The week of sanctification week for great though...but i donno y..the week for me is tt i become veri weak...i was so weak....i could cry easily..get irritated easily,and donno wad else....i juz want to settle myself downt to tok to him....but is tt so difficult??/

on the first night of sanctification...i walk inside tc..i was so down..i could nt feel the presence of the holy spirit..i was there seeking Him,praying..but i still carn feel his presence...during ministry,i was so down...i cried to the holy spirit,my heart was so hurt by the nails he had done on the cross...that was what the vision was...A voice sudden told me tt God had forgiv me on the cross...i was so touched by it...i thank God tt he bring me back to Him

second night...i juz donno y...i go in without feeling the presence of the Holy Spirit...Thruout the whole worship....i could not feel Him...i feel so lost....thanks to the stomach ache tt i got so distracted...during ministry.....i was so touched by the hloy presence...He told me in my heart,'I love you,my Son...come back to me....I will protect u under my wings....'something like tt la....but...tt presence....i kneel down...and pastor tok about forgiving parents during the altar call...suddenly,vision of on how my father treat me for the past one year....there was a voice telling me...forgive my father,love him as how He love us..' when i got back to my seat...i donno y...rilli donno y...my whole body..weaken down...i don even had the strength to stand.....i juz sit down and there praying....Alvin then juz pray for me....i juz broke into tears....after tt....actually...i expect zr to be there de....becos...i nid a father hug,a father warmth.....but too bad...he is nt there...I was there juz praying to God tt...I wan a hug from the holy spirit....a warmth hug....tik God answer my prayer...Holy Spirit use Alvin...i can feel the warmth tt i wanted...and i thank God for tt....God is so great u know???i carn even type it out on how great He is!

Third nite,the last nite....nothing rilli happen much....after sanctification end...i saw zr...i saw him...i donno y...juz feel hurt....feel like crying out loud....i nt gay or wad...but i m hurt spiritually.....after Alvin prayed for us....went home...toking to 'Bird'...then went home with a heart tt is new....

Santification week tot me alot of things....and God!1 year le!!rmb last year..i was kneeling infront of u??haha...How i wish ar....can use phone and sms to God...haha....and then tok to him every moment...even in sch...haha....but in fact..i m doing it everydae in my life le...diao...don even know wad i m toking...those who know wad i m toking..then gd for u...if nt..then too bad..becos..i myself also donno wad i m typing for some..haha