There is different kinds of rooms
Sin,prayer,road to hell,and many many rooms
They went through all the room
they juz did not go through a room
The room is called the blessing room
This man was puzzled
He ask Peter y they did not went into that room
Peter than replied'I don't think you would want to go in'
After some pestering on Peter,
Peter let him in....
This man saw alot of box.like presents.
There were thousands and thousands of boxes
There were names printed on it.
He went to find his name,
when he found his name,
he open it and found something and
he find it veri familliar with the things there
A phone,mp3,blessing for his family and somemore
He then ask Peter wad are all this for
Peter then reply that this are blessing that God actually wanted to give it to him,
but he don't ask,we don pray on it.He just keep it to himself
When he knew about it,he was crying in grieved.
We often hav a lot of wants,but we do not ask God for it,we juz keep it to ourself.If we don;t ask,how do we know that He will nt fufil it for us?
ps:thanks to someone who gav me this story and let me reflect on it
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:23 PM
Y 7:23 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Todae nv go for run..sian....but...go for cell..i also cannot understand a single thing from alvin..sae le,must make him repeat over again..don wan la...
Go back home..wtf...hate tt sis...wtf...hate her...always lie to me.destroy my whole com and my keyboard...T___T
She destroy my keyboard,draw my monitor,anihow sign up some stupid stuff...ltr sae le,sky will sae,i always jump into conclusion.is the fact wad...i nt at home for the pass two daes.,i found alot of stupid junks in my cookies folder.i had make a scan before i leave the house.now i reach home,wth...virus!!!and she sae she nv touch anithin.sae she plae game is accidently go in de...she nt a good liar!even a three year old kid also know she is lieing...
I still don wan stay at home even though Jerrine still prayed for me.Now full of anger and controlling myself nt to be so worked up....I know the rest will sae i always jump in to conclusion...y always tik i m the one who is in wrong...aiya.I juz hate her....aiya...i donno wad to sae la...i make sure she don touch the screen or the whole com!!!!
Go back home..wtf...hate tt sis...wtf...hate her...always lie to me.destroy my whole com and my keyboard...T___T
She destroy my keyboard,draw my monitor,anihow sign up some stupid stuff...ltr sae le,sky will sae,i always jump into conclusion.is the fact wad...i nt at home for the pass two daes.,i found alot of stupid junks in my cookies folder.i had make a scan before i leave the house.now i reach home,wth...virus!!!and she sae she nv touch anithin.sae she plae game is accidently go in de...she nt a good liar!even a three year old kid also know she is lieing...
I still don wan stay at home even though Jerrine still prayed for me.Now full of anger and controlling myself nt to be so worked up....I know the rest will sae i always jump in to conclusion...y always tik i m the one who is in wrong...aiya.I juz hate her....aiya...i donno wad to sae la...i make sure she don touch the screen or the whole com!!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:57 PM
Y 7:57 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Ytd was the last paper..so happy....but i tik the laughther on my mouth will nt last long....when the result...veri scared...tik will be close in the door crying...study rilli veri hard...rilli don wish to get 'promotion on probation'.....haix...if i did nt pass or did nt get into sec 3a,i tik i will be there cry and go siao lo...
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:56 PM
Y 3:56 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Todae after service,went running or rather training for the standard chartered marathon.I was quite shock when i heard sky told me that i run for 4.5km...i tot i will drop dead when i reach 2.4km...wow...run for 4.5km then cannot le...they pro la...went for 8km...lol....so noob....Next week still the same thing,will run...
tomorrow gt test,pray tt God will giv me the wisdom and strength...
tomorrow gt test,pray tt God will giv me the wisdom and strength...
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:01 PM
Y 9:01 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:33 PM
Y 10:33 PM
This few daes,when your watch out your window,u can see a single thing.Wonder what had really cause it.God told me once.Now,now is your turn to pray for others now,nt other people keep praying for you.It took me some times to pray for the earth,people around me.I tik the sign for this haze,God is telling me that,pray for it,pray hard!!I had been praying till todae...but it still take no effect.I tik tt mayb my prayers was nt enuff loud or nt specific enough.Just like todae,in YA...it was a sad case tt we gt no games,thanks to the haze.And i tik tt God want me to control my temper with the kids today.But i failed.I found out that i was there keep scolding the kids.....I hope tt God will forgive me.
As in the book of revealation say,before Jesus coem down to Earth,there will be disaters(if i m nt wrong)..so must pray hard tt the haze will go off soon and normal days can continue
Another case is on the school 'food poisoning'.To me,I don tik is food poisoning,if it is food poisoning,then y those malay ppl nv eat will also kena?it is obivous tt it is some sort of virus or stomach flu.As my school letter had said,it is donno wad cornovirus...which is know as gastric flu.So God also put me here to pray for the school.God answer my prayer,those whom i pray tt dae came back to school the next day.AMEN!Now i nid to continue praying for the other schools which is affected.
As in the book of revealation say,before Jesus coem down to Earth,there will be disaters(if i m nt wrong)..so must pray hard tt the haze will go off soon and normal days can continue
Another case is on the school 'food poisoning'.To me,I don tik is food poisoning,if it is food poisoning,then y those malay ppl nv eat will also kena?it is obivous tt it is some sort of virus or stomach flu.As my school letter had said,it is donno wad cornovirus...which is know as gastric flu.So God also put me here to pray for the school.God answer my prayer,those whom i pray tt dae came back to school the next day.AMEN!Now i nid to continue praying for the other schools which is affected.
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:17 PM
Y 10:17 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
todae is the second dae of Final Year Exam!! Geo was like so sulky....hope tt i will score well lo....must pray...tml history...history sure fail....lol....
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:24 PM
Y 7:24 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
Wah..I don like going hospital alone liao..veri scary......the pathway damm dark la...then before reach hospital,at newton,came out form the MRT station,see the dark path,wif the old broekn house, tiking 'OMGosh,am i going to walk there alone'..lucky there is another person who is in front of me...then another wan is the indian person...wa...oni can see his shirt,nt his face and hand.....my whole body jus stuned....these two incident...wa..i pray like siao and there humming The song 'Take It All'...so tt doesnt rilli make me scared....
Now whe reach the hospital,actually wanted to take the main entrance,but suddenly caught my attentiion,a tree,and there is head and its hair veri long.....i was like 'OMGOSH!!!!!!GOD AR!!PROTECT ME!!!!!!I NID YOUR PROTECTION!!!!!'...i pray like nv before....i juz turn around,and continue walking and praying and humming.......Now the last part of ,The dark path....wth....damm dark la....i was like 'OMG.....God,You really bless me alot'......and even worst,the light some spoil....i was like tt going crazy liao....so there pray pray pray..thank God tt he pull me thru this 'incident'....
I tik God is trying to tell me something,although some are the works of the devils,but don be afraid!As long there is Faith,a Shiny heart and believe in him,you will be able to be free on alot of thing.The devils got alot of 'dirty tricks' to pull you away from God and make you tik tt God will nt help you,will throw u to one side.So....ya.....This show me tt God IS REAL!!!!he is so real!AMEN!!!
Now whe reach the hospital,actually wanted to take the main entrance,but suddenly caught my attentiion,a tree,and there is head and its hair veri long.....i was like 'OMGOSH!!!!!!GOD AR!!PROTECT ME!!!!!!I NID YOUR PROTECTION!!!!!'...i pray like nv before....i juz turn around,and continue walking and praying and humming.......Now the last part of ,The dark path....wth....damm dark la....i was like 'OMG.....God,You really bless me alot'......and even worst,the light some spoil....i was like tt going crazy liao....so there pray pray pray..thank God tt he pull me thru this 'incident'....
I tik God is trying to tell me something,although some are the works of the devils,but don be afraid!As long there is Faith,a Shiny heart and believe in him,you will be able to be free on alot of thing.The devils got alot of 'dirty tricks' to pull you away from God and make you tik tt God will nt help you,will throw u to one side.So....ya.....This show me tt God IS REAL!!!!he is so real!AMEN!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:34 PM
Y 1:34 PM
