kk...donno why after today service...i got the veri urge to type in the blog for my confession for drawing so far from God...

1)because of the past relationship,i had gone so astray from God..had neglected Him,had not been using His name properly

2)been having a serious bad attitude this few weeks...cause alot of unhappiness with my family and my friends

3)Words are not to be said out..(esp vulgar language!)

4)too sensitive..on wad?cannot sae...oni God knows

5)because of my ignorance and stubborness, i had cause hurts to some people..(please forgive me!!!!)

6)having the wrong mindset!

7)not going cell group..

8)been doing the wrong stuff.

9)because of my exam,i had not put God first in my life

10)had walk the opposite direction that God had given me.\

11)strongholds!(I break that in the name of the Lord!!)

12)haven taken the step of faith

I think there is still more...but carn think out...today in service,feel that God had told me one thing is to let go everything...put everything at his foot...do not harden my heart animore..confess...sorry...to thoes who i so called attitude to...please forgiv me....

I'll sing to You Lord a hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
And I'm carried in everlasting arms
You never let me go through it all


HERE I STAND
FOREVER IN YOUR MIGHTY HAND
LIVING WITH YOUR
PROMISE WRITTEN ON MY
HEART


I AM YOURS
SURRENDERED WHOLLY TO YOU
YOU SET ME IN YOUR FAMILY
CALLING ME YOUR OWN



NOW I,
I BELONG TO YOU
ALL I NEED YOUR SPIRIT,
YOUR WORD, YOUR TRUTH
HEAR MY CRY, MY DEEP DESIRE TO
KNOW
YOU MORE

IN YOUR NAME
I WILL LIFT MY HANDS
TO THE KING
THIS ANTHEM OF
PRAISE I BRING
HEAVEN KNOWS
I LONG TO LOVE YOU WITH
ALL I AM
I BELONG TO YOU



God please forgive..nw i had fallen down...help me to stand up again..open my eyes so that i may see what i and doing and the people around me and also to see your miracles,help me to open up my ears,so that i can listen to wad u wan to tell me,gib me the strength to fight for you..help me to open my mouth but open my mouth nt for things that i shld not be saeing but open for prayer.prayer that fights,prayer that bless,prayer that giv the smooth feeling..Light up my path as i continue to serve You.Thank You for sending Jesus Christ 2000 years ago to die for us..I am a sinner,please wash me clean,i want to continue to know more about You. I am now Yours,take me, mould me,gib me eternal life..for in john 3:16 is said that thoes who believe in Him shall not perish but hav eternal life..i lay my burdens at the cross..lift me up so that i may see the wonderful thing and fabulous stuff created by You...i was once lost but nw im found..by who?by You! The God who saves! Nw,i want to walk right with you,do not put me on a string and let me walk..even if i must walk,please be with me..so Lord, i commit this time unto you and prayed that the angels will surround me with your protection..thank you Lord in Jesus name i pray,Amen!

Nw technology so fa da...how i wish i can send an email to God..lol..