this is going to be a long post le....haha...long time nv come and blog le...miss it..hahah

ahhhh....sick....having a bad sore throat....yup....it is obvious tt i had eaten alot of CNY stuff le....haha....so far....nt bad la...collect ang bao...but..so little....but nvm...i thank God for it!!

I start the week much much much more better than last week....I tik it juz like last week is a period of war...this week....it is much more lighter liao....

Mondae=>went to watch 'just follow laws' with the LS tribe...and bought FFX-2 and the convenant....i like the show....ok wad...they keep on saeing like nt nice like tt....
Omg...i was there coughing and coughing....like siao...i still eat fish burger,ba gua,drink wine,eat chocolate...haha..siao kia...

Tuesday=>went to pastor house in the morning....feel abit paiseh for nt bringing oranges there....mom sae cannot since my grandma passed away....but come to tik of it...i miss her alot....normally new year is nt like tt de....even if i m sick,it would nt been so jia lat like this...nvm..lets drop the sub....at pastor house...the same thing....eat this and tt...eat cookies,love letters and so on....i was like...omg....haha

Wednesday=>went to school in the morning....omg..i feel damm terrible man.....my throat veri pain,fever,carn speak,carn sleep,get irritated easily,running nose,headache,block ear...yup...but somehow,i still got through the sch period...but nt cca...if i still go for cca...i will drop dead....then after sch...promise to meet sky,andrew and syl for lunch at crystal jade...actually wanted to postponed till fri afternoon de...but tik..don wan le...andrew flying and very busy....so...juz bear till crystal jade....then congee so tasteless.....and no appetie to eat....but...also thank God tt i finish 3/4 or ratehr i finish till about 2 or 3 spoons left.....then Sky ask me this question which somehow bothers me till now...'We enter the church and accepted Christ at the same time,why u have more struggles then me?' i donno y and i don wan to know y....i oni know tt God is there always for me....and is like nw...points and points of prob juz flashes in my mind....i juz hope God will take away all my burdens...i juz wan to sae tt...i can choose to deny God,but i choose nt to becos..i still hold the faith tt God is always there for me...and i don care how many struggles i have..becos i have God in me....after tt...i went to watson to buy panadol....and then hav it at crystal jade...after tt...i cannot hold it animore....i took my bag and took a bus back home....veri sick....reach home,took a 2hours sleep.....wake up...still gt no effect....quickly ask mom to bring me to doctor....and i like the doctor...i started to get treated from him when i m sick since 8 or 9 years old....a good doctor!!but his medical all this veri ex...it cost me 38 bucks!!but actually i don rilli mind...i tik God is using the medicine to heal me...yep....thru the times....I can feel tt....God is rilli pulling me near Him which make me loves him more than now....i mean....the love is so hard to describe....His love for me had been done on the cross....He put the blame and everything on Himself....i thank Him for everything he had done.....As i sleep...i can feel His assurance on me...His warmth on me..His hands on me...which make me sleep so soundly...God is a God who helps,yes He helps!!becos He LOVES US!!!!

Thursday=>woke up with a heavy sore throat...no more voice to tok...i still pray to God tt He will heal me and let me tok again...and yes!i could tok to my mom...haha.....mom allowed me to go cut my hair and went to bought lunch for my mom...as i finish my lunch,took my medicine and then went to rest....and i thank God tt all my flames (or frams or wtv thing la..donno how to spell) were all spit out....and i could speak quite loud already....lol....i was quite shock tt my baby cousin could nt wake up when i gt the news....omg....i was there praying and praying....i hope he is ok now....he is so cute!!!haha....after taking medicine..went to sleep...deep sleep....i dreamt of something horrible....it was the devils work as i know.....it was veri horrible...yep...when i woke up....dinner,study,tv and then toking to yt....kena scolding from me....told her to focus more on her O lvl this year...still go into wad relationship....I m nt controlling her life or wad...i m juz her close friend,and to be beside with her oni....and to gib her advice...as wad i said...I feel tt this is wad God wans me to do...i find tt her friends are way to much already....and somemore the person is a catholic...is a disgrace to catholic....alamak...i cannot judge her in it...becos i got no rights in it....and i also cannot condemm her...so i can do about it....somehow...yup....i donno y...was kinda hurt when she told me...so yep...So i pray to God and prayed for forgivness....and i thank God tt He forgivess me and let grew another level already!!!Praise the Lord!!!!!=))

Yup....God had done a grea job in my life....last week is a period of war...this week...is like...he gave me back double....I thank him for it...Amen!!!!=)

tt all for todae....