haix....i don even know wad to type...i tik write a lousy poem bah...my first poem in my life...xD

I squat down there
tiking wad to do
singing..
'Give Thanks'
hoping tt they will giv me something
tt i always wanted from them
but they don wan to gib me

they left me alone there
only when i automatic stand
no one to tok to
sms her

In tt cold place,
ppl gt ppl to tok to
i,
sitting alone there
donno wad to do..
almost cried
wad are friends?
i carn tell them how i feel
but to keep to myself
smsing her,
telling her i m weak
she care for me,
and scold,
'Y do u always listen to your God?'
I love Him,
Cannot live without His mercy and grace

am i tt useless?
m i immature?
y carn i serve in anithin?
don sae carn...sae...
y carn i serve in the things i rilli want to serve

going home,
cried in bus,
y m i such an idotic person
wad are friends?
i treat them as one,
do they treat me as one??
Y do they always left me out in the circle?

God,help me...i rilli feel like crying out loud...i rilli wan to cry...im juz holding it...i feel so weak...i nid your warmth,i nid your love..i nid your mercy..draw me back to You...tears keep dropping inside me,pain in my heart,how?how?how?