juz to update...miee grandmother passed away ytd in the morning 8plus...i was like...so shock la...i juz cried in front the whole sec 3 cox nid to do cip ma...then they were like...pretending nt to see..dotz....when i finish the cip...i went back to sch and couldnt find the teacher...then when find le..still nid do a stupid reflection...diao..i was like..in hurry le..then still do this kind of thing...i hope my grandmother will udst...i rilli wan to rush back to see her last time before she was bring back to the void deck...then after that..rush hme and then do those ceremony...was told to hold incence..i hesitate awhile before i took....my mom wan me to take..so take lo....but...in my heart...asking for forgivness...i did nt pray to the donno wad thing la...juz praying to God instead...then after the whole thing...went home and change and bath..went to amanda place to play mahjong...since they san que yi...lol...but..lose all the way...dotz...at least...manage to distress from ytd...yup....at nite..went to watch movie wif dasmond...stupid la...i so regret for gg to amk hub cathay la..so sucky...aiya..don wish to elaborate more...juz sucky...then after that..the show end around 4...das sae..go his place ton....cos..taxi veri ex...then todae morning wake up...his mom so gd la...so caring...prepare one set of breakfast for me...i was like...omg..i didnt expect lo....i stun there...haha..but...tt my favourite nasi lemak store...then went home...change and went to church...i cried all the wae thru worship la...then...after that...went to the back..juz want to be alone....then Da jie and coz walk pass...then i told her lo...she so gd la....after toilet came out..sit down wif me and pray wif me..my da jie ma...bt...before that..kena one punch from her for nt telling her...cox..she my 'mommy' and my da jie...then is like..i didnt tell her...lol..then after praying she ask me to tell pastor about it...then went to tell pastor and he prayed for me..thanks pastor!then after service went for the tribe meeting...then also...prayed...thanks to you all!!!appreciate it! went home after that..saw 'PESTICIDE'(joanna)...we keep calling each other pesticide la...funny..haha...haha..tik tt all for todae...