wow..todae sermon was great....its about brokeness-gateway to blessing...somehow...todae before the sermon,once i step into hall 9..could feel something veri heavy,a veri heavy burden i donno wad tt...then when worship start...carn believe tt i started to broke down in tears.....is like...my heart had juz broken...crying and crying..lol...then during altar call..actually wanted to go in front...then reagen sae tt ltr whole cell go down tgt..then in the end nv go...so...i juz move to one side..and let the holy spirit minister to me....i could nt help it animore...donno y juz broke down in tears..could feel that the holy spirit is doing something inside me...taking away my spirit of rejection,fear and so on....so...juz sit there..letting God minister to me....then after tt amanda came to ask y i look super wierd...then sae tt God is ministering me...then she sae...God minister to me shld be happy y sad...then i speechless..lol...then after that...alvin notice i look veri wierd also came to ask me...i dont even know how to describe or express to tell him...so..he juz pray for me...tgt wif zr...then after tt...zr sae wan meet me tml at amk at 2.30...so..cancel all outing wif friend tml...lol...nan de he will come amk..lol...then after that..actually wan take bs 24 back to amk de...then tik so sian..go home so early..then went to TM look for marcus and amanda..they having dinner tgt with marcus friend...when marcus ask me y i so sian...then i reply "this is always my mood after i waterfall everytime"..so his friend ask wad is waterfall...so...amanda sae is cry...then he reply..aiyo..man cry for wad??i keep quiet...but...i cry becos nt becos no reason but to Him..after that..waited for dad to come fetch me...and then nw back home here blogging!!

sian..tml get back SS paper le....how how how???better pray tt the marks tt i get is nt bad..haha

(EL super pathetic..)