wad a wierd dream last night....i almost type the wrong thing...lol...i hope the dream is juz a dream of wad the devil gav...nt hint from Him....God had been giving me vision always..i don wish that is the vision from Him....haix...

now...all i wan is....focus more on mid year...and i m nt running..im juz taking steps one step at one time...

wad is christian??that juz been a question in my heart...wad is christian??tt dream....is very sad...everyone had turn away from me....including zr...juz like naruto...he was born alone....and everyone rejected him...tt loneliness,tt coldness....very pain...i gt no one to blame...wad else can i do??nw...i oni can face my heavenly father,feel His embraced on me...i've been so weak lately...i don wish nw tt..ppl around me to continue to do those thing...

my same question...shld i leave or juz continue to stay???been praying about it...haix...HAIX!....