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Thursday, May 31, 2007
still the same old day..pass my day at home watching bleach...nt bad ar..in two days watch from epi 1 to 35....broke record...normally.oni 10 epi then i tired le...lol...quite nice...lol...donno how to spend my day tml also..haix...
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:19 PM


Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Todae stuck at home the whole day..no one sms..no one called...so..was totally bored at home...lucky com can use....spend my day there watching 200 pound beauty,naruto and bleach....watch till 6 plus...when wanna go watch tv...argh....head giddy...carn rilli walk properly...must be stare at the com too long..didnt rilli took a break...then slight headache....and mom ar..carn stand her....my room already like a rubbish dump...still wan to put her iron board in my room..after removing my table and dump all my stuff on the bed,mini table chair,floor...wth...the whole room like a rubbish dump la...if i get sick im nt surprise....lol....thank for it..it invite lots of bugs in....O.O

ar....peeps...wan go out..plz consider me...lol....im bored at home..though is oni one month NT 4 months!!!hehehe....coming up..is tiking of watching POC and shrek...but..donno whu to call..diao...donno how to plan my day sia....
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:30 PM


Tuesday, May 29, 2007
juz to update another thing...u know who u are..

its normal to react like that...even for me..i will also react like that..if u rilli nid to cry..cry it out...i know its hurting when u hav bought and spent money and effort and time on it...and then....aiya...donno how to sae...don get emo over it...i don tik it worth....perhaps mayb she nt the gal lo....mayb the rite one..is juz beside u u don even know...yup...take care..u know wad i mean
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:42 PM


Saturday=>went for ptc...mr soh tok tok tok..make me super piss off...at last i show abit of attitude..he sae..nvm la...then after that...went to find that mr liu to take consent form for the combined camp...veri siong la....haha...God will giv me strength!after that...went to meet ruth to take the tags...omg..so sri ruth...hai u cannot go to dance....sri...riilli sri...then after that..meet lester at city hall..went to eeat lunch...then after tt went to meet jh and dene...then we chit chat at mrt...meet mendi at tanah merah...then went to airport...mendi..mendi siao liao..fall in love with lester the 'brother'...lol...jh must be jealous...hahaha....xP after sending lester off...went to expo food fare....alot of things la..sooooooo cheap...esp the milk!!so nice...after that..met sen cai and then go for chc service..then when i came bck from toilet...the guard told me..cannot go in...becos it will disturb...i was like...erm...my stuff is there...and when im gg to be late to meet my friend..i find it abit ridiculous...almsot argue with tt pig...carn stand him..use God to push me down...but..come to tik of it....thank God tt im sitting alone...having a good time with God as He minister to me...pastor kong mention about casual and permante christian..find that its quite meaningful....yup....after service...quickly take my bag and rush out...then forgot nid to meet my long time no see brother..then while waiting for him..saw eric...diao..no comments on him..same old crappy guy...then at last saw chen rui...wa..talk alot!!!hug for few mintues...omg...so glad tt he is doing fine in chc...almost cried...i mean..if u didnt see your best buddy for more than 3 months...u will feel something wan...eric juz don udst..lol...keep there 'ahem ahem'...lol...don care him...i gonna miss the time when we were at camp last year...this year uu all nt gg...im gonna be abit lonely...T_T

Sunday=>woke up early in the morning...went for breakfast with marcus and amanda..then went to expo...alvin sae having cell group at 11...then at 11.30..marcus called him...bb also called him..alvin said he forgot gt cell group...lol...thank God can have cell group our ownselves..haha...zr lead...so....when he ask us to share on wad we had read in the bible for the week..i juz ans...i donno...i nv read...i was like...dotz...why i said that???normally...i would feel abit guilty and pai seh..and make up story...(nt everytime la) but this time..i juz came to the point..and btw..i nt emo or mood swing...juz that...im juz...fan...that all...i juz nid to be alone...thank for your concern...after that..duty...then service...suring sermon..went to the back..sit alone...reflecting...and so..then...after service..went to food fare again with mom and grandmother and aunt and sis...after awhile...went for GDOP...so warm....at first sit with biqi..then move to the front sit wif shai....after tt...tok to marcus awhile..then we decided to walk bck to bus 12 there....so..is like..we walk ONE BIG ROUND of the national stadium...then we found a way to walk out...it was dark and deserted....then went we walk pass some 'temporary houses' for those workers de la..suddenly a music came out..i juz froze there....and stun there....amanda also abit freak off...marcus like no effect like tt...then when marcus sae run...me and amanda juz run...he was like..huh...y u all run??I tot u all wont run..run for wad...lol....we were there laughing la...reach home and juz pomp on the bed..so comfortable....lol

Todae=>woke up at 10 having slight headache...and feverish....but still..went out...went to meet zr for lunch...then..crap with him...i ask zr..if i go there buy bag..gt discount..he rsae yes..10% cox student..i sae..10% oni ar??then he reply..then 15% lo...i reply...huh...30% la..he sae...might as well don sell.lol...so long nv crap with him le..lol...tok to him alot...first time..can tok alot to him...gd rite?yes.it gd!lol...then after that...meeting jh and dene at bugis...tt nice zr walk me down to bugis from dobby ghaut to bugis...so nice rite???ya la..of course ma..my spiritual daddy lei!!!haha...then after that..he went o city hall meet friend...tt jh and dene sae that..reach le call them and they will fly to bugis...so..i call them...they were still at city hall...lol...i was like...i use walk de...and u all use mrt de...lol....btw...zr walk damm fast...his one step so call equal to my 2 steps..lol...after tt meet dene and jh..jh wan but present for mendi...from the way of my view..she can consider him...haha..then after gg to bugis street....saw gerald,yong tat,ansylem(donno how to spell la).....so funny..they there staring..wa...two guys one gal...lol...then damm tt jh...TOK WITHOUT TIKING!!!omg...he gonna get me into hot soup...omg...he tok without tiking whether iszit in the correct manner...rilli bwg le...after mendi present...went to sim lim square to meet amanda...she nid to fix psp...tt guy...took about 2hrs to fix it la...keep saeing he donno he donno..lol....then after that...went to the top floor all the way down juz to find a memory card...lol...all the memory card veri ex..then went down..and found out that...the card that the shop sell is donno wad brand..then she don wan le...went to the fourth floor buy..when buy le...found out that it for mobile oni....funny la..nid to go back and then change to a psp wan....after that...went to find bus 147...so regret for nt taking bus 851...i went back and found out that..tt 147 is gg to bukit merah tt side...diao..then went super far and at last found a 147 tt goes back to my place...reach home...having a terrible headache...rilli carn take it animore...went to take panadol....though nt highly encourage when u haven even eat dinner...lol...nw abit ok le....then watch tt show 'mars & venus'..it a nice show...giv a 9 out 10 stars...its been quite long for mediacorp nt to show a nice show le...

"i gt nth to sae to u le...i hope u will wake up..walk right...nt be a casual christian,but be a chrisitan that will fire for God..that will shine like a daugther of Christ or a warrior of light!"

nw i finally udst wad the meaning already..get into relationship without asking God..tell leader and to know whether ready nt...last time use to tik that..aiya..can la...i will nt be drawn away from God...but..in the end...i gt drewn away...i can tell im nt ready is becos..alot of things..i carn even handly my stuff well..i still wan go handle another thing which is even more difficult....and in the end...lack of communication and hurt ppl....

Father, i lift this..all upon your hand...my sins,my probs,my life...everything upon your hand..plz forgive me...i sin again and again...you forgiv me again and again...im guilty of it..i confess nw..in fron of the cross...may the blood of Jesus flow through me nw...thank you for dieing on the cross and cleanse...pray for my family..pray that..im able to speak Christ to them..i pray for good relationship with the family and friends...thank you for cleansing me and all the blessing..amen

that all for todae...tml must start reading bible le!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:15 PM


Saturday, May 26, 2007
omg..woke up todae..feel abit of feverish...till nw still haven ok...then after that...feel that..stay at home super duper sian..then went out...to meet amanda and marcus...then marcus went to plae bball...can feel that..he abit du lan..becos..me and amanda nt plaeing...i don wan plae becos..i nt feeling well...and i donno those guys...nt i anti social..is that..kai bu liao kou la...then after that...went to parkway wif amanda..nth to do ma....and amanda nid to repair her phone...funny la..both the nokia and singtel shop...then she also can tik of some stupid joke...i laugh like siao at marine parade...haha....reach home...feel feverish..lol....wen to drank lots of water..then watching the 9pm show..."Mars & Venus"...one sentence...tik is quite true..'good communication keeps marriage longer'...yup...lol...that all for todae...tml gt YA!!and ptc...-.-'''

"it over....i hope me still the best friends...juz like tt sentence..'good communication keeps marriage longer' lets change marriage to relationship...we juz lack of that...tt wad i tik...yup...mayb Gary would be more better?best friends rite?yeah!"
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:03 PM


Thursday, May 24, 2007
weee!~todae last day of sch le...this morning the whole class gt a mini lecture from mdm tong...waste EL period...lol..30min still nt pai seh....lol...then after that...el file...pack till so zhen qi le..then sae i don nid your file..lol..i was like...wa..sian....pack for nth...lol...during math lesson also did nth much...was there chit chatting with das and teacher...oh ya..sae till das!...one week nv come..at last come le!!but...something happen lo...then find that todae somehow is a bad day...spoils alot of ppl mood...lol...then PE..that mr ong..wierd wierd de..todae suddenly 'full blast'...scary...after recess...went to hav a mini farewell party for mrs thiruman...she must be honoured lei..lol..so far...she is the first teacher that our class had celebrated if the a teacher is gg to leave the school...lol...thank lester for buying the cake!!then after that..lesson was super boring...omg...then after sch..went to hub wif brian and jh..jh sae wan to buy present for 'ahem ahem'!!i was listening to a rap song ma...by machi di di..super fast..so i was like..everything also move veri fast le...he gt abit pissed off..saeing..u everything also wan fast...lol...explain le...no effect..but awhile..ok le...lol...after that...saw yong tat,daryl,gerald and one of the friend..went with daryl to jubilee there...then after that..went to lester place...so much fun la...went there cooking our OWN dinner...lol...nt bad la...gt jas,zoei,caiting and me!!=D spent so much fun there cooking and plaeing..lol...

my small cut apple for PE lesson...thanks YAHUI!!=D

half the class took pic with mrs thiruman..somehow...some and including the teacher gt distracted...=.=
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:09 PM


Feel like typin out psalm 23

Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd, i shall not be in want
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of reighteouness for his name's sake
Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
i will fear no evil,
for you are with me;your rod and your staff,they comefort me
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cups overflows
Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and i will dwell in the house of the Lord
Forever

Yes!the Lord is my shepherd..even when at my deepest moments,He is with me!

"the Lord is the strongholds of my life..."

As i was flipping throught he bible..it juz struck me on psalm 23 and tt verse...i mean...ytd...hav a feeling that God is saeing, 'Flavian,don worry about the marks..put upon my hand and i turn it to bread..' Todae during assembly,mr soh pass down a new list of result (exam marks)...Wad really amazed me is that or rather shocking is that,i PASS my overall and i was like raise abit of my voice at the parade square...i even ask jia qin to double check wether i pak jiao not...i PASS!!!mr soh said ytd when he type in the marks..he forgot to press calculate and to calculate the marks..donno la...donno wad he toking...feel that...its rilli a miracle...i been praying and praying rilli hard ytd nite...hoping for a miracle...another thing is that...for the pass two years,i would normally be at the last two position for class and lvl...this year,my class position is 24/41,lvl position 65/81!!i was like....though its nt rilli a gd result..but im glas that i made it..wa...it makes my day!!one more thing...i also been praying that jh will tok to me....i also pray like..argh....todae...he tok to me..everything became normal!!i was telling myself..'God!U are sooooooooooooo Gud!!!!"
another thing i hav to thank God though is rilli a sad thing...almost cried when i heard the news....mrs thiruman(math teacher) is leaving!!!!!!omg....i stunned there for like 10 seconds....i juz straight away put down my stufff and chiong to the table...lol....reaction so big....she funny la...sae 'You all ar...keep tiking about yourself...nv ask me y im leaving..alamak..' lol...then when we know the reason is because she is going to be VP(vice principal) of a primary sch at donno wad convent at aljunied there... then after awhile i tik..shld rilli thank God for that...thank God that she gt promoted to a VP at a primary sch....then..before lesson end...i said one sentence..donno y she stun....i said 'mrs thiruman,thank God for that!' wa..she juz stun...lol..then after that she sae..'ya..esp when is at the wad convent school and gals sch somemore..must thank God for that!' btw...she also a christian...haha..omg....carn bear to see her leave lo when she taught me for 2 and half years...she is the best math teacher i ever had lo!!!nvm!teachers day..will go to that donno wad convent sch to find her tgt with the class!!gonna miss her lessons man....

aniwae...how many stuff i gav thanks todae...hmm
->"new" result!!
->mrs thiruman got promoted
->jh at last tok to me
->the lunch with them(at least manage to lift up yahui mood)
->ms yip excuse me for cca camp last day and let me go for LS camp (WEEE~)
tik tt nt all yet..but juz that could not rmb all in one shot...aniwae...I know God have his plan for me juz like the bible sae...

God is so good,
God is so good,
God is so good,
He so good to me!=D
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:39 PM


Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Wa...super sian la....tt jh still don wan tok to me...thanks brian for helping me...i appreciate it...rilli gt nth to sae le lo....the rest i leave it to God...super sian la.....my result....sob sob...i failed my overall....my mood change like siao la...then after sch went to meet zr...told him about result..he ask me before i take the paper,did i aim for a 100 marks....i sae oni for math...then the rest no..then he sae i study wrongly le...cannot oni aim for 60 70% and leave the 30 40% for mistake...sound quite true...lol....then when he ask me tt..i was like..dotz..hw to answer him??i reply with a donno...i donno y i said a donno...then he told me those things...im sri tt i lied...im juz nt ready yet...sri...but if u wan me to type out tt...it is rilli very hard..in the first place i should nt get myself into deep shit....haix...

I mean...i didnt pull my personal problem in here...u tell me la...so far from the day we went library till nw...i didnt gib much damm on u and others..oni tt u at the library...u are rilli veri noisy..u were the one who sae wannna study..then wad u are doing there??juz becos of this...u sae i emo easily....and there are so many times u sae that..did i get angry with you or juz forget it??even when i m abit irritated,i still try my best to put tt smile on my face so tt will nt be a mood spoiler...juz like that on one sentence,u nw dao me,...saeing that...i emo easly on one thing..like to care ppl stuff alot??hello..i gt one whole stack of prob ontop of me..i oni help ppl when they come find me...i gt nth to sae abt u...

aiya...donno wad im toking.....so luan la...when zr ask me gt anithin to share...i rilli donno how to sae it out...and is like..when i rilli nid him to be there...he's nt there...and when i cannot find him..he is there....and i rilli donno how to sae...mayb one dae after service...i tell u everything...provided that...u are availble...lol...

Juz got back my phone bill...it burst till cannot burst...i sent a total of 1769 messages...i was like...wow..my record...lol...and total is 97 bucks...mom gt super pissed off....i tiking of looking for a part time de....and pay the bills abit...mom and dad...kind of rilli short of cash..dad juz found a job...still nid time...haix...been trying to cut down...

If tt the blockage between me and Him,i would remove the blockage..think this sun service going to be emo again....omg...my result overall fail....is that counted as a broken heart??lol...i tik don tik so....need healing from God...

WEEE!~two more days of school...after that...holidae!!but must rilli use holiday wisely...aniwae...tml don feel like going to sch...das don even want go to sch le...go see the class..always 5 to 7 absentee...2 MORE DAYS!!!!!!

God,i lay all this upon your hand...plz turn all this to bread so tt i may receive your blessing...bless me wif Your wisdom and bless me on when to tok and when nt to tok..as wad comes out of my mouth sometimes may b wrong...i lay all this in your hand and pray all this in your name..Amen!

tik tt all for todae....hmmm..TATA!!!!!!!(oh ya!!must also thank zr for the lunch!!!!THANKS!!!=D appreciate it!!)

don mind my el...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:33 PM


Tuesday, May 22, 2007
OMGAWSH!!!!wad had happen to me todae?!?!?!?i keep saeing the wronf sentence and words...and nw i find it hard to retrieve it back....todae actually go for lunch,brian ask me wan call jh...i actually wan sae yes,then i go sae no...omg...it pisses him off and nw he dao me...omgawsh...T_T then during lunch,dionis ask me since i short of money y m i there...i wanted to sae...hungry wad...and zoei help me pay abit....then i went to sae...oh..becos they FORCE me to come...i was like...OMG!!!!!!!!wad had i done!!!!y had i become like that!!!??omg omg omg omg....i tried to explain to jh but he juz won listen to me...omg....sob....so sad la...plae PKO,i nid to train myself...is like im plaeing alone...he online also don gib a damm whether im online...omg....believe that devils trying to make fun out of me??iszit or nt??/omg...so luan nw....hope God will help me!!juz like wad alvin said ytd...God wan to feed me with bread,and in order to feed me,i nid to put all my burdens,my pains,my everything to him and He will change it to bread...so iszit part of the devils work or iszit God testing me???omg omg omg..wad shld i do???omg..so down.....T_T

nid to pray on it...omgawsh....T_T
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:28 AM


Monday, May 21, 2007
wow..todae sermon was great....its about brokeness-gateway to blessing...somehow...todae before the sermon,once i step into hall 9..could feel something veri heavy,a veri heavy burden i donno wad tt...then when worship start...carn believe tt i started to broke down in tears.....is like...my heart had juz broken...crying and crying..lol...then during altar call..actually wanted to go in front...then reagen sae tt ltr whole cell go down tgt..then in the end nv go...so...i juz move to one side..and let the holy spirit minister to me....i could nt help it animore...donno y juz broke down in tears..could feel that the holy spirit is doing something inside me...taking away my spirit of rejection,fear and so on....so...juz sit there..letting God minister to me....then after tt amanda came to ask y i look super wierd...then sae tt God is ministering me...then she sae...God minister to me shld be happy y sad...then i speechless..lol...then after that...alvin notice i look veri wierd also came to ask me...i dont even know how to describe or express to tell him...so..he juz pray for me...tgt wif zr...then after tt...zr sae wan meet me tml at amk at 2.30...so..cancel all outing wif friend tml...lol...nan de he will come amk..lol...then after that..actually wan take bs 24 back to amk de...then tik so sian..go home so early..then went to TM look for marcus and amanda..they having dinner tgt with marcus friend...when marcus ask me y i so sian...then i reply "this is always my mood after i waterfall everytime"..so his friend ask wad is waterfall...so...amanda sae is cry...then he reply..aiyo..man cry for wad??i keep quiet...but...i cry becos nt becos no reason but to Him..after that..waited for dad to come fetch me...and then nw back home here blogging!!

sian..tml get back SS paper le....how how how???better pray tt the marks tt i get is nt bad..haha

(EL super pathetic..)
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:41 AM


Sunday, May 20, 2007
todae YA bbq was fun??yes it is!!!gt into the cooking...haha..can eat wan la...nt oni me..still gt some parents, sam,ruth,joanna (did i left anione out???)..hmmm....omg...si ling (jocelyn) so cute la....lol....the way she cry,laugh,play...so cute la....hahahah Thank God for the bbq!!!=)
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:48 AM


Saturday, May 19, 2007
wa...todae another long day juz pass...morning went to sch...sch ends at 10 becos tt time band SYF..our sch gt gold..so it call for celebration and the celebration is sch dismiss early...lol....then left sch at 10.30...then went to meet dene...with jh and lester...mendi last min sae cannot come...diao..jh sian diao...hahahahah...actually wanted to watch 200 pound beauty..then in the end...watch blades of glory..is a super funny show...rate is for 4 out of 5....super funny...haha..then after that....went to centerpoint to walk juz becos jh wan me to be do something...then he gt super irritated when i didnt do....then irritate till the mrt there and then when the train come...i juz went over and...aiya..don wan elaborate more in it...aiya..jh super irritating la...lol..then after that...went to eunos to meet amanda then went to eunos cc to meet marcus..he was there plaeing basketball...and we there..donno do wad..its nt tt we anti-social or we don wan plae..its juz tt we do nt know them and its veri awkard....aiya..i donno how to put it...its juz veri wierd..lets sae...if i bring u to my friends..i m sure u won tok wan...so..its the same logic...u will hav the wierd feeling...and we are nt showing u ani bloody attitude...stop tiking so much...be more sensitive!i mean sensitive in a right time and right place...i last time also like that...at least nw i've change abit..be mre sensitive...we sat there keep quiet is nt becos we angry,attitude or wad...learn to take things with your decesion...or mayb wif God decesion..do nt be too dependent on ppl....aiya..donno wad to sae la...aniwae...after that..went to hav dinner....and then zao home and then went for a bus marathon...almost fell asleep in the bus...then reach home watch the channel 8 9pm show...its quite nice and touching....the character, ziling, is so ke lian la....lol

tt all for todae!!tml another dae!!epic race and TYA bbq!!!!wee!~
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:27 PM


wa...todae another long day juz pass...morning went to sch...sch ends at 10 becos tt time band SYF..our sch gt gold..so it call for celebration and the celebration is sch dismiss early...lol....then left sch at 10.30...then went to meet dene...with jh and lester...mendi last min sae cannot come...diao..jh sian diao...hahahahah...actually wanted to watch 200 pound beauty..then in the end...watch blades of glory..is a super funny show...rate is for 4 out of 5....super funny...haha..then after that....went to centerpoint to walk juz becos jh wan me to be do something...then he gt super irritated when i didnt do....then irritate till the mrt there and then when the train come...i juz went over and...aiya..don wan elaborate more in it...aiya..jh super irritating la...lol..then after that...went to eunos to meet amanda then went to eunos cc to meet marcus..he was there plaeing basketball...and we there..donno do wad..its nt tt we anti-social or we don wan plae..its juz tt we do nt know them and its veri awkard....aiya..i donno how to put it...its juz veri wierd..lets sae...if i bring u to my friends..i m sure u won tok wan...so..its the same logic...u will hav the wierd feeling...and we are nt showing u ani bloody attitude...stop tiking so much...be more sensitive!i mean sensitive in a right time and right place...i last time also like that...at least nw i've change abit..be mre sensitive...we sat there keep quiet is nt becos we angry,attitude or wad...learn to take things with your decesion...or mayb wif God decesion..do nt be too independent on ppl....aiya..donno wad to sae la...aniwae...after that..went to hav dinner....and then zao home and then went for a bus marathon...almost fell asleep in the bus...then reach home watch the channel 8 9pm show...its quite nice and touching....the character, ziling, is so ke lian la....lol

tt all for todae!!tml another dae!!epic race and TYA bbq!!!!wee!~
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:27 PM


Friday, May 18, 2007
D&T= 46/100 (bad)
Phy=24/100 (bad)
Chem+phy papers= 50/100

aww....hw sia...hmmmm...nw nid to pray that the overall result i will pass lo...hmm....so sad...after sch...went to lunch wif jh,jolin,dionis,caiting,zoei,brian,wei en,lester and bin quan...lol...then after that...wei en go cut hair...then the rest of us go to amk hub...saw zhong qin and wang jian fu there shooting a variety show...then after that..went to walk walk...at least manage to smile and laugh...hmmm...after tt...met dene awhile then went home le...lol...jh and mendi??hmm..will they be tgt??xD

so..all the way...was using the com...sian lo...haha...then and then..lol...watch tv...the 9 o'clock show quite nice...super touching la...its quite funny la...though..

tml gonna go out with jh,dene and mendi then after that go find amanda and marcus hav dinner....yup...yawn....another long day had juz pass...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:05 PM


Thursday, May 17, 2007
weee!!!gt back my papers result some oni....

D&T=unknown
EL paper 2=44/80
Math paper 1=38/50
chem=26/50
chinese overall=65/100

the rest haven know...though result nt so gd...nt quite satisfied..but stil got room for improvement...better then term 1 when i failed almost all...lol....when i know...i juz jump and jump...shahirah sae..she tot she saw a gal there jumping...lol...i was super high la...

After sch..went home...to change and then went out again..lol..since friend don wan go out...and zr don wan meet me animore..so..went to meet marcus and amanda..at mrt there meet marcus...my face super black la and stress.....went to watch movie...donno the bridge of wad la...quite interesting...though beginning abit boring...giv a 3.5-4 star for it....lol....after that..amanda sae wan take neoprint..i was like...diao....again...juz took like few months ago...diao...then take again....lazy to upload the pics nw...mayb tml ba....provided tt i rmb...lol...OH YA!!!almost forgot..before went to take neoprint...ent to have the dinner at cineleisure food court...wth...the chicken is uncooked..and somemore so obvious...i was like..diao...then after that..neoprint finish..went home....yawn.....

God,plz forgiv me for wad my mouth had said and wad i had done...i rilli donno on this...stop or nt...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:47 PM


Tuesday, May 15, 2007
OMG!!!!!carn thank God enuff..omg...even the time at 12.15..there no more bus for me to get back home...came a bus 165...omg.....its juz so happening la...tik God heard my prayer...cos..don wanna take cab home..aniwae..i also gt nt enuff..already planning to bargain with the taxi driver....lucky a bus 165 came by...i quickly run there....when i reach home....change my clothes...straight away there thanking God like siao....

aniwae..todae gt history and D&T paper....juz so luan la...so unprepared..so called forgotten abt it...plae till forgot le...lol...first time sia....D&t draw like siao...nt enuff time sia....tik out of 100 will get 30 plus max lo....min 20...pathetic rite???then history...no nid see de...sure,comfirm,guarrentee chop fail de...lol...after the papers...check wif my friend comfirm no paper le...then weee!!!went out awhile...then went home to change...and then went out again to meet marcus and amanda...went to marina square and suntec walk walk..plae abit of arcade..like 1 buck like tt...then...after that..went to her place..marcus sae helpping her somestuff...so..i went there to plae guitar...eh..nt bad lei...gt improve..at least can plae a few songs...clap clap clap...haha...but..still gt rms for improvement...left her place at about 10.45..then wait for a bus 12 to PP..when reach PP...76 go le...i was like..sian..thank God there still bus 135 to amk...then reach amk is like...12.04??lol...then...started to walking out of hub...praying that...one bus would come...awhile later...yup a bus came!!!!!i was like...omg...faster chiong!!!thank God tt the bus driver willing to wait awhile...lol...haha....

weee!~ tml no sku!!!=D
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:49 PM


OMG!!!!!carn thank God enuff..omg...even the time at 12.15..there no more bus for me to get back home...came a bus 165...omg.....its juz so happening la...tik God heard my prayer...cos..don wanna take cab home..aniwae..i also gt nt enuff..already planning to bargain with the taxi driver....lucky a bus 165 came by...i quickly run there....when i reach home....change my clothes...straight away there thanking God like siao....

aniwae..todae gt history and D&T paper....juz so luan la...so unprepared..so called forgotten abt it...plae till forgot le...lol...first time sia....D&t draw like siao...nt enuff time sia....tik out of 100 will get 30 plus max lo....min 20...pathetic rite???then history...no nid see de...sure,comfirm,guarrentee chop fail de...lol...after the papers...check wif my friend comfirm no paper le...then weee!!!went out awhile...then went home to change...and then went out again to meet marcus and amanda...went to marina square and suntec walk walk..plae abit of arcade..like 1 buck like tt...then...after that..went to her place..marcus sae helpping her somestuff...so..i went there to plae guitar...eh..nt bad lei...gt improve..at least can plae a few songs...clap clap clap...haha...but..still gt rms for improvement...left her place at about 10.45..then wait for a bus 12 to PP..when reach PP...76 go le...i was like..sian..thank God there still bus 135 to amk...then reach amk is like...12.04??lol...then...started to walking out of hub...praying that...one bus would come...awhile later...yup a bus came!!!!!i was like...omg...faster chiong!!!thank God tt the bus driver willing to wait awhile...lol...haha....

weee!~ tml no sku!!!=D
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:49 AM


Monday, May 14, 2007
omg..jackie pullinger conference is so gd man..powerful...gt bless by that!!1she is a funny lady too...too bad sen cai is nt there....lol....ytd..lester and dene come find me sia..so nice of them...haha...lol..no la..ask that lester to return me my charger...lol...haha...then after that..went out to get my coffee from aaron..then saw sen cai...yup..then brought him to them..haha...lester still sae wan go wad bugis wad pastamania...lol...haha....then after that..went back for the conference again...heard from amanda(nt LS de)....the book, 'chasing the dragons' cost 21 bucks!!!!i was like..wa..so ex....hmm...then decicded nt to buy since wanna save money to return 'lao pa' money...hmm...delay for two days from deadline le...then after the conference...went to take mrt wif reagan...took mrt half way...we could feel someone shitting in the mrt..there is a strong smell of shit...then we look around..at our feet...no shit....then we move to the side...no more smell...then after when i was about to got off the train..saw some greenish greenish thing at the door...like some shit...then i know le..the smell came from there..wonder how it gt there...lol...qand i wonder how the lady there can stand the smell...lol...reach home around 11.45..straight away POMP on the bed...lol...

Todae...woke up and could nt find my parents...wanted to wish my mom happy mothers day...but..could nt find her...so when they come back...i completely forgotten about it...thank God that...they fetch me to church!!!!so happy...but..is becos...i asked them AND they are going to the chinese temple at bedok..so shun lu...lombang me there...but...still thank God for that!!!haha...then todae service end quite late...so..during the ministry time..actually wanted to go to the front..but..i check the time..cannot la...nid to meet my cousin and go down tgt for family dinner at 5...and it end at 4.30..i was like...argh..'God..though i m nt at the front..plz minster me thru here...'the presence of the Holy Spirit was strong man...feel blessed....then after service...zr juz tell me...do i hav ani financial problems...i hav to sae that..i gt abit...abit only...then he sae..forget it...i no nid return...then i sae nid to return..then he don wan accept...then i sae i juz gib..no matter wad...i juz giv...then he turn to his back and sae wadever lo...i was like....wth....feel that..attitude!!!i juz grab my back and leave the expo..and chiong down to cousin place...and went down with the family...i tok to marcus...so desperate to find ppl tok la...couldnt find anione..then juz tok to him...yup..so blah blah blah blah..nth much...then when i reach at the venue for dinner...wish my mom 'happy mother's day' she was delighted...can see...becos..all this years..i hardly wish her 'happy birthdae' or 'happy mothers day'...lol....half way through..syl called....so sri man...i was eating...hand veri oily cos of those chillie gravy...and somemore the place veri noisy...so...sri for the loudness and so..so sri man..forgiv me....i didnt mean it...
after dinner..went home..super bloated sia...used com straight...haha....yup..nw here blogging....haha

That all for todae...TATA!=D
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:25 PM


Saturday, May 12, 2007
Todae math paper....it didnt came out wad i expected lo...i tot it would be easy...in fact..its much more difficult then paper 2 lo....and somemore cannot use pencil do working..all my paper is full of working...wonder how mrs thiruman gg to mark it..lol..going to squeeze her eyes to mark it...lol...it took me 1h to finish la....normally like oni 30 min,.....this year 1h...then after that...hav a feeling that...check..there alot of mistake in it...i used the whole 15 min to check..indeed...i found some errors....which i thank God for it...haha...then after math paper...physics...another problem..all i studied during the break...when paper come...my mind went blank..and all the question can be found in the 10 year series book....and somemore...i write till blur le...at section B sae ans two out of three question..i answer all three...when i saw that..teacher saw pens down le..i quickly took my pen and erase it...super untidy la....weee...exams so called over le...two more papers...i will jump le!!out everyday!!haha....then todae went to lunch with jolin,dionis bin quan,wei en and brian....another laughing day...haha....after that..went home...super sian la....donno wad to do...walk here and there...lol....then tiking of trying to plae black eyes peas "where is the love' using a normal classical guitar wif metal strings as a bass...for the first part i can le lo..but for the behind part....still struggling...hmmm....nt bad...i manage to know it in one day...'clap clap clap..'lol.....haha...
Oh man....carn wait for tml Jackie Pullinger Conference,Minister witht he poor.....hahaha

that it for todae...TATA!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:50 PM


Friday, May 11, 2007
Kent Henry -
"Spirit Touch Your Church"

Lord we need Your grace and mercy
We need to pray like never before
We need the power of Your Holy Spirit
To open Heaven's door
Spirit touch Your church
Stir the hearts of men
Revive us Lord
With Your passion once again
I want to care of others
Like Jesus cares for me
Let Your rain fall upon me
Let Your rain fall upon me
Lord we humbly come before You
We don't deserve of You what we ask
But we yearn to see Your glory
Restore this dying land

Got this from Vashon...find that it is quite a powerful song...can still rmb tt time during Pastor Benny Hinn seminar...think gt sing this song..is a veri powerful song...its struck me alot...yup...Thanks Vashon!!!!

Todae....the chinese paper like shyt la....the chem gt abit of chance to pass...hmm...after exam...same thing lo..makan...then go library....study abit...then after go hub with jolin,dionis,brian and binquan....super funny la...esp brian reaction....super funny....we laugh in mac like...everyone was looking at us...then around us..ppl..like 'zao zao...this ppl siao liao..'...haha...super funny la....haha...then saw yew fie...my encounter guide...yup...then jolin was like...'I tot u are pointing to the person near the chair there' i was like..diao....the person was standing for veri long...if i know him i would hav called him long ago...haha....my phone become famous for one video...lol....thanks to syamil!!ahaaha
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:12 PM


Thursday, May 10, 2007
wa...todae EL paper 2 like siao....y nt mrs Koh set...mayb she set is easier...lol...Math paper 2..also..another wan....took me 1h 20 min to finish when i was given 1h 40 min..i was..SHYT!! no time liao..dasmond can be there sleeping..lol...after exam...when to market to makan again...with wei en and jh and chen yang...then saw cheryl they all...then when we sat down...jude,lester,sen cai and vincent came....i was like...omg...then...jude di siao abit...and that lester....sae till so loud...wth..i was quite piss off la..aniwae..i hope senc ai had nt told u anithin about me.....if he did ar..wa....sian....then after that....i on my phone for some 'classic' song...and jh was like..there...'grow up la....how old liao...childish'...i was like..'erm...im growing but i grow inside and outside..its juz that...yup...'wen to study chem at amk library....then went home at around 4...and that chen yang make me laugh like siao...becos he was looking at my phone the funny wan...scary movie 1 where the ghost went to call and then they sae "Whats up' together...so...before we left...we saw some juniors outside the lirbary....then he went to knock at the glass door and when the juniors look over..he shouted 'WAD UP!!!!!!' with the this face =P....i was like..laughing like hell la...he sae i gt too many laughing gas...yup...tt all for todae....lol...donno wad to write....but seriously....for nw....i rilli donno who to trust...hmmm...haix...God help me....oh ya..sae till this...i remembered...todae in exam..after math paper...i wrote a stupid poem...its about my life....on how i sin,wad i encounter,which path i walk..y i chosed the wrong path...emo la...lol
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:56 AM


wa...todae EL paper 2 like siao....y nt mrs Koh set...mayb she set is easier...lol...Math paper 2..also..another wan....took me 1h 20 min to finish when i was given 1h 40 min..i was..SHYT!! no time liao..dasmond can be there sleeping..lol...after exam...when to market to makan again...with wei en and jh and chen yang...then saw cheryl they all...then when we sat down...jude,lester,sen cai and vincent came....i was like...omg...then...jude di siao abit...and that lester....sae till so loud...wth..i was quite piss off la..aniwae..i hope senc ai had nt told u anithin about me.....if he did ar..wa....sian....then after that....i on my phone for some 'classic' song...and jh was like..there...'grow up la....how old liao...childish'...i was like..'erm...im growing but i grow inside and outside..its juz that...yup...'wen to study chem at amk library....then went home at around 4...and that chen yang make me laugh like siao...becos he was looking at my phone the funny wan...scary movie 1 where the ghost went to call and then they sae "Whats up' together...so...before we left...we saw some juniors outside the lirbary....then he went to knock at the glass door and when the juniors look over..he shouted 'WAD UP!!!!!!' with the this face =P....i was like..laughing like hell la...he sae i gt too many laughing gas...yup...tt all for todae....lol...donno wad to write....but seriously....for nw....i rilli donno who to trust...hmmm...haix...God help me....oh ya..sae till this...i remembered...todae in exam..after math paper...i wrote a stupid poem...its about my life....on how i sin,wad i encounter,which path i walk..y i chosed the wrong path...emo la...lol
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:56 AM


Wednesday, May 09, 2007
i don wan to tok alot on this...u know wad i will sae or nt...if u tik that..i said those...i gt nth to sae...if u don tik..and it was all a story...u trust that i don...i appreciate that...i've been changing and growing....mayb nt up to your standard....yup...mayb for some stuff i did sae be4...and i keep repeating it...tell me...i will know it...for nw..as i sae...i DON take things for granted nw...believe me or nt..up to you...God sees,Devil sees and u see..nth to hide...yup...

nvm...get it or nt...up to u...aniawe..get back to the main point....todae..SS like siao la....1h oni and i nid to scribble and scribble like mad....but no confident to pass...nvm...i leave it to God....after exam..went to hav breakfast aka lunch with sen cai and jh...then....after that..wanna go study....so went to sen cai place...in the end...jh and sen cai end up sleeping...i was there plaeing his guitar...lol...after that..went back to sch becos sen cai nid to meet his friend...then jh at tt time sae don wan go le...lol...so..i went his sen cai and his friend...then....at first...nt rilli study....juz like wad aaron said..if im down...find someone to tok to...yes..i found one...and is a christian...i pour out everything...feel much better....after tt..study....carn concentrate...went to look at books....read the book "conversation with God for Teens"...its nt a gd book man....haha...then after that...he went to look for books and then i went to make a call..came back..he gav me a book called "Ghost, a christian encounter"..i read it le....i been making up alot of things to scare him la..but failed.....=.='''
after awhile..saw sharon and valerie...they also come and study...and after awhile ltr..saw govinda and carine...then left about 5.20pm...weee~tml math paper!!!!comfirm pass de!!aim to get B3 for it...sen cai invited me to his sermon this sat..wonder show i go...lol....he sae..pastor kong hee gg to preach a powerful sermon....invite me to go...hmmm....see how first ba!
rilli...todae sen cai is so different...he even help me with tt...yup...i know wad to do...but..after exam!!=)
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:18 AM


Tuesday, May 08, 2007
OMG!!!todae paper 1....El was quite ok....but when its come to chinese..i was like..'SHYT!!!i gt no chinese dictionary and nw die liao...surely donno alot of words...' indeed...the paper came out super difficult la..and somemore plus the hot weather,after recess...super tired and eyes super pain and hot!!but thank God i manage to finish it around 1h15 min...the chi paper was 2h..wonder y they make it two hours...so long...so..after the checking,normally would have extra paper..so was there writting lyrics...christian song lyrics...and was like super messy and nice....the wae if u look from far..quite nice....das and others sae it look veri nice....even samuel!!nw...hav to wait for samuel to scan liao and send to me....anyway...today the compo to write in English...is the person i admire most...i was like...erm...how ar..can write God nt??becos..i was tiking..if i write..somehow..teacher read le...yup...but..come to the second tot...wad if teacher find it supernatural??and we are nt suppose to write supernatural....it took me 5 min to tik lo...then..i was like...k..fine...juz rite the person i admire most is my parents...lol...then during the break...donno wad to study...find no reason to study cchinese compo other than the writting format...lol....when the paper come donno wad to write sia...
In the morning...i prayed before i touched the pen...so..it was quite smoothly....everything was ok...assurance was there....but..when it comes to the chinese paper...i was like..wth....so lost and BLANK!!!becos...i forgot to pray about it....so...i was tiking..after i do finish the test...mayb write something in the piece of paper to God...though i did nt throw...its so messy....wonder if samuel manage to find it..haha...i still keep the paper...haha....After exam...went for lunch with the gang...then...after that..went to study wif JH and Chen yang and brian...for the first 1h 30 min +...i manage to absorb alot of things...but...after that...cannot concentrate le...no matter wad...nth goes in after tt 1h 30 min...yup..oh ya..one thing super funny....when we came in..we saw this deyi couple...they super open la...the guy went to touch the gal waist and then study....then after awhile...he put his hand on the gal thigh..i was like...wa lau..public in sch u lei...then after that...the gal lie on the guy shoulder..holding hands...i was like....er...ok....then..when cannot study le....tt chen yang la...stupid...come up different beatbox...super funny..even one guy near us..was there laughing lo...then...chen yang still coming up with different stupid beatbox...i could nt control animore...i juz bend down and laugh and laugh and laugh......then they were like...'OMG!!i donno you...so funny meh??' then straight away left the library...me and chen yang went to amkhub since we are gg to same bus stop but different bus....then we went in to the sports shop...so..alot of nice running shoe!!!!so tempting to buy!!after that...went home....yup....
needa pray for tml SS exam le...when i was like..sleep in class all the time...lol
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:47 AM


Sunday, May 06, 2007
wth....i suddenly feel so luan.....i rilli do not know i did the correct thing anot....i had taken this big risk...and is like....i gt driften back from God...which i feel uttterly ashamed and guilty about it....i know if i tell zr or alvin about it...i know their ans....but..i carn do this...its too bad....i rilli carn do it....but...during CG ytd..alvin metion

God has his way for us...and its depend on whether we do it His way OR our way. juz like tt time king David was carrying the ark and when his servant went to touch the ark...the person was struck dead immediately...and in fact..in the first place...oni the levites were allowed...and...even if they carry..they are to use a pole...nt their hands...

I rilli need to pray about it....i don dare to tik so much...but...i oni care for the present...
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:23 AM


Saturday, May 05, 2007
went to watch midnite movie with das though is veri wierd....but who cares???my best bro and pal for 2 years!!a person for me to tok to when i nid help!ha...thanks bro!!we went to watch spiderman3....it didnt turn out to wad i expect....i find it quite boring....lol...but..still i giv an A for the show...haha....but before i go watch..das told me..meet at 11.30...so..i reach early...at around 11.15...then...i wait till 11.56 then he come!!!i was like....wad the hell....u sae 11.30...lol....so during the time...was toking to her...both sms and phone(awhile oni...).....yup....miss her loads!=)
tml...cell group at 10.00 am...and nw i still haven sleep..die..tml sure cannot wake up...nvm..by God's strength,i will be able to!!!Amen!!haha...
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:30 PM


Friday, May 04, 2007
wad de...nw the whole class know about us thanks to jh and ivan and lester and donno who else...feel quite pressured at first...after awhile...ok le....and...tt stupid jun hao...super idotic and irritatin...keep asking about me and her since morning sch till 5 plus...then i juz had enuff of it...i juz shout at him....then he gt piss off....i mean...since u know who is it...then no nid to ask north ask east(in chinese)...do u know its is super irritating??
after that..gt a free consultation with mr ramesh....then...went back to classroom to study...omg..the enviroment super nice la...no one disturb or shouting....then tt sen cai...sae wan to study...i started at around 3.40...then he came back 4 plus....then slept for about one hour...then wake up..study for about one hour....then sae gt study...hello....i study for 3h non stop...u wan see whos eyes is pain or who is veri tired.....then when she walk pass...dotz...dao her liao(sri!!!!)...focusing alot on my history....then sen cai and jh gav me the look..i was like....wth...stop it...i feel veri uneasy...reach home at 6....juz nice...parents came back home le....juz nw...while watching show...suddenly an image flash at my mind..i could see a small boy...lost his way and could not find his parents....the boy was so lost and there crying....no one wants to help him...then one man came to help him..im nt being kua zhang....but....i feel pity for that boy....wad is this image showing??i donnno....wad its showing....
then...todae while studying half wae....i could see that....on my birthdae tt day....he was nt there with me at all...he didnt even gav me a birthdae prayer...then on his birthdae....he forgot to sms me....informming me....oni after someone sms remind him...then he invite me...and i stay thru out even its still late at nite and i still make an effort down....its super sad la....was listening to the song 'To You Alone' by hillsongs..then...yup....almost cried....wth..i don even know wad i m toking nw....
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:17 PM


Thursday, May 03, 2007
Todae...raining...super cold la...brought jacket to sch...dene seems to like my jacket alot....and is like..hole here and there...zip spoil..lol...mayb she oni like the smell of the jacket...haha....so...during recess...this guy was there...like di xiao him...and he is like already veri ke lian..so..i juz sae...'aiya...stop it le la....' then he gav me attitude saeing 'u can control me ar?wad u wan?u can control me ar?' i was like...k...fine....be patient wif it....then actually wan tok back the..then the other guy sae...u also another wan..don touch me...i was like..wtf?i was helping u and then u reprimand me??fine...i don care..juz walk away...somehow..it spoils my mood for the dae...then...after sch...stayed back for SS consultation since dene gt consultation till 4.30..i rather study in class...so...mood quite irritated at tt time..then..i juz move my chair upwards and actually sitting beside zoei..then..i tot...i move left..let dionis and them sit tgt..then when i shift ther..then..they sae...dionis sit there wan...u sit there for wad...then i sae...i tot u all sit tgt wan...they sae..ya la...but u tik so small space can meh..i mean..hello..there was enuff space lo...then...jolin still sae i petty...i mean hello....carn u juz see im nt in the correct mood??and 4 gals to one guy...shoot like siao...so..i tot..'aiya...forget it.....todae sway la...'then move to the back cool down a while...then mmove back to the front sit with brian and chee how and afiq and szean...at least learn abit....so...after consultation...rest awhile...then continue to do my homework and revision...i find tt revision in class is a gd thing..so quiet....peaceful....that the enviroment i wan man!!!so..listening to mp3 and doing EL and chem...then dene came to find me after her consultation...she can feel tt...i somehow nt in the correct mood..so..she left early(sri dene!!!!)...so..i alone in the classroom continue to do my work...at least i learnt something in the textbk of chem..haha....and i also use the opportunity to get back to God...spent time wif Him..had been unable to spent time with Him and really feel guilty about it....so...all the wae..till 4.30 pm...went home and then...pomp on the bed...super comfortable la....study the whole dae....haha...then..went to prepare basic dinner for the family since the whole family is out and then no one cook and plan to eat packet which is like...also ex...yup....after that..sms her...omg...im crazy liao....keep tiking of her....but...erm...im crazy about God even more!yup...^.^

to my lao pa in christ:i could not find you when i nid you....and i could nt feel the father's love that were meant for me....i wonder...is u pity me then u take me or u are using me or u rilli want to take gd care of me....everytime..after service....u r lost...and same..im like a 3 year old kid who is lost in the streets....couldnt find the parents....i don expect u rilli scarifice for me...but..at least...the basic love tt i wan...can u gib me that??
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:41 PM


Wednesday, May 02, 2007
wa..todae..super fun.. wake up in the morning to study awhile..then after that..went to citylink to meet amanda and marcus....they saw wan watch movie...damm marcus...told me book tix le and somemore horror movie...i swore that i wont watch horror movie in my life again liao..somehow they managed to so called pull me there...lol....then in the end..no show to watch..watch the letters of death....its NC 16..yup..but tik shld be able to scam in...haha..then went for lunch...then marcus sae that he gt a tix to theme park which is due on 31st april when there is no 31 april...lol....so..shld be 1st may...hahaahha..super fun la....and they pull me in to the haunted house..i was so super freaking shock.....super scary..marcus was like..aiya...i go till i don wan go le....i was hiding behind amanda back...screaming and shouting like a siao kia....first time in my life to go into a haunted house....came out there trembling like..lol...then after that..went for some thriilling station...haha....too bad..inverter,rainbow close down...haha...so sad....the 'GO Kart! super fun la...followed by the viking...followed by motor boat and so on la...gt myself till so wet...hope she was there...haha....miss her terribly man.....haha...then in the end...gt super wet and then went for those ride that gt wind de..like viking....abit dry la..then...at last..super tired le...went to the locker there...take the bag and then stuck on the floor...lol..i still can take pictures sia...lol...after that..went for dinner at kfc..lucky i managed nt to go haunted house with them again...haha...then we tok lo...tok till go home...then marcus...took bus 21 back i tik...then me and amanda took bus 17 to bedok interchange...then tok...then thanks mom offered to fetch me home since she was near bedok...yup...msging her....love her lots man!!!tt all for todae..lol...sian..tml gt sch...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:50 PM


Tuesday, May 01, 2007
did i did the wrong thing??i hope i did nt....juz like wad ah bin said..'will it be forever?'....sae honestly....no offence if u read this....i rilli gt no guarrentee that...it will be forever or long lasting..u are growing...yup..u will meet alot of difficult circumstances..yup....sri....for nw....is that...i rilli hope u will be happy lo....u still gt long way to go...yup...plz don stretch this topic till like as if i m gonna break relationship wif u...juz trying to express myself lo....there alot of question in my heart...trtying to figure it out the real ans and at the same time..i also hope u will come and know the Lord wif me nt becos..u wan to hang out wif me but i rilli hope u will be blessed by Him...haha...this sundae...i hope u will come wif me though the next day is the start of mid year exam..but..i hope u will gib Him few hours of your time and he will comfirm giv u back wad u need..yup....u know...it rilli hard for me to sae those words out..rilli...i will be as a red as an apple la....i hope u udst...im nt those...who will like...every nite call and then waste money on those kind of funny funny stuff...yup...i love you always!=)

i tik..its pretty obvious...yup..want to know more de hua...come and ask me...mayb or mayb nt i will tell u..haha...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:26 PM