kk..im back to blog....exam coming le...haha...todae went for service...the song follow the son....is nice sia..haha....and this word 'called upon the name of the Lord and be saved',it minister to me alot...i cried and cried....nt oni this...becos of something that happen few days ago...i was so called abit dissappointed...like a knife pierce through my heart...yup...nvm...i shall leave that to the end....yup..haha....my weekend to me is not weekend sia....teachers gave a bunch of homework..and i haven done finish...haha...haix...tonite nid to ton xiao le...haha...that dae fridae,stayed back to study with brian..ahaha...she a gd buddy of mine in class...i don hav ani rilli closed friend in class...so far think oni got das and brian...as for jh...i donno la...i gav in alot le...he still like that...i don wan becos a jacket then spoil the friendship...i don tik is worth it lo...as i tell brian...so far...two years in my christian life....one thing that i always learn is to forgive..and not to bear any grudges...even how too much is it..even if angry...is oni angry for like 2 days or so...yup...hahah...then after that...we were doing some magic!!!haha....some lame stuff to de-stress....haha....come ask me and i show u the video..ahahah....today i nv went for CG....reason is becos...i rilli not in the mood...even if i go..i tik i will spoil the thing....so..i would rather not go...then when meet le...ruth ask me why i nv go CG...i juz sae..don feel like...cox got some personal probs im facing...is not that i don wan to share...in fact,i rilli wan to share...but i m rilli scared after some incidents in the past..i would rather keep to myself then tell the ppl around me...the ppl i can trust rilli well is less then 10 fingers...haix...God is good...i felt renew again the house of God...today pastor mention of psalms 91...it been a chapter that i been reading everytime when i feel that when i nid help...yup...and today is about Protection...pray that God will make a hedge over me..hhaah..exam coming up...nid to hedge to keep away unwanted stuff...ahaha....tml start school le....about another 14 days...FYE!!!!!then i don tik i would be able or like to go for the re-encounter or CG...so plz udst...nt that i don wan go..is juz that...my results are deproving...i nid alot of time to chiong so that i can promote to sec 4...my math from b3 drop to c5 le...i cannot afford ani time to slack..yup....i was emoing the whole two day...aniwae..shandnt tok about this animore...i rilli donno which cell i belong to...i seems to be like appearing without a father beside me...haix.....vex vex vex!!!!!already so stress...yet im like finding alot of probs to add on it...i also want to jump away...but..juz like wad pastor sae, being christian doesnt mean that i would rilli hav nice life...problems are always popping out...but still there still times that i can relax...hahaa....nwxt year...Year Of Sabbath!!...which means...year of rest...looks like..i can focus alot in my N and O lvl le...haha....yeah!!!!!i rilli want to get into poly...i don wan to go ITE nor retain..is juz waste of time la...tml gonna stay back and study again in class...class is the place where i can rilli study fullly....i tried alot of places...library...to comfortable..outside...too hot...then with friends....veri distracted...yup...i found the correct place in class..haha...shun bian before leaving...clean the class and leave...haha...yes!!kk...gtg...will update soon...hmmm....

*I rilli donno wad to sae...but...i will still miss it...God Bless u in your life...during service...all i could think of the person to bless it u...yup...=)God Bless