I feel...erm...erm...i donno how to sae...i could oni sae that..God knew tt i m going to sin veri badly...and then..i can feel tt...when the sin come...the cross was blocking more attacks from the devils...i could feel tt...the devils are leaving and leaving...straight away...my heart hurts alot....i almost cried it out.....i don wish to cry becos...my mom will be puzzled...'had my son gone crazy??cry for no reason...'so i had to just bear with it...I mean...christ is my everything....How great is our God?all i could sae tt He is great and mighty to save!!!

i now wan to give thanks...first thing is becos...i tot i had lost my textbook and then i remenber and i can guarrentee tt i brought it out of home...and i left it at the bus stop...but...the puzzled thing is tt...when i reach home..the textbook is nicely place on my table...i thank God for it.!if it has nt been place it at home..todae my math teacher going to karate chop me le...lol..

Second thing is that...God had gave me a test and i failed it....todae in com lab...i was watching our Youth Service worship...then jasmine saw it...so she ask iszit my church..then i sae..erm ya....then she gave me the answer saeing...'eeeek...i hate christians!!!'so i keep quiet and at tt moment i donno wd to sae so..i said,'hate lo,hate all u wan...'i mean...its quite wrong for me to sae tt nt in a sensitive manner....yup...and nvm...when i continue to watch it...she purposely make the 'eeeeeeeeeeeek' sound....and then when i look at her and she sae she is nt saeing me...lol...yup...so..i feel tt i had failed this test...yup....but i learnt from my mistake...

Third thing is tt......i donno le...todae gt alot of thanks giving..but..seems to forgot..nid to go think...haha...kk..stop here for now...came back from choir practice and supper...tired!!!