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Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
WEEE!!i cannot praise God enough!!!!omg!!!i was so happy toddae...das tok to me liao!!!although he still feel so called protected in some stuff,nt safe to tell me,but i know God is at work,he can hear my prayer,my cry to Him!!omg!!i thank God for it!!!!
last last mondae,he don wan tok to me...ytd,he so called tried to tok to me...then todae...yes!!!we became the best pal!!!! HE kept His promises..He told me tt,it will be over soon...and Das will be my best buddy back...and it happen!!!!omg....i m damm super hyper la!!!!!^^
last last mondae,he don wan tok to me...ytd,he so called tried to tok to me...then todae...yes!!!we became the best pal!!!! HE kept His promises..He told me tt,it will be over soon...and Das will be my best buddy back...and it happen!!!!omg....i m damm super hyper la!!!!!^^
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:11 PM
Y 2:11 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
todae service pastor khong spoke aboyut the armor of God...and how to fight with the devils..so yup....after service,yeah!!!gt a lift from kenny...(nt our tribe the kenny)hehe...but he first go fetch ms june..and yup saw ms june!!!!haha....
tt all for todae....having a headache...argh..
tt all for todae....having a headache...argh..
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:41 PM
Y 8:41 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Todae my cough somehow gt abit better la......todae in young arrows....ok la....xiao hei is so cute man...singing the some 10 little indians....and my jellies!!!i tot it wont be finish...gt extra....thanks to Norman la...help me finish alot...haha....todae...yi du gong du ar....cannot eat de stuff..don carre...go and eat....haha...but thank God nt so serious....
half wae through YA...after syl taught me math,angeline sms me on some stuff...is like....A told me and then i go and curious ask B,then B ask me wad happen,then i told B,then B go and tell C,then C go and scold A,then A come and tell me wad happen,then A and B told me a different story of wad really happen....this is the so called secondary school life...haha...believe more to come!!!!hahahaha
then....suddenly,a thing pop up...and i ask God,'God,i donno how true it is,but...is B and C together?',God reply me with a yes and i also went to double comfirm with A..and yes!So after congre meeting,i was sms her....i was so called evangilising at the main point...i told her y i know it becos God told me tt she and him were together....she sae she don believe....she don believe in God....i told her tt..nt she don believe in God,but she don believe that God is a God who don love....so...i told her the cross and she also told me tt she knew tt Jesus died on the cross and revived....Thank God for her to know it...'clap! clap! clap!' then i also rmb tt i once told her tt i can show her or prove her tt God is a God who helps us becos He loves us..and then she ask me..wad if she lose....i told her...she must accept the love of Christ...'i hope i had nt said the wrong thing.....' After telling tt....somehow...i can feel tt..the passion of Christ is burning in the inside of me...i suddenly got alot of faith in everything...and devils starting to leave in the inside of my body and i praise God for tt! I m now learning to take evangilising as part of my life style and to share Christ with my friends around me...juz like i shared...with Christ faith,i believe i can bring salvation to my class,3B!!!'AMEN!'
now....Give Thanks!!!!!
I thank God tt he had done a great job in my life....and this week seems to be a gd week....is like..God is somehow giving me things tt i wanted....unlike last week....i also want to thank Him for healing the inside of me 'emotion,feelings and so on'yup!!!there alot of things for me to thank Him!!haha
tt all for todae....=))
half wae through YA...after syl taught me math,angeline sms me on some stuff...is like....A told me and then i go and curious ask B,then B ask me wad happen,then i told B,then B go and tell C,then C go and scold A,then A come and tell me wad happen,then A and B told me a different story of wad really happen....this is the so called secondary school life...haha...believe more to come!!!!hahahaha
then....suddenly,a thing pop up...and i ask God,'God,i donno how true it is,but...is B and C together?',God reply me with a yes and i also went to double comfirm with A..and yes!So after congre meeting,i was sms her....i was so called evangilising at the main point...i told her y i know it becos God told me tt she and him were together....she sae she don believe....she don believe in God....i told her tt..nt she don believe in God,but she don believe that God is a God who don love....so...i told her the cross and she also told me tt she knew tt Jesus died on the cross and revived....Thank God for her to know it...'clap! clap! clap!' then i also rmb tt i once told her tt i can show her or prove her tt God is a God who helps us becos He loves us..and then she ask me..wad if she lose....i told her...she must accept the love of Christ...'i hope i had nt said the wrong thing.....' After telling tt....somehow...i can feel tt..the passion of Christ is burning in the inside of me...i suddenly got alot of faith in everything...and devils starting to leave in the inside of my body and i praise God for tt! I m now learning to take evangilising as part of my life style and to share Christ with my friends around me...juz like i shared...with Christ faith,i believe i can bring salvation to my class,3B!!!'AMEN!'
now....Give Thanks!!!!!
I thank God tt he had done a great job in my life....and this week seems to be a gd week....is like..God is somehow giving me things tt i wanted....unlike last week....i also want to thank Him for healing the inside of me 'emotion,feelings and so on'yup!!!there alot of things for me to thank Him!!haha
tt all for todae....=))
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:57 PM
Y 11:57 PM
Friday, February 23, 2007
this is going to be a long post le....haha...long time nv come and blog le...miss it..hahah
ahhhh....sick....having a bad sore throat....yup....it is obvious tt i had eaten alot of CNY stuff le....haha....so far....nt bad la...collect ang bao...but..so little....but nvm...i thank God for it!!
I start the week much much much more better than last week....I tik it juz like last week is a period of war...this week....it is much more lighter liao....
Mondae=>went to watch 'just follow laws' with the LS tribe...and bought FFX-2 and the convenant....i like the show....ok wad...they keep on saeing like nt nice like tt....
Omg...i was there coughing and coughing....like siao...i still eat fish burger,ba gua,drink wine,eat chocolate...haha..siao kia...
Tuesday=>went to pastor house in the morning....feel abit paiseh for nt bringing oranges there....mom sae cannot since my grandma passed away....but come to tik of it...i miss her alot....normally new year is nt like tt de....even if i m sick,it would nt been so jia lat like this...nvm..lets drop the sub....at pastor house...the same thing....eat this and tt...eat cookies,love letters and so on....i was like...omg....haha
Wednesday=>went to school in the morning....omg..i feel damm terrible man.....my throat veri pain,fever,carn speak,carn sleep,get irritated easily,running nose,headache,block ear...yup...but somehow,i still got through the sch period...but nt cca...if i still go for cca...i will drop dead....then after sch...promise to meet sky,andrew and syl for lunch at crystal jade...actually wanted to postponed till fri afternoon de...but tik..don wan le...andrew flying and very busy....so...juz bear till crystal jade....then congee so tasteless.....and no appetie to eat....but...also thank God tt i finish 3/4 or ratehr i finish till about 2 or 3 spoons left.....then Sky ask me this question which somehow bothers me till now...'We enter the church and accepted Christ at the same time,why u have more struggles then me?' i donno y and i don wan to know y....i oni know tt God is there always for me....and is like nw...points and points of prob juz flashes in my mind....i juz hope God will take away all my burdens...i juz wan to sae tt...i can choose to deny God,but i choose nt to becos..i still hold the faith tt God is always there for me...and i don care how many struggles i have..becos i have God in me....after tt...i went to watson to buy panadol....and then hav it at crystal jade...after tt...i cannot hold it animore....i took my bag and took a bus back home....veri sick....reach home,took a 2hours sleep.....wake up...still gt no effect....quickly ask mom to bring me to doctor....and i like the doctor...i started to get treated from him when i m sick since 8 or 9 years old....a good doctor!!but his medical all this veri ex...it cost me 38 bucks!!but actually i don rilli mind...i tik God is using the medicine to heal me...yep....thru the times....I can feel tt....God is rilli pulling me near Him which make me loves him more than now....i mean....the love is so hard to describe....His love for me had been done on the cross....He put the blame and everything on Himself....i thank Him for everything he had done.....As i sleep...i can feel His assurance on me...His warmth on me..His hands on me...which make me sleep so soundly...God is a God who helps,yes He helps!!becos He LOVES US!!!!
Thursday=>woke up with a heavy sore throat...no more voice to tok...i still pray to God tt He will heal me and let me tok again...and yes!i could tok to my mom...haha.....mom allowed me to go cut my hair and went to bought lunch for my mom...as i finish my lunch,took my medicine and then went to rest....and i thank God tt all my flames (or frams or wtv thing la..donno how to spell) were all spit out....and i could speak quite loud already....lol....i was quite shock tt my baby cousin could nt wake up when i gt the news....omg....i was there praying and praying....i hope he is ok now....he is so cute!!!haha....after taking medicine..went to sleep...deep sleep....i dreamt of something horrible....it was the devils work as i know.....it was veri horrible...yep...when i woke up....dinner,study,tv and then toking to yt....kena scolding from me....told her to focus more on her O lvl this year...still go into wad relationship....I m nt controlling her life or wad...i m juz her close friend,and to be beside with her oni....and to gib her advice...as wad i said...I feel tt this is wad God wans me to do...i find tt her friends are way to much already....and somemore the person is a catholic...is a disgrace to catholic....alamak...i cannot judge her in it...becos i got no rights in it....and i also cannot condemm her...so i can do about it....somehow...yup....i donno y...was kinda hurt when she told me...so yep...So i pray to God and prayed for forgivness....and i thank God tt He forgivess me and let grew another level already!!!Praise the Lord!!!!!=))
Yup....God had done a grea job in my life....last week is a period of war...this week...is like...he gave me back double....I thank him for it...Amen!!!!=)
tt all for todae....
ahhhh....sick....having a bad sore throat....yup....it is obvious tt i had eaten alot of CNY stuff le....haha....so far....nt bad la...collect ang bao...but..so little....but nvm...i thank God for it!!
I start the week much much much more better than last week....I tik it juz like last week is a period of war...this week....it is much more lighter liao....
Mondae=>went to watch 'just follow laws' with the LS tribe...and bought FFX-2 and the convenant....i like the show....ok wad...they keep on saeing like nt nice like tt....
Omg...i was there coughing and coughing....like siao...i still eat fish burger,ba gua,drink wine,eat chocolate...haha..siao kia...
Tuesday=>went to pastor house in the morning....feel abit paiseh for nt bringing oranges there....mom sae cannot since my grandma passed away....but come to tik of it...i miss her alot....normally new year is nt like tt de....even if i m sick,it would nt been so jia lat like this...nvm..lets drop the sub....at pastor house...the same thing....eat this and tt...eat cookies,love letters and so on....i was like...omg....haha
Wednesday=>went to school in the morning....omg..i feel damm terrible man.....my throat veri pain,fever,carn speak,carn sleep,get irritated easily,running nose,headache,block ear...yup...but somehow,i still got through the sch period...but nt cca...if i still go for cca...i will drop dead....then after sch...promise to meet sky,andrew and syl for lunch at crystal jade...actually wanted to postponed till fri afternoon de...but tik..don wan le...andrew flying and very busy....so...juz bear till crystal jade....then congee so tasteless.....and no appetie to eat....but...also thank God tt i finish 3/4 or ratehr i finish till about 2 or 3 spoons left.....then Sky ask me this question which somehow bothers me till now...'We enter the church and accepted Christ at the same time,why u have more struggles then me?' i donno y and i don wan to know y....i oni know tt God is there always for me....and is like nw...points and points of prob juz flashes in my mind....i juz hope God will take away all my burdens...i juz wan to sae tt...i can choose to deny God,but i choose nt to becos..i still hold the faith tt God is always there for me...and i don care how many struggles i have..becos i have God in me....after tt...i went to watson to buy panadol....and then hav it at crystal jade...after tt...i cannot hold it animore....i took my bag and took a bus back home....veri sick....reach home,took a 2hours sleep.....wake up...still gt no effect....quickly ask mom to bring me to doctor....and i like the doctor...i started to get treated from him when i m sick since 8 or 9 years old....a good doctor!!but his medical all this veri ex...it cost me 38 bucks!!but actually i don rilli mind...i tik God is using the medicine to heal me...yep....thru the times....I can feel tt....God is rilli pulling me near Him which make me loves him more than now....i mean....the love is so hard to describe....His love for me had been done on the cross....He put the blame and everything on Himself....i thank Him for everything he had done.....As i sleep...i can feel His assurance on me...His warmth on me..His hands on me...which make me sleep so soundly...God is a God who helps,yes He helps!!becos He LOVES US!!!!
Thursday=>woke up with a heavy sore throat...no more voice to tok...i still pray to God tt He will heal me and let me tok again...and yes!i could tok to my mom...haha.....mom allowed me to go cut my hair and went to bought lunch for my mom...as i finish my lunch,took my medicine and then went to rest....and i thank God tt all my flames (or frams or wtv thing la..donno how to spell) were all spit out....and i could speak quite loud already....lol....i was quite shock tt my baby cousin could nt wake up when i gt the news....omg....i was there praying and praying....i hope he is ok now....he is so cute!!!haha....after taking medicine..went to sleep...deep sleep....i dreamt of something horrible....it was the devils work as i know.....it was veri horrible...yep...when i woke up....dinner,study,tv and then toking to yt....kena scolding from me....told her to focus more on her O lvl this year...still go into wad relationship....I m nt controlling her life or wad...i m juz her close friend,and to be beside with her oni....and to gib her advice...as wad i said...I feel tt this is wad God wans me to do...i find tt her friends are way to much already....and somemore the person is a catholic...is a disgrace to catholic....alamak...i cannot judge her in it...becos i got no rights in it....and i also cannot condemm her...so i can do about it....somehow...yup....i donno y...was kinda hurt when she told me...so yep...So i pray to God and prayed for forgivness....and i thank God tt He forgivess me and let grew another level already!!!Praise the Lord!!!!!=))
Yup....God had done a grea job in my life....last week is a period of war...this week...is like...he gave me back double....I thank him for it...Amen!!!!=)
tt all for todae....
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:02 PM
Y 3:02 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
i m so afraid to lose u all...i already lose all my friends outside...i don wish to lose animore christian friends....i m rilli veri scared....
this one week...so hard and pain...y?y?y? my heart had been pondering on all this...y does they had to do this to me...y?y?y?y?
this one week...so hard and pain...y?y?y? my heart had been pondering on all this...y does they had to do this to me...y?y?y?y?
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:34 AM
Y 9:34 AM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
I M DAMM FUT UP!!!!!wth....
i tik she is rite...christian had already scared her off....if i were still a non christian..i make sure i shoot them till i satisfied...but..nw i m a christian....i know i cannot have this kind of tots....this whole week been such a suffering to me....
First,Dasmond case
Second,Teachers
Third,CCA
Fourth, normal friends
Fifth,Christian Friends
Sixth,Homework
Seventh,Project
Eighth,Family
Ninth,Class
Tenth,hurts from them
i had already list ten down...i can guarrented tt there are somemore....i donno how to deal with it...as wad i told God...i can really cry for 48 hours if He let me cry.....i had nt cry for veri long and had bear wif it for veri long....now...i feel tt....i left wif nothing....my outside friends,left me....i veri scared my christian friends had also lef t me....
they can like....i sae sub A...they can tok tok tok to me for awhile...after tt...suddenly something juz come in and ask me to wait...then when finish....they juz don care about me...when i rilli wan to shout it out all...they can juz straight go to sub B....you know who u are...or else they can juz ignore my toking....where else...when other tok about this sub...even after put down the phone..they can still continue....they always left me out....mayb to them is nth..but to me...is a veri big hurt...i already lost things...i don wan animore thing to lost....especially my friends tt God had gave to me....i rilli treasure it....
yes!indeed they had trustworthy and good friends beside them...but do they treat me as one??i treat them as one..but do they???all i wish now...is...God aid...continue to fight the war....
To:u know who u are.....i treat her veri good becos i gt the feeling tt God wan me to help her...and at the same time...i want to use this opportunity to also let her know God's love...dosent mean tt..i treat her veri good tt means i love her..i like her...it is juz crap....she is veri weak..tt y...God wan me to help her....so...shut your ass mouth and zip it up!!i admit tt i used to like her...but...it was my foolishness and so and... in the first place..i found tt i don like her at all...i m juz trying to let her know God..but i did it in the wrong wae....there nth to gossip about rite???im oni helping her now....after my mission is done...i done already...and...if u all wan to tok...i dare u to tok in front to me la...don talk talk behind...gossip like an idiot....gossip also donno how to gossip...
i tik she is rite...christian had already scared her off....if i were still a non christian..i make sure i shoot them till i satisfied...but..nw i m a christian....i know i cannot have this kind of tots....this whole week been such a suffering to me....
First,Dasmond case
Second,Teachers
Third,CCA
Fourth, normal friends
Fifth,Christian Friends
Sixth,Homework
Seventh,Project
Eighth,Family
Ninth,Class
Tenth,hurts from them
i had already list ten down...i can guarrented tt there are somemore....i donno how to deal with it...as wad i told God...i can really cry for 48 hours if He let me cry.....i had nt cry for veri long and had bear wif it for veri long....now...i feel tt....i left wif nothing....my outside friends,left me....i veri scared my christian friends had also lef t me....
they can like....i sae sub A...they can tok tok tok to me for awhile...after tt...suddenly something juz come in and ask me to wait...then when finish....they juz don care about me...when i rilli wan to shout it out all...they can juz straight go to sub B....you know who u are...or else they can juz ignore my toking....where else...when other tok about this sub...even after put down the phone..they can still continue....they always left me out....mayb to them is nth..but to me...is a veri big hurt...i already lost things...i don wan animore thing to lost....especially my friends tt God had gave to me....i rilli treasure it....
yes!indeed they had trustworthy and good friends beside them...but do they treat me as one??i treat them as one..but do they???all i wish now...is...God aid...continue to fight the war....
To:u know who u are.....i treat her veri good becos i gt the feeling tt God wan me to help her...and at the same time...i want to use this opportunity to also let her know God's love...dosent mean tt..i treat her veri good tt means i love her..i like her...it is juz crap....she is veri weak..tt y...God wan me to help her....so...shut your ass mouth and zip it up!!i admit tt i used to like her...but...it was my foolishness and so and... in the first place..i found tt i don like her at all...i m juz trying to let her know God..but i did it in the wrong wae....there nth to gossip about rite???im oni helping her now....after my mission is done...i done already...and...if u all wan to tok...i dare u to tok in front to me la...don talk talk behind...gossip like an idiot....gossip also donno how to gossip...
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:32 PM
Y 2:32 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Woah..todae veri sway......brought 6 bottles of sweet drinks to class.....(thanks to chee how extra 2 bottles) kena caught by tt mr ramesh....then sae nid to go see mr soh and put the drinks to him....then in the end nv gib....then he sae..take back all and gib him or else he tell mr ong i die le...tml if he come..i sae tt i cannot find him...haha...
haix...y does both my friendship also gt problem.....one is christian life....they are like...argh.....sae le...feel so hurt...then outside life.... now is das de....juz becos...he assumed tt i sae out his big secret then he don waN tok to me...i did nt said it out loud...is ah bin said it out loud..then dar and cher heard it,.....then he put all the blame on me...dosent mean tt he tell me first...then i go round spread...ah bin know it the second...then...aiya....i don wan fight this le....i m veri tired le....i gt no more energy to carry on this war....i m rilli veri tired....y does both of this had to come and push me down??and make me till like tt....damm Satan....kick your ass off and fly!!
why?!?!?!i am..veri veri veri down....can u all christian juz let me hav the friendship??T_T
it is rare....a guy like me...normally...no nid a much of listening ear....so cheerful in everything....suddenly become so jia lat...and like a person whom i myself also donno....haix...T_T
haix...y does both my friendship also gt problem.....one is christian life....they are like...argh.....sae le...feel so hurt...then outside life.... now is das de....juz becos...he assumed tt i sae out his big secret then he don waN tok to me...i did nt said it out loud...is ah bin said it out loud..then dar and cher heard it,.....then he put all the blame on me...dosent mean tt he tell me first...then i go round spread...ah bin know it the second...then...aiya....i don wan fight this le....i m veri tired le....i gt no more energy to carry on this war....i m rilli veri tired....y does both of this had to come and push me down??and make me till like tt....damm Satan....kick your ass off and fly!!
why?!?!?!i am..veri veri veri down....can u all christian juz let me hav the friendship??T_T
it is rare....a guy like me...normally...no nid a much of listening ear....so cheerful in everything....suddenly become so jia lat...and like a person whom i myself also donno....haix...T_T
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:29 AM
Y 11:29 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
year of victory.....i find it abit bullshit....i donno y i will sae it....is like...i kena dao for nth i had done.I kena scolded for nothing...and somemore....i been sinning always...sin till veri bad....i prayed tt HE will bring me back to him and cleanse me with the blood of Jesus....
todae...Lester told me tt...i become veri bad...my attitude everything change le....is nt good...but worst....at first...pride gt into the wae...and i keep defending myself...but..come to tik of it....mayb..he is correct....
he dao me...juz becos...he assume tt i spread out his secret...which i did nt..it was other who was there shouting...i oni speak of it softly...and oni when gg to dinner....the two guys then sae it out loud..and he asssume tt it is me who shout it out....tt y...i find tt...year of victory...is abit like bullshit....i know i should nt be saeing this....The devils somehow make a fool out of me....which i been wanting God to fogives me....
does God loves???
this question had been ask by her....its true tt God helps,but becos God loves us,tt y h helps us...everything had been done on the cross...one cross and three nails....and it is also written in john 3;16 and in the book of matthew and so on...in fact..the whole bible toks about God loves us....He sent his son on the cross...aiya..everything had been done on the cross...
evangilising'donno how to spell' had tought me alot of things....the book tt alvin gt for us 'Out of The Saltshaker' had been a gd book to me...yup...
argh...canot stand it animore...having terrible headache.....stop here for now...
todae...Lester told me tt...i become veri bad...my attitude everything change le....is nt good...but worst....at first...pride gt into the wae...and i keep defending myself...but..come to tik of it....mayb..he is correct....
he dao me...juz becos...he assume tt i spread out his secret...which i did nt..it was other who was there shouting...i oni speak of it softly...and oni when gg to dinner....the two guys then sae it out loud..and he asssume tt it is me who shout it out....tt y...i find tt...year of victory...is abit like bullshit....i know i should nt be saeing this....The devils somehow make a fool out of me....which i been wanting God to fogives me....
does God loves???
this question had been ask by her....its true tt God helps,but becos God loves us,tt y h helps us...everything had been done on the cross...one cross and three nails....and it is also written in john 3;16 and in the book of matthew and so on...in fact..the whole bible toks about God loves us....He sent his son on the cross...aiya..everything had been done on the cross...
evangilising'donno how to spell' had tought me alot of things....the book tt alvin gt for us 'Out of The Saltshaker' had been a gd book to me...yup...
argh...canot stand it animore...having terrible headache.....stop here for now...
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:11 PM
Y 2:11 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
todae went for SOl 1...met shaiful and steph....hav a good breakfast..then we faster chiong for lesson....pastor jeff again...joker....
pastor Jeff:Would you let your 10 year old child to watch charmed?
Me:hmm...ok wad...
Pastor Jeff:....*stare at me*
Me:*stare back*
Pastor Jeff:who is your network pastor??hahaha
Me:....*zip*
Pastor Jeff:k nvm....how about..would u let your 10 year old child to watch desperate housewife...
that how the lesson is so fun
then after buy the bus ticket,he come and ask me again....i keep my mouth zip...haha...
went to expo after tt....so...the same thing...duty,service,worship,sermon,ministry....one thing i gt veri pissed off...i help them to get their bags and then saw the box....so i tot he might nid it..so i juz bring it out for him,...then after cell group..he told me...who brought it out...and i said i took it out,....then he sae.....'who ask u to take out?' i said..'i tot u nid it...so i bring out lo' he said'this is suppose to be in store room' I='....' then he sae 'faster bring to the store room'
When i came back from back gate..becos the whole back gate is locked so cannot go in....i said 'the back gate locked already' he said 'then u bring back home lo' i got so pissed off la....i help them then in the end like tt....then i said 'i swear next time i don wan help u all take bags le' then another sae 'don swear...' i said...'wad de....i m nt swearing...k nvm..my fault, my fault..i m the bad guy here k?!' i don see why other christian can sae the word swear then i cannot...i gt quite pissed off la....
after cell group...saw del and andrea plaeing stress...so i join in....me plae wif del..lose like....then plae wif andrea..almost win sia....both of us sae stress le...then we like siao siao...haha....tik kind off dao shaiful abit....so sorry...becos..kinda addicted to the game....
after the hall close le...walk to the mrt...saw ms june sister with syl, pam and juan...so went to tok tok tok...didnt know kenny can drive...haha....then syl ask me...y i know them....i told her tt...fer-di-lia sister is my sec 1 teacher....haha....and so on...got off at enous and took bus 25 back wif the stupid box....kao...
pastor Jeff:Would you let your 10 year old child to watch charmed?
Me:hmm...ok wad...
Pastor Jeff:....*stare at me*
Me:*stare back*
Pastor Jeff:who is your network pastor??hahaha
Me:....*zip*
Pastor Jeff:k nvm....how about..would u let your 10 year old child to watch desperate housewife...
that how the lesson is so fun
then after buy the bus ticket,he come and ask me again....i keep my mouth zip...haha...
went to expo after tt....so...the same thing...duty,service,worship,sermon,ministry....one thing i gt veri pissed off...i help them to get their bags and then saw the box....so i tot he might nid it..so i juz bring it out for him,...then after cell group..he told me...who brought it out...and i said i took it out,....then he sae.....'who ask u to take out?' i said..'i tot u nid it...so i bring out lo' he said'this is suppose to be in store room' I='....' then he sae 'faster bring to the store room'
When i came back from back gate..becos the whole back gate is locked so cannot go in....i said 'the back gate locked already' he said 'then u bring back home lo' i got so pissed off la....i help them then in the end like tt....then i said 'i swear next time i don wan help u all take bags le' then another sae 'don swear...' i said...'wad de....i m nt swearing...k nvm..my fault, my fault..i m the bad guy here k?!' i don see why other christian can sae the word swear then i cannot...i gt quite pissed off la....
after cell group...saw del and andrea plaeing stress...so i join in....me plae wif del..lose like....then plae wif andrea..almost win sia....both of us sae stress le...then we like siao siao...haha....tik kind off dao shaiful abit....so sorry...becos..kinda addicted to the game....
after the hall close le...walk to the mrt...saw ms june sister with syl, pam and juan...so went to tok tok tok...didnt know kenny can drive...haha....then syl ask me...y i know them....i told her tt...fer-di-lia sister is my sec 1 teacher....haha....and so on...got off at enous and took bus 25 back wif the stupid box....kao...
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:17 AM
Y 11:17 AM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Todae went to ivan bbq....quite fun la...use cake and smash at his face..haha...tml then post up the photos...provided tt i got time...and..YEAH!!!!i hope tml she will come....but Satan is always at tricks....he purposely make her score badly for her test...and then therefore mayb cannot come de....ppl always mistaken sia...terine,cheryl,weejie and ah bin keep saeing tt she is my gf which is nt...haha...
after the bbq...He sms me...saeing tt his secret is sae out..which i did nt...is the other guy who did it and he is angr wif me...dao me....haix...i carn juz argue wif him over this small matter...somemore,my best pal....i juz sae tt it is my fault for doing it....haix....Satan ar....u dumb dumb....feel like taking u and throw on the floor and step and step and step!!!step till u become roti prata...haha....u dumb dumb...
also thank God tt todae...it nv rrain!!!although the wind is quite big....
after the bbq...He sms me...saeing tt his secret is sae out..which i did nt...is the other guy who did it and he is angr wif me...dao me....haix...i carn juz argue wif him over this small matter...somemore,my best pal....i juz sae tt it is my fault for doing it....haix....Satan ar....u dumb dumb....feel like taking u and throw on the floor and step and step and step!!!step till u become roti prata...haha....u dumb dumb...
also thank God tt todae...it nv rrain!!!although the wind is quite big....
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:43 AM
Y 12:43 AM
Monday, February 05, 2007
The week of sanctification week for great though...but i donno y..the week for me is tt i become veri weak...i was so weak....i could cry easily..get irritated easily,and donno wad else....i juz want to settle myself downt to tok to him....but is tt so difficult??/
on the first night of sanctification...i walk inside tc..i was so down..i could nt feel the presence of the holy spirit..i was there seeking Him,praying..but i still carn feel his presence...during ministry,i was so down...i cried to the holy spirit,my heart was so hurt by the nails he had done on the cross...that was what the vision was...A voice sudden told me tt God had forgiv me on the cross...i was so touched by it...i thank God tt he bring me back to Him
second night...i juz donno y...i go in without feeling the presence of the Holy Spirit...Thruout the whole worship....i could not feel Him...i feel so lost....thanks to the stomach ache tt i got so distracted...during ministry.....i was so touched by the hloy presence...He told me in my heart,'I love you,my Son...come back to me....I will protect u under my wings....'something like tt la....but...tt presence....i kneel down...and pastor tok about forgiving parents during the altar call...suddenly,vision of on how my father treat me for the past one year....there was a voice telling me...forgive my father,love him as how He love us..' when i got back to my seat...i donno y...rilli donno y...my whole body..weaken down...i don even had the strength to stand.....i juz sit down and there praying....Alvin then juz pray for me....i juz broke into tears....after tt....actually...i expect zr to be there de....becos...i nid a father hug,a father warmth.....but too bad...he is nt there...I was there juz praying to God tt...I wan a hug from the holy spirit....a warmth hug....tik God answer my prayer...Holy Spirit use Alvin...i can feel the warmth tt i wanted...and i thank God for tt....God is so great u know???i carn even type it out on how great He is!
Third nite,the last nite....nothing rilli happen much....after sanctification end...i saw zr...i saw him...i donno y...juz feel hurt....feel like crying out loud....i nt gay or wad...but i m hurt spiritually.....after Alvin prayed for us....went home...toking to 'Bird'...then went home with a heart tt is new....
Santification week tot me alot of things....and God!1 year le!!rmb last year..i was kneeling infront of u??haha...How i wish ar....can use phone and sms to God...haha....and then tok to him every moment...even in sch...haha....but in fact..i m doing it everydae in my life le...diao...don even know wad i m toking...those who know wad i m toking..then gd for u...if nt..then too bad..becos..i myself also donno wad i m typing for some..haha
on the first night of sanctification...i walk inside tc..i was so down..i could nt feel the presence of the holy spirit..i was there seeking Him,praying..but i still carn feel his presence...during ministry,i was so down...i cried to the holy spirit,my heart was so hurt by the nails he had done on the cross...that was what the vision was...A voice sudden told me tt God had forgiv me on the cross...i was so touched by it...i thank God tt he bring me back to Him
second night...i juz donno y...i go in without feeling the presence of the Holy Spirit...Thruout the whole worship....i could not feel Him...i feel so lost....thanks to the stomach ache tt i got so distracted...during ministry.....i was so touched by the hloy presence...He told me in my heart,'I love you,my Son...come back to me....I will protect u under my wings....'something like tt la....but...tt presence....i kneel down...and pastor tok about forgiving parents during the altar call...suddenly,vision of on how my father treat me for the past one year....there was a voice telling me...forgive my father,love him as how He love us..' when i got back to my seat...i donno y...rilli donno y...my whole body..weaken down...i don even had the strength to stand.....i juz sit down and there praying....Alvin then juz pray for me....i juz broke into tears....after tt....actually...i expect zr to be there de....becos...i nid a father hug,a father warmth.....but too bad...he is nt there...I was there juz praying to God tt...I wan a hug from the holy spirit....a warmth hug....tik God answer my prayer...Holy Spirit use Alvin...i can feel the warmth tt i wanted...and i thank God for tt....God is so great u know???i carn even type it out on how great He is!
Third nite,the last nite....nothing rilli happen much....after sanctification end...i saw zr...i saw him...i donno y...juz feel hurt....feel like crying out loud....i nt gay or wad...but i m hurt spiritually.....after Alvin prayed for us....went home...toking to 'Bird'...then went home with a heart tt is new....
Santification week tot me alot of things....and God!1 year le!!rmb last year..i was kneeling infront of u??haha...How i wish ar....can use phone and sms to God...haha....and then tok to him every moment...even in sch...haha....but in fact..i m doing it everydae in my life le...diao...don even know wad i m toking...those who know wad i m toking..then gd for u...if nt..then too bad..becos..i myself also donno wad i m typing for some..haha
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:56 PM
Y 9:56 PM
