this few days had been going to school for extra lesson to be prepareed for nexx year N lvl.sae honestl..i don tik i can waste ani more time to slack...i had rilli to buck up man...

Today went to hub after chem lesson...saw third grand aunt there...she dotes on me alot man...since young till nw...haha...had lunch and then tok tok tok...oh man..i wanna a psp slim!!

Donno what wrong with my mom this few days...so moodswing la..i was like...wth....told m grand aunt about it...

1)there is a possible reason that becos my grandmother passed away..she might be able to accept the fact..that kind of stress..
2)work as a teacher...facing kindergarden kids...i donno how to explain that...then donno nid to take wad exams..blah blah blah
3)Financial problems!!

I mean..is not like i don udst...i wanna udst her la..and she like showing attitude to us...kk..if that the kind of stress she is showing..i udst..cox i also been through the stress before...but that doesnt gib her a reason to dao us..i know i also once show attitude...and then keep saying we don udst her..no one would udst her...of course la..she don sae...how i know...wa..i rilli scared she will get into depression sia...i know abit kua zhang la...suddenly i feel that..im quite unfilial...and quite useless...i mean..the basic requirement of my mom expectation..i carn even gib her...i was like...haix...i feel like cancelling my trip to taiwan...i hav a feeling that...something will happen when i in taiwan...like a huge fight,some one will get sick and so on...haix..God plz help me...i rilli donno what to do..is like..the family got quite far apart le and im nw trying to save it...haix...

Came here in slience,bowling in reverene
Whisper of love
Nothing else matters,to be in your presence
Just world apart
I stand in awe,in wonder of You
Your Majesty
Ancient and glorious,the light of the world
and you live in me

You captured my heart
You set me apart

I need You
I need You in me
Come and breathe upon me
Spirit hold me close within

I'll wait on You
As You pass on through
I'll wait on You
For Your touch anew

"I need You"- Word and music by David Yen,City Harvest Church