Wa...super sian la....tt jh still don wan tok to me...thanks brian for helping me...i appreciate it...rilli gt nth to sae le lo....the rest i leave it to God...super sian la.....my result....sob sob...i failed my overall....my mood change like siao la...then after sch went to meet zr...told him about result..he ask me before i take the paper,did i aim for a 100 marks....i sae oni for math...then the rest no..then he sae i study wrongly le...cannot oni aim for 60 70% and leave the 30 40% for mistake...sound quite true...lol....then when he ask me tt..i was like..dotz..hw to answer him??i reply with a donno...i donno y i said a donno...then he told me those things...im sri tt i lied...im juz nt ready yet...sri...but if u wan me to type out tt...it is rilli very hard..in the first place i should nt get myself into deep shit....haix...

I mean...i didnt pull my personal problem in here...u tell me la...so far from the day we went library till nw...i didnt gib much damm on u and others..oni tt u at the library...u are rilli veri noisy..u were the one who sae wannna study..then wad u are doing there??juz becos of this...u sae i emo easily....and there are so many times u sae that..did i get angry with you or juz forget it??even when i m abit irritated,i still try my best to put tt smile on my face so tt will nt be a mood spoiler...juz like that on one sentence,u nw dao me,...saeing that...i emo easly on one thing..like to care ppl stuff alot??hello..i gt one whole stack of prob ontop of me..i oni help ppl when they come find me...i gt nth to sae abt u...

aiya...donno wad im toking.....so luan la...when zr ask me gt anithin to share...i rilli donno how to sae it out...and is like..when i rilli nid him to be there...he's nt there...and when i cannot find him..he is there....and i rilli donno how to sae...mayb one dae after service...i tell u everything...provided that...u are availble...lol...

Juz got back my phone bill...it burst till cannot burst...i sent a total of 1769 messages...i was like...wow..my record...lol...and total is 97 bucks...mom gt super pissed off....i tiking of looking for a part time de....and pay the bills abit...mom and dad...kind of rilli short of cash..dad juz found a job...still nid time...haix...been trying to cut down...

If tt the blockage between me and Him,i would remove the blockage..think this sun service going to be emo again....omg...my result overall fail....is that counted as a broken heart??lol...i tik don tik so....need healing from God...

WEEE!~two more days of school...after that...holidae!!but must rilli use holiday wisely...aniwae...tml don feel like going to sch...das don even want go to sch le...go see the class..always 5 to 7 absentee...2 MORE DAYS!!!!!!

God,i lay all this upon your hand...plz turn all this to bread so tt i may receive your blessing...bless me wif Your wisdom and bless me on when to tok and when nt to tok..as wad comes out of my mouth sometimes may b wrong...i lay all this in your hand and pray all this in your name..Amen!

tik tt all for todae....hmmm..TATA!!!!!!!(oh ya!!must also thank zr for the lunch!!!!THANKS!!!=D appreciate it!!)

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