wth....i suddenly feel so luan.....i rilli do not know i did the correct thing anot....i had taken this big risk...and is like....i gt driften back from God...which i feel uttterly ashamed and guilty about it....i know if i tell zr or alvin about it...i know their ans....but..i carn do this...its too bad....i rilli carn do it....but...during CG ytd..alvin metion

God has his way for us...and its depend on whether we do it His way OR our way. juz like tt time king David was carrying the ark and when his servant went to touch the ark...the person was struck dead immediately...and in fact..in the first place...oni the levites were allowed...and...even if they carry..they are to use a pole...nt their hands...

I rilli need to pray about it....i don dare to tik so much...but...i oni care for the present...