argh!!!my mp3 suddenly spoil...format error...argh..lose all my songs....sob sob..nid to re put songs le...sob sob....todae woke up late for SOL....T_T so went to service straight...went for choir...my bro,shairul said tt i look emotional when worshipping...haha...lol...

todae sermon was powerful...not oni sermon...cell group...i was quite shock when alvin treat it really veri seriously....zr same thing...did nt sit with them,nv go for CG...haix....wan to tok to him also difficult...=((

aniwae..back to the topic where pastor preach about the boot of peace..his second point it reflects me alot...'if u hav problem having peace with ppl,that mean u hav a problem having peace with God' i find it quite true...it juz like...i don hav much peace with the ppl around me...and it lead to abit of problem to God...but..do u tik i wan???todae taking photo...i was suppose to be with them,then they juz left me behind...then tt guy,juz come in front of me...so..i juz go to the front...do u know how outcast i felt??i mean...hello...am i invisible..juz because u wan to be with him,no nid to treat me like an invisible...i had enuff of it liao la...i feel veri unwelcome...u all got something to sae about me..then juz face to face tok about it...not be hypocrite!u all do tt,i will also do tt

then toking to hubert in the train...he told me that,zr is those person who is independent and does nt cling to anione...then,if like this...then why in the first place sae that,'God told me to take over you',i know u are obeying..but take over me but and then?tt the end???i m all alone liao??its no difference when tt time in previous cell..

u tell me la..how to have peace...