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Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Saturday, April 28, 2007
todae went to watch movie with dene and lester..actually is watch spiderman...but haven come out yet..so watch '200 pounds beauty'...quite nice and funny and touching...after movie..went to meet yt.aniwae..'HAPPY BIRTHDAY YT' haha....then we decided to take neoprint since we want to sabo lester and todae is also yuan ting birthdae...wa..feel abit gay man....in my life time...my 3rd time take neoprint....yt and dene were there laughing and laughing...haha....took some photo...ha
Lester and dene...'arent they sweet???hehehehehe..jkjk
lester and dene..hmm..
me and yt!!!close friends!!!
Lester and dene...'arent they sweet???hehehehehe..jkjk
lester and dene..hmm..
me and yt!!!close friends!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:31 PM
Y 12:31 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
Tidae after YA....actually wanted to go meet dene and lester at amk mac....but then..again...i forgot to return the keys....then...thank God tt a kind taxi driver drove me there and back and then willing to wait downstairs for me while i go up and take money...i was like phew...lucky i made it on time...so...after tt..went to meet dene and lester...study awhile..then go hub walk walk..then after hub...planned to go bishan..and then queensway and then orchad....then in the end go orchad..they super funny...laugh all the wae....from amk mac..laugh till orchad......donno wad gotten into them..haha...super funny la...nv take photo...so fun la..this two daes with them...they laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh..donno wad so funny...funny sia..hahah...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:15 PM
Y 1:15 PM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Todae...actually wanted go study group with dene,lester...in the end...dene gt SYF...Lester gt ss consultation...then i one person at mac..like an dumbass.....thank God that Daryl went to come and pei me....study half wae....gerald and asemlyn...wad hell.....from mac move to nonya wok....wa lau..super dui lian la.....so many times..i kena trick by gerald....wad the....like...i orderd fish bee hoon...then when saw the person carrying two bowl....gerald sae...'i tik yours come already,go and take...' so...ridiculously,i went to raise my voice loud..and ask 'Iszit Fish bee hoon?' then he laugh like siao...nvm lei...the whole mini restaraunt heard and were there giggling...i was like...omgawsh!!!!then second time....the person suddenly come and tell me....no more fish bee hoon...i 'HAR!!' veri loud....everyone was looking at me....gerald and daryl laugh like mad la...then during meal...donno wad the heck are they toking about....trying to tok chim El to me....and laugh and laugh...and at last...i found ppl to lame with me liao!!!haha....i feel like a retard in the nonya's wok la....even TEACHER is there la!!!!i was like...'omg!!!i throw my face like...urgh!!thanks to gerald and asemylm and daryl.' haha...but...enjoy myself alot....haha.....
daryl:How are we suppose to get out when it is so squeezy
Gerald:use legs lo
ME:=.='''''
Gerald:i know...u stand up...then look at the person beside u...then they will let u go out....but u don go out...before they start to let u out...do some stretching and then sit down...hahahahaa
Daryl:'laughing and laughing'
Me:^_^'IIII
Asemylm:hahahaha
daryl:How are we suppose to get out when it is so squeezy
Gerald:use legs lo
ME:=.='''''
Gerald:i know...u stand up...then look at the person beside u...then they will let u go out....but u don go out...before they start to let u out...do some stretching and then sit down...hahahahaa
Daryl:'laughing and laughing'
Me:^_^'IIII
Asemylm:hahahaha
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:36 PM
Y 12:36 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
todae..hmmm.....during lesson....keep messaging denecia....wa..flooded my inbox..haha....funny la....After sch...went to hub with syamil,sze an,boon chuan,jiaqin and afiq....hub...so boring sia.....after tt...went home....then....during dinner time...super funny...my sis tot i siao liao....i was eating halfwae..i rmb tt time with gina and angeline and pei xin at vivo....then we went to candy empire...then we saw alot fo buy 1 get 1 free thing....alot of thing happen...veri funny....super funny..yup....
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:36 AM
Y 11:36 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
was reading the book revelation.....is was scary.....i mean....it is juz scary....but..i know the Lord would giv me peace and assurance....
hmmm.....donno wad to write....
hmmm.....donno wad to write....
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:39 PM
Y 12:39 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
hmmm...went for chc service..but in the end...nv go le...instead went to food court to sit down and read 'out of the saltshaker'yup..read till he came out...then went to mrt to find him....then found him and sen cai tgt....and a gal...call denecia...nw a new schmate liao...haha....she quite a funny person..another person to crap with..haha....lol....donno wad to write liao...
Tml.....FCBC service!!!!looking forward for God's words!!!!
Tml.....FCBC service!!!!looking forward for God's words!!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:53 PM
Y 2:53 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
wa..todae NAPFA 5 items...wa...super tiring....my standiing broad jump like shyt....tt mr ong keep asking me to repeat and repeat...do till my 'yao suan bei tong'...super pain la....lol....then after sch....went to kfc with the group...then went home....then tok to das....aiya...long story....then nvm....jiayin come and sms me...i was like....'k.....so wad nws???' and gav me a sentence 'do not take things for granted'....i mean hello!in class....i did nt lo....i am always at the back...it got nth to do wif me...unless he doing something behind me...tt make her sae like tt....hello,i m changing already...im nt like last 2 years already....i've grown...aiya..I DONNO WAD THE HELL IS GOING ON!!!!VERI LUAN AND TIRED(emotionally)!!!!i did all the thing i could wif my very best....aiya...I DONNO LA!
current mood= Vex!Tired!Sad
current mood= Vex!Tired!Sad
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:11 PM
Y 1:11 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
hmmm...todae....i've almost tell them wad rilli happen to my leg and how did it get healed....they were talking about a bulletin on pastor benny hinn in chc..then..they sae..if like tt..then the world no nid doctors le....yup...then almost told them wad happen to my leg then the school bell rang le...haix...too bad...
After sch..gt class photo....quite a disaters....to me...donno wad the hell get into him....after tt..found out tt..no cca..went home....went home....haix....sin again....it so xin ku lo..everyday also sin.....keep falling in to devils trap....said the sinner's prayer and the tok wif Him..found out tt in fact..alot of things i can avoid..yup.....went for a practice and easy worship....prayed tt...i will be forgiven....
After tt..went to met Zr at city hall....to borrrow money for my books....saw..melissa at city hall and ben in the train....
yup..donno wad to write le....stupid msn...keep kena dc....tik God wan me go sleep le...tml go help ah bin to carry bee hoon le..nite nite
After sch..gt class photo....quite a disaters....to me...donno wad the hell get into him....after tt..found out tt..no cca..went home....went home....haix....sin again....it so xin ku lo..everyday also sin.....keep falling in to devils trap....said the sinner's prayer and the tok wif Him..found out tt in fact..alot of things i can avoid..yup.....went for a practice and easy worship....prayed tt...i will be forgiven....
After tt..went to met Zr at city hall....to borrrow money for my books....saw..melissa at city hall and ben in the train....
yup..donno wad to write le....stupid msn...keep kena dc....tik God wan me go sleep le...tml go help ah bin to carry bee hoon le..nite nite
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:41 PM
Y 12:41 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
ARGH!!!!how how how????!!!i lost my 3 impt textbook!!!!wth.....MATH,CHEM and PHY!!!and they are nt cheap lo...
Math=15 bucks
Chem=23 bucks
Phy=23 bucks
Total=61!!!!!!!
my saving=14.60 bucks..^_^''''
Lack of=46.40 bucks!!!T_T
T_T die...and when my mid year exam is in 3 weeks time and this three are the most impt to me and.......sob sob....omgosh...
there is three options for me now....
1)carry on w/o txtbk....use the notes(which is like oni few pieces)
2)borrow $$(nt a gd idea)
3)borrow txtbk from ppl....(but...new book...every sec 3 is using the same one..sec 4 different from sec 3.....T_T)
argh....use up all my previous saving le...nw left with 14.60 bucks....omgosh....don wan to get from father....he himself also nt enuff....mom also....hmmm....argh....
Math=15 bucks
Chem=23 bucks
Phy=23 bucks
Total=61!!!!!!!
my saving=14.60 bucks..^_^''''
Lack of=46.40 bucks!!!T_T
T_T die...and when my mid year exam is in 3 weeks time and this three are the most impt to me and.......sob sob....omgosh...
there is three options for me now....
1)carry on w/o txtbk....use the notes(which is like oni few pieces)
2)borrow $$(nt a gd idea)
3)borrow txtbk from ppl....(but...new book...every sec 3 is using the same one..sec 4 different from sec 3.....T_T)
argh....use up all my previous saving le...nw left with 14.60 bucks....omgosh....don wan to get from father....he himself also nt enuff....mom also....hmmm....argh....
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:22 PM
Y 12:22 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
WEEE!~~ i super high nw!!!!i pass my 2.4km run!!!the actual napfa!!!!sec 1 i didnt do veri well...tik i fail...forgot le..sec 2 i miss it...sec 3...wee!~~ i pass!!!thank God thank God!!!if God did nt healed my leg..tik i will fail le lo....weee!haha....super high!!!
I'll sing to you Lord
A Hymm of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
after my run..saw ms seng...and she used guitar teach me some songs...yup..then....ppl ask her to plae the piano..i plae the guitar...yup....then.....fingering quite bad....but..still thank God that we manage to plae christian song in front of those non christian...haha...
I'll sing to you Lord
A Hymm of love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
after my run..saw ms seng...and she used guitar teach me some songs...yup..then....ppl ask her to plae the piano..i plae the guitar...yup....then.....fingering quite bad....but..still thank God that we manage to plae christian song in front of those non christian...haha...
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:42 AM
Y 11:42 AM
Monday, April 16, 2007
WEE~!my leg is nw in recovery!!!thank God that!!i shall nt let go of the healing!!
todae sermon is great..aniwae...every week sermon is good!!after sermon...went to makan....we were like as if we bought all the otah from the otah stalls...alot of otah..lol...then...zr take my otah....then..he gave me the coins for the otah....veri funny la...although play till wrist gt some red marks....i don mind....yup...went for CG after that....after that..going home....when in the train....haix...normally got hubert and boon bing and marcus...then...hubert go NS le...boonbing also go NS le....haix.....left me and marcus....two person....and when he go tampiness,me go eunos....haix....one person...sian diao....
tml 2.4km run..donno whether to run nt....haix....
todae sermon is great..aniwae...every week sermon is good!!after sermon...went to makan....we were like as if we bought all the otah from the otah stalls...alot of otah..lol...then...zr take my otah....then..he gave me the coins for the otah....veri funny la...although play till wrist gt some red marks....i don mind....yup...went for CG after that....after that..going home....when in the train....haix...normally got hubert and boon bing and marcus...then...hubert go NS le...boonbing also go NS le....haix.....left me and marcus....two person....and when he go tampiness,me go eunos....haix....one person...sian diao....
tml 2.4km run..donno whether to run nt....haix....
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:06 AM
Y 11:06 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
juz came back from supper with eric and family....afternoon went to chc after YA...todae special...held at singapore indoor.Y?becos,Rev.Benny Hinn was there...at first i was tiking...'who is he??he like so big...he is juz a normal pastor..' but..soon...God show me who is he....He is a evanglist....he is also a man of great faith!he..argh!!!it is so hard to describe!!it is a healing ministry...the whole service was super powerful...the lame can walk!cancer is cured..pain is cured!and Lester,he was sick...during the service...God healed him,he vomitted out...some stuff la....i thank God for that!!!!praise God!!!for me....t first...my right leg is veri veri pain....walk like as if my leg is numb...cannot feel anithin..yup..but...while i was sitting down...God did a great job by taking away the pain...so...i was like...my pain suddenly disappered...i was....thanking God....then..eric ask me to stand up...when Pastor Benny shouted 'may God TOUCH you!!'the choir juz drop down...and on land on the chair....then when it came to my turn...eric told me..must drop down....i sae orh...but...i mean..i could juz follow and act as if i falled....but..it did nt....i could like feel something which is so strong that i couldnt withstand it and i feel that fire is burning inside of me..i juz fall back on the chaiir...it was veri strong..i donno how to describe it....but....even the disabled are able to walk!!i almost cry....i was there shivering...i was rilli scared of wad is happening...God then...show me on how great and powerful he is..and it had clear my doubt on him whether he can heal or nt!!
When pastor benny told the pastor 'let the fire FEEL you!' the pastor juz drop down and like kena punch veri hard and lay down hard on the floor..even the other pastor who were holding...gt push down...and the pastor who was on the floor..trembling veri hard...eric then told me that it is God's works in them!the holy spirit had touch them....look like todae i did nt waste my time in chc...at first,eric told me that..pastor benny is one of the scariest....i was wondering..wad there to scared??its nt like as if..he can make the disabled to walk...but...it proves me wrong...the disabled are able to walk! and even my leg...is healed...no more pain..i know..if i tell outside ppl...they find it ridiculous..but..really...it is veri powerful!and nvm...pastor benny said that...todae is oni twice of His love..tml would be THRICE of His love!!i hope i can be down tml...but..cannot...gt log duty and service...yup....
God is so powerful....Loves Him!
When pastor benny told the pastor 'let the fire FEEL you!' the pastor juz drop down and like kena punch veri hard and lay down hard on the floor..even the other pastor who were holding...gt push down...and the pastor who was on the floor..trembling veri hard...eric then told me that it is God's works in them!the holy spirit had touch them....look like todae i did nt waste my time in chc...at first,eric told me that..pastor benny is one of the scariest....i was wondering..wad there to scared??its nt like as if..he can make the disabled to walk...but...it proves me wrong...the disabled are able to walk! and even my leg...is healed...no more pain..i know..if i tell outside ppl...they find it ridiculous..but..really...it is veri powerful!and nvm...pastor benny said that...todae is oni twice of His love..tml would be THRICE of His love!!i hope i can be down tml...but..cannot...gt log duty and service...yup....
God is so powerful....Loves Him!
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:54 PM
Y 3:54 PM
Friday, April 13, 2007
toodae...quite fun...it cheers me up abit..thanks to brian!!!!!lol...
if i did nt put on the armor of God,how m i going to fight???and if i did nt put on...the angel tt is with me also nv put on..and it gives a chance for devils to attack and then got weaker...soon..will be destroy by the demons...
todae....urgh..sore throat....mrs thiruman nv come..haix...hope she don get another chicken pox...lol...or else..math sure die die...hmmm.....pray pray pray
if i did nt put on the armor of God,how m i going to fight???and if i did nt put on...the angel tt is with me also nv put on..and it gives a chance for devils to attack and then got weaker...soon..will be destroy by the demons...
todae....urgh..sore throat....mrs thiruman nv come..haix...hope she don get another chicken pox...lol...or else..math sure die die...hmmm.....pray pray pray
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:36 PM
Y 12:36 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
lol....ytd dream also wierd wierd wan..is opp of the day before...haix...so fan....somehow..i keep on rmbing ytd and the dae before...haix....haix...haix....
feel that...gettign weaker and weaker as each day pass....i don expect much tag on my tagboard....so far....i treat my blog as my journal...the oni wae..for me to rilli express it out....yup....haix...
exam in 3 weeks time...
problems nt settle
stupid teachers....
helping ppl
learning...
both my life is so up and down...i did nt sae tt life is smooth...but...haix.....y carn i juz post something tt is nice....nt like tt???i m nt opening troubles to myself or wad...i came in same time with this person then i m struggling more then this person or wtv shit...i mean..do u tik i wan???
bird go in army le...i got one person less to tok cok to...
feel that...gettign weaker and weaker as each day pass....i don expect much tag on my tagboard....so far....i treat my blog as my journal...the oni wae..for me to rilli express it out....yup....haix...
exam in 3 weeks time...
problems nt settle
stupid teachers....
helping ppl
learning...
both my life is so up and down...i did nt sae tt life is smooth...but...haix.....y carn i juz post something tt is nice....nt like tt???i m nt opening troubles to myself or wad...i came in same time with this person then i m struggling more then this person or wtv shit...i mean..do u tik i wan???
bird go in army le...i got one person less to tok cok to...
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:39 PM
Y 12:39 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
wad a wierd dream last night....i almost type the wrong thing...lol...i hope the dream is juz a dream of wad the devil gav...nt hint from Him....God had been giving me vision always..i don wish that is the vision from Him....haix...
now...all i wan is....focus more on mid year...and i m nt running..im juz taking steps one step at one time...
wad is christian??that juz been a question in my heart...wad is christian??tt dream....is very sad...everyone had turn away from me....including zr...juz like naruto...he was born alone....and everyone rejected him...tt loneliness,tt coldness....very pain...i gt no one to blame...wad else can i do??nw...i oni can face my heavenly father,feel His embraced on me...i've been so weak lately...i don wish nw tt..ppl around me to continue to do those thing...
my same question...shld i leave or juz continue to stay???been praying about it...haix...HAIX!....
now...all i wan is....focus more on mid year...and i m nt running..im juz taking steps one step at one time...
wad is christian??that juz been a question in my heart...wad is christian??tt dream....is very sad...everyone had turn away from me....including zr...juz like naruto...he was born alone....and everyone rejected him...tt loneliness,tt coldness....very pain...i gt no one to blame...wad else can i do??nw...i oni can face my heavenly father,feel His embraced on me...i've been so weak lately...i don wish nw tt..ppl around me to continue to do those thing...
my same question...shld i leave or juz continue to stay???been praying about it...haix...HAIX!....
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:28 PM
Y 12:28 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
hmm...todae....emo emo emo emo..even das was puzzled on y i m nt myself who is so hyper and like a small boy...when i couldnt help myself animore...i juz cry on phy lesson....thank God that das is there to tok to me....
Life hav to carry on even when come to this situation....zr told me to move on,learn and so on.....he is rite! i had to move on...life hav to carry on....mayb...nw..is the time tt i really woke up...thank guys for 'splashing water' on me...tt woke me up...yup...
shld i juz leave...i found a place where there is family love....but i carn be so selfish....wad about zr?wad about my cell?wad about them?as the Lord lead ba...
Change my heart O God,
make it ever true
change my heart O God,
may i be like u
You are the potter,
i m the the clay
Mould me and make me...
this is wad i pray....
Life hav to carry on even when come to this situation....zr told me to move on,learn and so on.....he is rite! i had to move on...life hav to carry on....mayb...nw..is the time tt i really woke up...thank guys for 'splashing water' on me...tt woke me up...yup...
shld i juz leave...i found a place where there is family love....but i carn be so selfish....wad about zr?wad about my cell?wad about them?as the Lord lead ba...
Change my heart O God,
make it ever true
change my heart O God,
may i be like u
You are the potter,
i m the the clay
Mould me and make me...
this is wad i pray....
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:20 AM
Y 11:20 AM
Monday, April 09, 2007
woke up in the morning..sick....having flu...went for cell sports....lol....they wan to swim...so i help them look after stuff....it nt tt i don wan swim and nt becos...i m shy or wad...but..i m rilli sick...carn be help....
haix....yt nv come...but nvm....one day she will come!!todae service is quite powerful...esp when saw pastor khong praying for a baby.....the baby super cute...but i donno wad sickness...lol....
'bird' going army le...in four days time..must treasure his hair!!!lol....
Mayb this time...i really woke up...i really woke up from the stuff....grow up flav!don be a small little boy animore...
Father,i did wad u said already...on sat,u ask me to ask for forgivness and forgiv on wad ppl done on me...the rest is upon your hand....
Father,shld i leave him or shld i nt??Guide me with open doors...i m really luan nw...i m really tired by the group,i m really tired by the ppl around me...i don deserve anithin...but Lord...i oni ask that...u will gib me an ans and minister to me....i don blame them for nt having peace wif u....becos....mayb this is wad i deserve...Father...i m still opening my ears to you...speak to me...tell me wad shld i do next....shld i leave?shld i juz sit down and tok?shld i juz wash my hands on the group??Lord..hear my cry...as i lift this up to you...i ask tt u will gib me wisdom......
haix....yt nv come...but nvm....one day she will come!!todae service is quite powerful...esp when saw pastor khong praying for a baby.....the baby super cute...but i donno wad sickness...lol....
'bird' going army le...in four days time..must treasure his hair!!!lol....
Mayb this time...i really woke up...i really woke up from the stuff....grow up flav!don be a small little boy animore...
Father,i did wad u said already...on sat,u ask me to ask for forgivness and forgiv on wad ppl done on me...the rest is upon your hand....
Father,shld i leave him or shld i nt??Guide me with open doors...i m really luan nw...i m really tired by the group,i m really tired by the ppl around me...i don deserve anithin...but Lord...i oni ask that...u will gib me an ans and minister to me....i don blame them for nt having peace wif u....becos....mayb this is wad i deserve...Father...i m still opening my ears to you...speak to me...tell me wad shld i do next....shld i leave?shld i juz sit down and tok?shld i juz wash my hands on the group??Lord..hear my cry...as i lift this up to you...i ask tt u will gib me wisdom......
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:14 PM
Y 1:14 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Todae morning cell group at Aaron's place...Alvin showed us the passion of Christ again...yup...its nt the matter of how many times u watch but on how are u going to watch...tt wad i feel....yup....during the show,the Lord reminded me of this sentence 'Those who persecuted you,will persecuted me...do not hate them,but instead love them even more...'
The Lord showed me on how my class had said about christianity...yup....Then after that..worship....God is doing a great job in my life though....i felt veri clean after tt washing by the blood of Jesus as He had condemmed my sins...yup...but...during the worship...it somehow didnt come out on wad i expected....i was super duper down...so..i juz shared with sam...my best buddy!everytime when i could nt find zr..he is the person whom i find...haha...aniwae..back to the topic...when cell group end...is already 2pm le!!!!!i was like..omg!!!i m late for YA!!!!so..juz quickly took a cab down to yishun becos...mountbatten combined with serangoon and yishun for easter...haha...
after that....went to meet sam and go to ms seng church as there is a easter youth celebration...yup...i had alot of fun there la....ppl there are kinda suprise y i know moves for praise song...lol...haha....then they found out tt..i m from fcbc whom invited them for planet shakers concert last year(but i tik it gt nth to do with moves?)...haha....so..i know new friends,phearlyn,chris,clara!!haha....we are like one of the 'high' kids there la...haha....but....although theirs is a small church..one thing tt really struck me..i find that...they had the family relationship....they are like born in one family...yup...like one family..even when cleaning the room....yup...during their cleaning..i chat wif samuel on wad happen todae....he felt sad for me.....yup....he my best bro!!after that....went supper with them and then...went home....yup..nw here blogging...tt all for todae..tml,would be an exciting service!!
The Lord showed me on how my class had said about christianity...yup....Then after that..worship....God is doing a great job in my life though....i felt veri clean after tt washing by the blood of Jesus as He had condemmed my sins...yup...but...during the worship...it somehow didnt come out on wad i expected....i was super duper down...so..i juz shared with sam...my best buddy!everytime when i could nt find zr..he is the person whom i find...haha...aniwae..back to the topic...when cell group end...is already 2pm le!!!!!i was like..omg!!!i m late for YA!!!!so..juz quickly took a cab down to yishun becos...mountbatten combined with serangoon and yishun for easter...haha...
after that....went to meet sam and go to ms seng church as there is a easter youth celebration...yup...i had alot of fun there la....ppl there are kinda suprise y i know moves for praise song...lol...haha....then they found out tt..i m from fcbc whom invited them for planet shakers concert last year(but i tik it gt nth to do with moves?)...haha....so..i know new friends,phearlyn,chris,clara!!haha....we are like one of the 'high' kids there la...haha....but....although theirs is a small church..one thing tt really struck me..i find that...they had the family relationship....they are like born in one family...yup...like one family..even when cleaning the room....yup...during their cleaning..i chat wif samuel on wad happen todae....he felt sad for me.....yup....he my best bro!!after that....went supper with them and then...went home....yup..nw here blogging...tt all for todae..tml,would be an exciting service!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:21 PM
Y 2:21 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
THE GREATEST LOVE!!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:20 AM
Y 7:20 AM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
at 6:15
God:well done,Flavian!!
Me:=)) * looking exhausted* ha...
God:take up the armor of light and its time for battle!!
Me:YES SIR!!!
ha..went for churchwide prayer meeting at tc....so far..as wad i know..oni 3 livingstones peopl were there....=.=
thank you Lord for the cross!!=)
that all i could sae man....
when the on stage' lady' ask us to ask God or the first person tt come to come mind,write down and pray....and all i could tik is yt...and i hav the faith that i will be able to bring her this sundae...
God:well done,Flavian!!
Me:=)) * looking exhausted* ha...
God:take up the armor of light and its time for battle!!
Me:YES SIR!!!
ha..went for churchwide prayer meeting at tc....so far..as wad i know..oni 3 livingstones peopl were there....=.=
thank you Lord for the cross!!=)
that all i could sae man....
when the on stage' lady' ask us to ask God or the first person tt come to come mind,write down and pray....and all i could tik is yt...and i hav the faith that i will be able to bring her this sundae...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:56 PM
Y 1:56 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
weee!~ i complete my another 12hrs fast todae!!somehow at the last half an hour...veri 'ci ji'!!and i pray like....argh...
Devil:come on brother,its the last half an hour..juz close in a prayer..i don tik God will mind...
Me:who is your brother??
Devil:come on la...don like this la...
Me:wad u wan???
Devil:juz close in a prayer and juz go eat.God is already satified...
Me:go away...
Devil:u see your legs is already turnning white,u are going to faint soon,u are so dehydrated...u tik God wan to see u like that??
Me:hey uncle,don waste your time la...invest your time on something better la....
so....he juz leave me alone till around 6.55
Devil:My son,go and eat..i don tik u can hold it animore...
Me:eh....once i promise 7pm means 7pm...and don try to act as if u are God..becos..first,your sound does nt sound like Him.Second,God believe that,i will complete the 12hours fast and He did giv me strength to stay for this 12hrs..so...juz shun aside will you??
Devil:don tik u can get away with it,u tik i cannot destroy you??
Me:hmm...u dare to lay a hand on me?i make sure i crush u first with my feet!
eh...somehow..i find that...veri childish...lol....but..yup..with God,my Father strength in me...i can overcome this!lol....
Todae saw meiqi in bus..told gris...then gris call her...the funny thing is...meiqi do not know where am i..she said...'where is flavian??i cannot see him...'when i cannot stand it animore..i juz laugh..and then she saw me...and laugh also...then tok to gris..and then she ask me...how i know is her...told her tt...the neoprint on gris phone..and look almost alike..so guess...yea..haha...
Devil:come on brother,its the last half an hour..juz close in a prayer..i don tik God will mind...
Me:who is your brother??
Devil:come on la...don like this la...
Me:wad u wan???
Devil:juz close in a prayer and juz go eat.God is already satified...
Me:go away...
Devil:u see your legs is already turnning white,u are going to faint soon,u are so dehydrated...u tik God wan to see u like that??
Me:hey uncle,don waste your time la...invest your time on something better la....
so....he juz leave me alone till around 6.55
Devil:My son,go and eat..i don tik u can hold it animore...
Me:eh....once i promise 7pm means 7pm...and don try to act as if u are God..becos..first,your sound does nt sound like Him.Second,God believe that,i will complete the 12hours fast and He did giv me strength to stay for this 12hrs..so...juz shun aside will you??
Devil:don tik u can get away with it,u tik i cannot destroy you??
Me:hmm...u dare to lay a hand on me?i make sure i crush u first with my feet!
eh...somehow..i find that...veri childish...lol....but..yup..with God,my Father strength in me...i can overcome this!lol....
Todae saw meiqi in bus..told gris...then gris call her...the funny thing is...meiqi do not know where am i..she said...'where is flavian??i cannot see him...'when i cannot stand it animore..i juz laugh..and then she saw me...and laugh also...then tok to gris..and then she ask me...how i know is her...told her tt...the neoprint on gris phone..and look almost alike..so guess...yea..haha...
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:04 PM
Y 8:04 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
wee!~ i ahd completed my 12hours fast for today!!!i m quite satified becos i managed to kick the devils up and down...todae one dae...so many attacks..didnt really expect to see so many...
at 11:10 am
Devils:come on,u are so hungry and skipped your breakfast,go and borrow some money to eat
Me:yawn....i don gib a damm about you
Devils:do u tik your God would wan to see u starving like that???
Me:shut up,will u??who are u to tok to me??
Devils:U don be too stubbon or else u will regret it!
Me:u dare to lay a hand on me?i make sure i kick u up and down!
somehow...yup....i had alot of attacks in class....my friends are saeing about christianity which i don really know how to handle it...then...also...tt stupid guy...tik he veri holy...wan to tok to me about wad wrong i did...then..jh and ivan..purposely beside me...sae..'chrisitan veri kind and also evil..they kind in front..but when they do those rituals stuff...veri scary...esp when they lived up their hands closed eyes...toking to ghost..' then jh said..'ya la..i prefer buddah,at least not so scary as christian' 'ya la flavian,u christian lei..u like that flirt,lie...' 'don bully we all christian la' then ling hui sae'eh jh..u go be your christian hor..not we...i m nt interested..' then they all laughing and laughing.....jh said..'i sweared i m a christian'*giggled*
i didnt expect this...yup...so...one damage from the devils le..so..was there praying and praying....for God presence
then after school...
at 1.45pm
Devil:now u know how powerful am i?i can make ppl to do stuff like that.
Me:ya ya ya....wtv
Devil:now,go borrow money to eat!God ask me to pass a message to you to tell u that..he do not wan to see u suffering like that
somehow...he nag like my mom..but i did nt sae..my mom is a devil...then suddenly a verse struck me that is found in the bible...
matthew 4:4 'Jesus answered,"it is written:' Man does not lived on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God"'
Me:let me tell u!and i make this clear to you! it is written in the bible that,MAN DOES NOT LIVED ON BREAD ALONE!!!so..kindly go and spend more time on something useful!as long as i m in the house of God,don ever tik of destroying me becos..i,also can make sure i kick u up and down!
so i reach home..there praying and praying..of course..temptation all around the house..food here and there,,,at last i cannot help it animore...i went to the room and lock the door and pray!at 7 pm...i was super hyper...can get to eat....feel that God is telling me,'good job,Flavian!giv yourself a pat on your back!'
todae....i tik that...is only the beginning..for the next two days,there will be even more attacks..tt i wad feel so...yup...
at 11:10 am
Devils:come on,u are so hungry and skipped your breakfast,go and borrow some money to eat
Me:yawn....i don gib a damm about you
Devils:do u tik your God would wan to see u starving like that???
Me:shut up,will u??who are u to tok to me??
Devils:U don be too stubbon or else u will regret it!
Me:u dare to lay a hand on me?i make sure i kick u up and down!
somehow...yup....i had alot of attacks in class....my friends are saeing about christianity which i don really know how to handle it...then...also...tt stupid guy...tik he veri holy...wan to tok to me about wad wrong i did...then..jh and ivan..purposely beside me...sae..'chrisitan veri kind and also evil..they kind in front..but when they do those rituals stuff...veri scary...esp when they lived up their hands closed eyes...toking to ghost..' then jh said..'ya la..i prefer buddah,at least not so scary as christian' 'ya la flavian,u christian lei..u like that flirt,lie...' 'don bully we all christian la' then ling hui sae'eh jh..u go be your christian hor..not we...i m nt interested..' then they all laughing and laughing.....jh said..'i sweared i m a christian'*giggled*
i didnt expect this...yup...so...one damage from the devils le..so..was there praying and praying....for God presence
then after school...
at 1.45pm
Devil:now u know how powerful am i?i can make ppl to do stuff like that.
Me:ya ya ya....wtv
Devil:now,go borrow money to eat!God ask me to pass a message to you to tell u that..he do not wan to see u suffering like that
somehow...he nag like my mom..but i did nt sae..my mom is a devil...then suddenly a verse struck me that is found in the bible...
matthew 4:4 'Jesus answered,"it is written:' Man does not lived on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God"'
Me:let me tell u!and i make this clear to you! it is written in the bible that,MAN DOES NOT LIVED ON BREAD ALONE!!!so..kindly go and spend more time on something useful!as long as i m in the house of God,don ever tik of destroying me becos..i,also can make sure i kick u up and down!
so i reach home..there praying and praying..of course..temptation all around the house..food here and there,,,at last i cannot help it animore...i went to the room and lock the door and pray!at 7 pm...i was super hyper...can get to eat....feel that God is telling me,'good job,Flavian!giv yourself a pat on your back!'
todae....i tik that...is only the beginning..for the next two days,there will be even more attacks..tt i wad feel so...yup...
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:19 PM
Y 8:19 PM
wee!~ i ahd completed my 12hours fast for today!!!i m quite satified becos i managed to kick the devils up and down...todae one dae...so many attacks..didnt really expect to see so many...
at 11:10 am
Devils:come on,u are so hungry and skipped your breakfast,go and borrow some money to eat
Me:yawn....i don gib a damm about you
Devils:do u tik your God would wan to see u starving like that???
Me:shut up,will u??who are u to tok to me??
Devils:U don be too stubbon or else u will regret it!
Me:u dare to lay a hand on me?i make sure i kick u up and down!
somehow...yup....i had alot of attacks in class....my friends are saeing about christianity which i don really know how to handle it...then...also...tt stupid guy...tik he veri holy...wan to tok to me about wad wrong i did...then..jh and ivan..purposely beside me...sae..'chrisitan veri kind and also evil..they kind in front..but when they do those rituals stuff...veri scary...esp when they lived up their hands closed eyes...toking to ghost..' then jh said..'ya la..i prefer buddah,at least not so scary as christian' 'ya la flavian,u christian lei..u like that flirt,lie...' 'don bully we all christian la' then ling hui sae'eh jh..u go be your christian hor..not we...i m nt interested..' then they all laughing and laughing.....jh said..'i sweared i m a christian'*giggled*
i didnt expect this...yup...so...one damage from the devils le..so..was there praying and praying....for God presence
then after school...
at 1.45pm
Devil:now u know how powerful am i?i can make ppl to do stuff like that.
Me:ya ya ya....wtv
Devil:now,go borrow money to eat!God ask me to pass a message to you to tell u that..he do not wan to see u suffering like that
somehow...he nag like my mom..but i did nt sae..my mom is a devil...then suddenly a verse struck me that is found in the bible...
matthew 4:4 'Jesus answered,"it is written:' Man does not lived on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God"'
Me:let me tell u!and i make this clear to you! it is written in the bible that,MAN DOES NOT LIVED ON BREAD ALONE!!!so..kindly go and spend more time on something useful!as long as i m in the house of God,don ever tik of destroying me becos..i,also can make sure i kick u up and down!
so i reach home..there praying and praying..of course..temptation all around the house..food here and there,,,at last i cannot help it animore...i went to the room and lock the door and pray!at 7 pm...i was super hyper...can get to eat....feel that God is telling me,'good job,Flavian!giv yourself a pat on your back!'
todae....i tik that...is only the beginning..for the next two days,there will be even more attacks..tt i wad feel so...yup...
at 11:10 am
Devils:come on,u are so hungry and skipped your breakfast,go and borrow some money to eat
Me:yawn....i don gib a damm about you
Devils:do u tik your God would wan to see u starving like that???
Me:shut up,will u??who are u to tok to me??
Devils:U don be too stubbon or else u will regret it!
Me:u dare to lay a hand on me?i make sure i kick u up and down!
somehow...yup....i had alot of attacks in class....my friends are saeing about christianity which i don really know how to handle it...then...also...tt stupid guy...tik he veri holy...wan to tok to me about wad wrong i did...then..jh and ivan..purposely beside me...sae..'chrisitan veri kind and also evil..they kind in front..but when they do those rituals stuff...veri scary...esp when they lived up their hands closed eyes...toking to ghost..' then jh said..'ya la..i prefer buddah,at least not so scary as christian' 'ya la flavian,u christian lei..u like that flirt,lie...' 'don bully we all christian la' then ling hui sae'eh jh..u go be your christian hor..not we...i m nt interested..' then they all laughing and laughing.....jh said..'i sweared i m a christian'*giggled*
i didnt expect this...yup...so...one damage from the devils le..so..was there praying and praying....for God presence
then after school...
at 1.45pm
Devil:now u know how powerful am i?i can make ppl to do stuff like that.
Me:ya ya ya....wtv
Devil:now,go borrow money to eat!God ask me to pass a message to you to tell u that..he do not wan to see u suffering like that
somehow...he nag like my mom..but i did nt sae..my mom is a devil...then suddenly a verse struck me that is found in the bible...
matthew 4:4 'Jesus answered,"it is written:' Man does not lived on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God"'
Me:let me tell u!and i make this clear to you! it is written in the bible that,MAN DOES NOT LIVED ON BREAD ALONE!!!so..kindly go and spend more time on something useful!as long as i m in the house of God,don ever tik of destroying me becos..i,also can make sure i kick u up and down!
so i reach home..there praying and praying..of course..temptation all around the house..food here and there,,,at last i cannot help it animore...i went to the room and lock the door and pray!at 7 pm...i was super hyper...can get to eat....feel that God is telling me,'good job,Flavian!giv yourself a pat on your back!'
todae....i tik that...is only the beginning..for the next two days,there will be even more attacks..tt i wad feel so...yup...
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:07 PM
Y 8:07 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
ytd...went for school family day...so happy and fun...i got sun burnt...sob sob..so pain...haha...congrats sky for getting first in my sch aquathlon and beat alan wu(in case you don know..he is husband of lilin from the dance floor)..wa..he is veri fit man...he came in second..haha...after that..went to plae with class in the water..yup...got so tanned...after that..actually wanted to go watch movie with friends de..but...when reach there...so many selling fast..decided nt to watch le..so..they went shopping and then i tiking of going chc and meet chen rui,gabriel...but...suddenly..feel that God tell me this..'Flavian,i wan you to go for the tribe meeting.if by 8.30,u find that...u cannot feel any love from your Father,u can leave and i won hold u back'. i feel that i must obey it..so..i juz anihow took a mrt and walk...i walk to infront of TC...yup..after that....i went in..and during worship,i could really feel the love of the heavenly Father showering on me..and pastor mention on Family love...i mean..i really thank God about it....yup..hahahahah...
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:27 PM
Y 8:27 PM
