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Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Sunday, November 26, 2006
>y they hav macaroni inside...
<---The whole package
<---am i going to wear tt??OMG
<---my number SIMPLE ME
Y 7:39 PM
Y 7:39 PM
for the past one week till now,pastor Khong preaching veri chim..i carn seem to understand a thing.....lucky thing Alvin explain to me and i feel to lucky tt i had Zr as my spiritual father and to join the cell....
Before service,Zr come to me and said tt he wan tok to me in a so called fierce tone...haha...during worship...my heart pump veri hard la...i keep tiking tt ZR will scold me....but is nt wad i expected after service...i tried to escape but too bad...he still wan me to go to the back and tok...i told him wad happen ytd.....and i feel so guilty...rilli...he was there praying for me.....one funny thing happen '*speaking in toungues*...........prayed tt U will bless my brother here,............prayed tt U will bless my brother...son..........'
diao......haha.....lol.....aniwae...he juz ask me to apologise to Sky and i did of course..even if he did nt,i will still call him up and apologise...i also apologise to syl for the tok in msn ytd nite...After that,went to meet Alvin,then when it ends...saw rowena and Vashonz.....then after tt..went home...:p
Before service,Zr come to me and said tt he wan tok to me in a so called fierce tone...haha...during worship...my heart pump veri hard la...i keep tiking tt ZR will scold me....but is nt wad i expected after service...i tried to escape but too bad...he still wan me to go to the back and tok...i told him wad happen ytd.....and i feel so guilty...rilli...he was there praying for me.....one funny thing happen '*speaking in toungues*...........prayed tt U will bless my brother here,............prayed tt U will bless my brother...son..........'
diao......haha.....lol.....aniwae...he juz ask me to apologise to Sky and i did of course..even if he did nt,i will still call him up and apologise...i also apologise to syl for the tok in msn ytd nite...After that,went to meet Alvin,then when it ends...saw rowena and Vashonz.....then after tt..went home...:p
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:29 PM
Y 7:29 PM
WAD HAD I BECOME??
I donno how to sae....i juz feel that everything happening to me is back and i feel tt i m back to the past Flavian...who is sensitive,irritating,idiotic and wadsoever...i was so so so sooooo wierd todae la..for no reason juz flare up and shouted Sky,anihow show attitude...then attitude to some ppl are veri veri big difference...I juz feel like crying out veri loud...hope tt God can hear my cries to him...my pain to him....
Juz now during Congre at magicbox,i was there standing and praying of course.after Pastor shared on the next year 2007 plan,alvin prayed for me...i cannot stand the 'pressure' animore...i juz fall....when i fall..i feel like i m drowning,cannot rilli breath and super cold...my whole body is there shivering...but of course,i stilled prayed..and can feel that God is lifting me up...
I juz donno how to sae...i juz feel veri veri sensitive....when i nid to tok to zr...he is bz...when he is nt bz...i gt nth to tok...lol...hope tt God will nt let me be so sensitive .
I donno how to sae....i juz feel that everything happening to me is back and i feel tt i m back to the past Flavian...who is sensitive,irritating,idiotic and wadsoever...i was so so so sooooo wierd todae la..for no reason juz flare up and shouted Sky,anihow show attitude...then attitude to some ppl are veri veri big difference...I juz feel like crying out veri loud...hope tt God can hear my cries to him...my pain to him....
Juz now during Congre at magicbox,i was there standing and praying of course.after Pastor shared on the next year 2007 plan,alvin prayed for me...i cannot stand the 'pressure' animore...i juz fall....when i fall..i feel like i m drowning,cannot rilli breath and super cold...my whole body is there shivering...but of course,i stilled prayed..and can feel that God is lifting me up...
I juz donno how to sae...i juz feel veri veri sensitive....when i nid to tok to zr...he is bz...when he is nt bz...i gt nth to tok...lol...hope tt God will nt let me be so sensitive .
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:22 AM
Y 12:22 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
todae went to vivo city with Gina,Angeline,Gina brother...damm super fun la...plae wif her brother...we were at the play court..we plae like siao..oni i and Gina were the oni 'kids'....we feel like we were back to childhood...feel like a kid..lol...haha....somehow can feel tt God is happy....mayb becos i m a child there plaeing??who knows??
Then when angeline and i were taking the same train ...then there is one bastard,idotic couples there...they were there veri veri veri irritating.I was so regret for nt taking down their video...*roar*.....they were there taking pictures of me and angeline...both of us act as if nting happen.they must be gald of tt...they from nt obvious become veri obvious...the gal was saeing..'wad for tak photo of the legs when u can take the head?'..i was damm piss off la...actually wanted to get off at kovan de...then i tik aiya..nvm...one more stop to hougang..bear wif it...then they were there taking taking and taking....then the gal suddenly take the plastic bag and cover her face together with her stead,i was there taking video of it and they were so so romantic...*bt of course,i act as if i m smsing*.after that,i tell myself,aiya..don take...ltr my phone bomb up,ltr my phone spoil...so i delete it...
then when we at last reach hougang,i was at the door wif angeline....tt freaking bastard guy pointed a middle finger at me..wtf...i wish i can point back at him on my face,act as if i m scratching...he was there rubbing his nose wif middle finger and facing me...omg...then in the bus,was toking to angeline...
She told me she know abotu it and actually wanted to ask me get off at serangoon mrt...then she sae nvm..bear wif it....and she said that becos the gal tot she diao her and she gt so 'bu shuang' and she told her stead and her stead of course help her 'chu qi'.so mayb tt he took out his phone and took pictures of it....and took nvm..still there diao me...i also be scarastic to him..i diao both of them back...and feel like go there and ask them to bluetooth to me...but too bad...half wae..sms come...so focus more on sms...then tt two bastard and bitch was there keep diao and diao....alamak...feel like going there and aiya...donno la...feel so angry when i was in the bus....nw nt so liao...y does this earth had this kind of stupid ppl...and as they said..stupid ppl always do stupid things..
Then when angeline and i were taking the same train ...then there is one bastard,idotic couples there...they were there veri veri veri irritating.I was so regret for nt taking down their video...*roar*.....they were there taking pictures of me and angeline...both of us act as if nting happen.they must be gald of tt...they from nt obvious become veri obvious...the gal was saeing..'wad for tak photo of the legs when u can take the head?'..i was damm piss off la...actually wanted to get off at kovan de...then i tik aiya..nvm...one more stop to hougang..bear wif it...then they were there taking taking and taking....then the gal suddenly take the plastic bag and cover her face together with her stead,i was there taking video of it and they were so so romantic...*bt of course,i act as if i m smsing*.after that,i tell myself,aiya..don take...ltr my phone bomb up,ltr my phone spoil...so i delete it...
then when we at last reach hougang,i was at the door wif angeline....tt freaking bastard guy pointed a middle finger at me..wtf...i wish i can point back at him on my face,act as if i m scratching...he was there rubbing his nose wif middle finger and facing me...omg...then in the bus,was toking to angeline...
She told me she know abotu it and actually wanted to ask me get off at serangoon mrt...then she sae nvm..bear wif it....and she said that becos the gal tot she diao her and she gt so 'bu shuang' and she told her stead and her stead of course help her 'chu qi'.so mayb tt he took out his phone and took pictures of it....and took nvm..still there diao me...i also be scarastic to him..i diao both of them back...and feel like go there and ask them to bluetooth to me...but too bad...half wae..sms come...so focus more on sms...then tt two bastard and bitch was there keep diao and diao....alamak...feel like going there and aiya...donno la...feel so angry when i was in the bus....nw nt so liao...y does this earth had this kind of stupid ppl...and as they said..stupid ppl always do stupid things..
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:26 PM
Y 11:26 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
phew...this few daes lazy to come back blog...on sundae sermon...haix...seriously..i don understand anithing at all...
and ytd went to vivo city wif gina and her cousin..damm super funni la...we went into swesen...then in was there laughing...donno fer wad...and when we were given the menu,when i juz flip,i was there laughing like hell la..ppl were there looking at me..same for gina,when she flip tot eh first page,she was there laughing like donno wad la...ppl were there looking at us.then when the person behind us was there laughing veri loud,all three fo us were there laughing and laughing.we call icecream..three person share one big ice cream...which oni cost 19.40 bucks....so u can imagine how big si the ice cream...when pam called me asking me where i m becos i was late for the show..i was like OMG..i tot is on wednesdae...haha....but aniwae..nid to return sylvia money...lol...after eating,we went toysarus...we saw funni funni toy..then we saw the star wars the lazer sword..we pose as if we were fighting..damm super duper paiseh la..nvm..she stillw an me to wear the stupid blue colour cap...which make me look super retard....haha....
then at nite...gt sms from jian qing kor kor...he sms me saeing tt there is a gossip passing around,he sae tt ppl were saeing tt i spent alot at times...wth..ask them tyo open their big eyes la...if i spent alot,my whole body will be branded la.my shoe will change,i will get new bag,i will get myself a pair of track shoe for my marathon next week.wth..anihow sae..y ppl like to gossip ar...damm stupid la...
tomorrow going vivo again..hope sumthing funni will happen...lol
and ytd went to vivo city wif gina and her cousin..damm super funni la...we went into swesen...then in was there laughing...donno fer wad...and when we were given the menu,when i juz flip,i was there laughing like hell la..ppl were there looking at me..same for gina,when she flip tot eh first page,she was there laughing like donno wad la...ppl were there looking at us.then when the person behind us was there laughing veri loud,all three fo us were there laughing and laughing.we call icecream..three person share one big ice cream...which oni cost 19.40 bucks....so u can imagine how big si the ice cream...when pam called me asking me where i m becos i was late for the show..i was like OMG..i tot is on wednesdae...haha....but aniwae..nid to return sylvia money...lol...after eating,we went toysarus...we saw funni funni toy..then we saw the star wars the lazer sword..we pose as if we were fighting..damm super duper paiseh la..nvm..she stillw an me to wear the stupid blue colour cap...which make me look super retard....haha....
then at nite...gt sms from jian qing kor kor...he sms me saeing tt there is a gossip passing around,he sae tt ppl were saeing tt i spent alot at times...wth..ask them tyo open their big eyes la...if i spent alot,my whole body will be branded la.my shoe will change,i will get new bag,i will get myself a pair of track shoe for my marathon next week.wth..anihow sae..y ppl like to gossip ar...damm stupid la...
tomorrow going vivo again..hope sumthing funni will happen...lol
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:20 PM
Y 11:20 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
juz a second one...
Jennifer plaeing guitar...
Jennifer plaeing guitar...
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:47 PM
Y 8:47 PM
Pam singing 'you are my sunshine' with movements.haha
Zhengrong drinking half bottle of wine..although is abit boring..lol.
Zhengrong drinking half bottle of wine..although is abit boring..lol.
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:52 PM
Y 7:52 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
alamak... mr siva....wth...sent a letter sae i always nv go training..wth...who sae i nv go training for the holidaes...i gt go la...i went for two out of four trainings...wth...sae i nv go....i wan go de marh..i still nid to help out in the amksian showcase la...i in charge of typing the write up la...and somemore 5 write up with chinese words..tt y cannot go...then i cannot go camp,i gt my own reason wad....wth....my mom already sae don wan me liao..he still wan me go,...is nt as if i m in army...then nid to go these kind of stupid camps....i heck care him.tml i won go to camp and i ask my mom write a letter for him.i still gt a lot of things to do in these three daes.esp saturdae!!!!!!!
if he tml still call up,i tok to him nicely,if he still don wan..i will shout at him...if still don wan..i send him a veri nice letter to him and MOE.how can like this force ppl de and when sumthing urgent juz pop out cannot make it...(btw...the urgent is nt on sat thing...is on my grandma...she at last reach singapore..)i know i had already gav the consent form i m going,but still when something urgent come up,i cannot go rite?if his mom was to be on the hospital bed,he will go camp or hospital?is obvious tt he will go hospital,y carn he juz understand the thing and shut his fucking mouth?!!
if he tml still call up,i tok to him nicely,if he still don wan..i will shout at him...if still don wan..i send him a veri nice letter to him and MOE.how can like this force ppl de and when sumthing urgent juz pop out cannot make it...(btw...the urgent is nt on sat thing...is on my grandma...she at last reach singapore..)i know i had already gav the consent form i m going,but still when something urgent come up,i cannot go rite?if his mom was to be on the hospital bed,he will go camp or hospital?is obvious tt he will go hospital,y carn he juz understand the thing and shut his fucking mouth?!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 5:03 PM
Y 5:03 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
omg..i m broke liao..nid money...cannot survive for veri long...omg...
was watching is it real from art central juz now...veri crap la...again The Da Vinci Code...saeing tt there are alot of facts tt saeing tt Jesus and Mary were together and gave birth to a son...damm crap....hais....donno wad de hell are the ppl tiking...
was watching is it real from art central juz now...veri crap la...again The Da Vinci Code...saeing tt there are alot of facts tt saeing tt Jesus and Mary were together and gave birth to a son...damm crap....hais....donno wad de hell are the ppl tiking...
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:01 PM
Y 11:01 PM
Mom and Dad went to china to see my grandma...
Sis went to grandmother house....
House so empty
oni i alone at home...
donno wad to do...
haix....
Daryl had been staying at my house for one nite....and i also hope tt he went home....and nt to continue to be so childish by leaving house...indeed...God had shown me a miracle...ytd while he was sleeping,i was there praying for him...i prayed tt God will show a small miracle by letting him to go back home and gib both he and his mom wisdom...indeed,God show tt to me...HALLEUJAH.
now...
I am broke...my mom left 30 bucks wif me and i spent it all in 2 daes...haix...spent too far le...
Sis went to grandmother house....
House so empty
oni i alone at home...
donno wad to do...
haix....
Daryl had been staying at my house for one nite....and i also hope tt he went home....and nt to continue to be so childish by leaving house...indeed...God had shown me a miracle...ytd while he was sleeping,i was there praying for him...i prayed tt God will show a small miracle by letting him to go back home and gib both he and his mom wisdom...indeed,God show tt to me...HALLEUJAH.
now...
I am broke...my mom left 30 bucks wif me and i spent it all in 2 daes...haix...spent too far le...
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:03 AM
Y 12:03 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
todae Lord's supper.....donno y everytime service gt lord supper,the worship is always the best.
Same....do log and so on...but i feel kinda dumb....i tot todae gt SOL,but in the end don have becos todae don hav SOL and i tot hav.haha....
after service,the young preacher contest FINALS!!!!!!And congratz to Alvin tt he won!!!!praise the Lord!!!
Same....do log and so on...but i feel kinda dumb....i tot todae gt SOL,but in the end don have becos todae don hav SOL and i tot hav.haha....
after service,the young preacher contest FINALS!!!!!!And congratz to Alvin tt he won!!!!praise the Lord!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:50 PM
Y 7:50 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
todae whole dae was so boring for me...damm boring....and my sis bought some stupid stuff...damm noisy.....some pokemon stuff....so noisy...
was tiking....y is life so hard to live???y must God put me in hard times to let me grow???who can tell me??i feel so wad la.....haix....
was tiking....y is life so hard to live???y must God put me in hard times to let me grow???who can tell me??i feel so wad la.....haix....
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:55 PM
Y 8:55 PM
