feeling so emo...and hopeless...

i juz cannot accept my result...its wae too ridiculous....and nvm..my mom still don udst me...she kept saeing tt..i score this result is becos i keep going out...nv study....hello,i study like shyt le..then i score this kind of result,how u wan me to accept it??this two daes u wan me how to survive??with all the attacks from the devils and a dagger to my heart...I m so quiet this two daes....feeling rilli veri emo....tt all i could think off...even know ,they also don wan tok to me...i donno wad de the hell are they tiking about...should i change church or change network??i donno....they always sae responsible..but where is responsible if u don gib ppl a chance??and keep giving those who had done before alot of times and being biased??all i could sae is one word..'biased'!! i m always the only one person at the corner...u all juz do your own gathering and then left me out there alone...do u know how painful iszit???the feeling nw for me is i donno wad to sae...all i wan now is a back or a shoulder tt can really let me lean on which is my Father in heaven back..i don hav a hug from my father,nor my 'father',but all i wan now is my Father in heaven to come and hear me and let me feel his warm....tt all i could tik off now...

now i know why ppl like to cut their hand...is becos,they lack of love..nt rilli out of the chill...juz becos u tok to them and concern them, is call love....u must really express it out with sincerity....tt wad i know....

somehow...God had assure me in my heart and gav me the warm and the presence of the holy spirit is wad i can feel nw...T_T