Saturday=>went for ptc...mr soh tok tok tok..make me super piss off...at last i show abit of attitude..he sae..nvm la...then after that...went to find that mr liu to take consent form for the combined camp...veri siong la....haha...God will giv me strength!after that...went to meet ruth to take the tags...omg..so sri ruth...hai u cannot go to dance....sri...riilli sri...then after that..meet lester at city hall..went to eeat lunch...then after tt went to meet jh and dene...then we chit chat at mrt...meet mendi at tanah merah...then went to airport...mendi..mendi siao liao..fall in love with lester the 'brother'...lol...jh must be jealous...hahaha....xP after sending lester off...went to expo food fare....alot of things la..sooooooo cheap...esp the milk!!so nice...after that..met sen cai and then go for chc service..then when i came bck from toilet...the guard told me..cannot go in...becos it will disturb...i was like...erm...my stuff is there...and when im gg to be late to meet my friend..i find it abit ridiculous...almsot argue with tt pig...carn stand him..use God to push me down...but..come to tik of it....thank God tt im sitting alone...having a good time with God as He minister to me...pastor kong mention about casual and permante christian..find that its quite meaningful....yup....after service...quickly take my bag and rush out...then forgot nid to meet my long time no see brother..then while waiting for him..saw eric...diao..no comments on him..same old crappy guy...then at last saw chen rui...wa..talk alot!!!hug for few mintues...omg...so glad tt he is doing fine in chc...almost cried...i mean..if u didnt see your best buddy for more than 3 months...u will feel something wan...eric juz don udst..lol...keep there 'ahem ahem'...lol...don care him...i gonna miss the time when we were at camp last year...this year uu all nt gg...im gonna be abit lonely...T_T

Sunday=>woke up early in the morning...went for breakfast with marcus and amanda..then went to expo...alvin sae having cell group at 11...then at 11.30..marcus called him...bb also called him..alvin said he forgot gt cell group...lol...thank God can have cell group our ownselves..haha...zr lead...so....when he ask us to share on wad we had read in the bible for the week..i juz ans...i donno...i nv read...i was like...dotz...why i said that???normally...i would feel abit guilty and pai seh..and make up story...(nt everytime la) but this time..i juz came to the point..and btw..i nt emo or mood swing...juz that...im juz...fan...that all...i juz nid to be alone...thank for your concern...after that..duty...then service...suring sermon..went to the back..sit alone...reflecting...and so..then...after service..went to food fare again with mom and grandmother and aunt and sis...after awhile...went for GDOP...so warm....at first sit with biqi..then move to the front sit wif shai....after tt...tok to marcus awhile..then we decided to walk bck to bus 12 there....so..is like..we walk ONE BIG ROUND of the national stadium...then we found a way to walk out...it was dark and deserted....then went we walk pass some 'temporary houses' for those workers de la..suddenly a music came out..i juz froze there....and stun there....amanda also abit freak off...marcus like no effect like tt...then when marcus sae run...me and amanda juz run...he was like..huh...y u all run??I tot u all wont run..run for wad...lol....we were there laughing la...reach home and juz pomp on the bed..so comfortable....lol

Todae=>woke up at 10 having slight headache...and feverish....but still..went out...went to meet zr for lunch...then..crap with him...i ask zr..if i go there buy bag..gt discount..he rsae yes..10% cox student..i sae..10% oni ar??then he reply..then 15% lo...i reply...huh...30% la..he sae...might as well don sell.lol...so long nv crap with him le..lol...tok to him alot...first time..can tok alot to him...gd rite?yes.it gd!lol...then after that...meeting jh and dene at bugis...tt nice zr walk me down to bugis from dobby ghaut to bugis...so nice rite???ya la..of course ma..my spiritual daddy lei!!!haha...then after that..he went o city hall meet friend...tt jh and dene sae that..reach le call them and they will fly to bugis...so..i call them...they were still at city hall...lol...i was like...i use walk de...and u all use mrt de...lol....btw...zr walk damm fast...his one step so call equal to my 2 steps..lol...after tt meet dene and jh..jh wan but present for mendi...from the way of my view..she can consider him...haha..then after gg to bugis street....saw gerald,yong tat,ansylem(donno how to spell la).....so funny..they there staring..wa...two guys one gal...lol...then damm tt jh...TOK WITHOUT TIKING!!!omg...he gonna get me into hot soup...omg...he tok without tiking whether iszit in the correct manner...rilli bwg le...after mendi present...went to sim lim square to meet amanda...she nid to fix psp...tt guy...took about 2hrs to fix it la...keep saeing he donno he donno..lol....then after that...went to the top floor all the way down juz to find a memory card...lol...all the memory card veri ex..then went down..and found out that...the card that the shop sell is donno wad brand..then she don wan le...went to the fourth floor buy..when buy le...found out that it for mobile oni....funny la..nid to go back and then change to a psp wan....after that...went to find bus 147...so regret for nt taking bus 851...i went back and found out that..tt 147 is gg to bukit merah tt side...diao..then went super far and at last found a 147 tt goes back to my place...reach home...having a terrible headache...rilli carn take it animore...went to take panadol....though nt highly encourage when u haven even eat dinner...lol...nw abit ok le....then watch tt show 'mars & venus'..it a nice show...giv a 9 out 10 stars...its been quite long for mediacorp nt to show a nice show le...

"i gt nth to sae to u le...i hope u will wake up..walk right...nt be a casual christian,but be a chrisitan that will fire for God..that will shine like a daugther of Christ or a warrior of light!"

nw i finally udst wad the meaning already..get into relationship without asking God..tell leader and to know whether ready nt...last time use to tik that..aiya..can la...i will nt be drawn away from God...but..in the end...i gt drewn away...i can tell im nt ready is becos..alot of things..i carn even handly my stuff well..i still wan go handle another thing which is even more difficult....and in the end...lack of communication and hurt ppl....

Father, i lift this..all upon your hand...my sins,my probs,my life...everything upon your hand..plz forgive me...i sin again and again...you forgiv me again and again...im guilty of it..i confess nw..in fron of the cross...may the blood of Jesus flow through me nw...thank you for dieing on the cross and cleanse...pray for my family..pray that..im able to speak Christ to them..i pray for good relationship with the family and friends...thank you for cleansing me and all the blessing..amen

that all for todae...tml must start reading bible le!!