I M DAMM FUT UP!!!!!wth....

i tik she is rite...christian had already scared her off....if i were still a non christian..i make sure i shoot them till i satisfied...but..nw i m a christian....i know i cannot have this kind of tots....this whole week been such a suffering to me....

First,Dasmond case

Second,Teachers

Third,CCA

Fourth, normal friends

Fifth,Christian Friends

Sixth,Homework

Seventh,Project

Eighth,Family

Ninth,Class

Tenth,hurts from them

i had already list ten down...i can guarrented tt there are somemore....i donno how to deal with it...as wad i told God...i can really cry for 48 hours if He let me cry.....i had nt cry for veri long and had bear wif it for veri long....now...i feel tt....i left wif nothing....my outside friends,left me....i veri scared my christian friends had also lef t me....

they can like....i sae sub A...they can tok tok tok to me for awhile...after tt...suddenly something juz come in and ask me to wait...then when finish....they juz don care about me...when i rilli wan to shout it out all...they can juz straight go to sub B....you know who u are...or else they can juz ignore my toking....where else...when other tok about this sub...even after put down the phone..they can still continue....they always left me out....mayb to them is nth..but to me...is a veri big hurt...i already lost things...i don wan animore thing to lost....especially my friends tt God had gave to me....i rilli treasure it....

yes!indeed they had trustworthy and good friends beside them...but do they treat me as one??i treat them as one..but do they???all i wish now...is...God aid...continue to fight the war....

To:u know who u are.....i treat her veri good becos i gt the feeling tt God wan me to help her...and at the same time...i want to use this opportunity to also let her know God's love...dosent mean tt..i treat her veri good tt means i love her..i like her...it is juz crap....she is veri weak..tt y...God wan me to help her....so...shut your ass mouth and zip it up!!i admit tt i used to like her...but...it was my foolishness and so and... in the first place..i found tt i don like her at all...i m juz trying to let her know God..but i did it in the wrong wae....there nth to gossip about rite???im oni helping her now....after my mission is done...i done already...and...if u all wan to tok...i dare u to tok in front to me la...don talk talk behind...gossip like an idiot....gossip also donno how to gossip...