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Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Today morning wake up..was like...so pissed off la...downstair doing the upgrading lift thing...then..is like so so so noisy la...feel like throwing water downstairs...i was like sleeping so soundly..nan de i can sleep so well..then kena disturb like that...sian diao la...then woke up...go and brush all this...so sian la...at home..donno where to go and go with who...so..rot at home...went to search the song "God of my forever"...veri hard to find sia...then finally found it at youtube..thanks tot he chc singer who uploaded it...quite nice though
then...is like so bored la..and laxy..hungry but lazt to go downstairs and buy...then forget it...eat maggie mee..sri..i broke my promise again...promise you that i wont eat maggie mee..but still i eat again..hehe
then went to play audi...juz got back to it...bo bian..its a way to entertain myself since im not going out and so on...then play play....play till evening...haha..yawn...bored....
omgosh..this few days...stuck at com like 24hours..nv go work out all this..wa..die...gonna be like this certain guy soon...nooooooooo!!!gonna go excercise le!!!!
I hope you are not lieing to me...i don like people who are like hypocrite..be a 2 sided person...u wan block me...u tell me...no nid to do it secretly and then sae u online but in offline mode..how i know whether you are online??i got my own sources..better nt try me.you know who you are
then...is like so bored la..and laxy..hungry but lazt to go downstairs and buy...then forget it...eat maggie mee..sri..i broke my promise again...promise you that i wont eat maggie mee..but still i eat again..hehe
then went to play audi...juz got back to it...bo bian..its a way to entertain myself since im not going out and so on...then play play....play till evening...haha..yawn...bored....
omgosh..this few days...stuck at com like 24hours..nv go work out all this..wa..die...gonna be like this certain guy soon...nooooooooo!!!gonna go excercise le!!!!
I hope you are not lieing to me...i don like people who are like hypocrite..be a 2 sided person...u wan block me...u tell me...no nid to do it secretly and then sae u online but in offline mode..how i know whether you are online??i got my own sources..better nt try me.you know who you are
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:29 PM
Y 12:29 PM
Monday, October 29, 2007
kk...donno why after today service...i got the veri urge to type in the blog for my confession for drawing so far from God...
1)because of the past relationship,i had gone so astray from God..had neglected Him,had not been using His name properly
2)been having a serious bad attitude this few weeks...cause alot of unhappiness with my family and my friends
3)Words are not to be said out..(esp vulgar language!)
4)too sensitive..on wad?cannot sae...oni God knows
5)because of my ignorance and stubborness, i had cause hurts to some people..(please forgive me!!!!)
6)having the wrong mindset!
7)not going cell group..
8)been doing the wrong stuff.
9)because of my exam,i had not put God first in my life
10)had walk the opposite direction that God had given me.\
11)strongholds!(I break that in the name of the Lord!!)
12)haven taken the step of faith
I think there is still more...but carn think out...today in service,feel that God had told me one thing is to let go everything...put everything at his foot...do not harden my heart animore..confess...sorry...to thoes who i so called attitude to...please forgiv me....
I'll sing to You Lord a hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
And I'm carried in everlasting arms
You never let me go through it all
HERE I STAND
FOREVER IN YOUR MIGHTY HAND
LIVING WITH YOUR
PROMISE WRITTEN ON MY
HEART
I AM YOURS
SURRENDERED WHOLLY TO YOU
YOU SET ME IN YOUR FAMILY
CALLING ME YOUR OWN
NOW I,
I BELONG TO YOU
ALL I NEED YOUR SPIRIT,
YOUR WORD, YOUR TRUTH
HEAR MY CRY, MY DEEP DESIRE TO
KNOW
YOU MORE
IN YOUR NAME
I WILL LIFT MY HANDS
TO THE KING
THIS ANTHEM OF
PRAISE I BRING
HEAVEN KNOWS
I LONG TO LOVE YOU WITH
ALL I AM
I BELONG TO YOU
God please forgive..nw i had fallen down...help me to stand up again..open my eyes so that i may see what i and doing and the people around me and also to see your miracles,help me to open up my ears,so that i can listen to wad u wan to tell me,gib me the strength to fight for you..help me to open my mouth but open my mouth nt for things that i shld not be saeing but open for prayer.prayer that fights,prayer that bless,prayer that giv the smooth feeling..Light up my path as i continue to serve You.Thank You for sending Jesus Christ 2000 years ago to die for us..I am a sinner,please wash me clean,i want to continue to know more about You. I am now Yours,take me, mould me,gib me eternal life..for in john 3:16 is said that thoes who believe in Him shall not perish but hav eternal life..i lay my burdens at the cross..lift me up so that i may see the wonderful thing and fabulous stuff created by You...i was once lost but nw im found..by who?by You! The God who saves! Nw,i want to walk right with you,do not put me on a string and let me walk..even if i must walk,please be with me..so Lord, i commit this time unto you and prayed that the angels will surround me with your protection..thank you Lord in Jesus name i pray,Amen!
Nw technology so fa da...how i wish i can send an email to God..lol..
1)because of the past relationship,i had gone so astray from God..had neglected Him,had not been using His name properly
2)been having a serious bad attitude this few weeks...cause alot of unhappiness with my family and my friends
3)Words are not to be said out..(esp vulgar language!)
4)too sensitive..on wad?cannot sae...oni God knows
5)because of my ignorance and stubborness, i had cause hurts to some people..(please forgive me!!!!)
6)having the wrong mindset!
7)not going cell group..
8)been doing the wrong stuff.
9)because of my exam,i had not put God first in my life
10)had walk the opposite direction that God had given me.\
11)strongholds!(I break that in the name of the Lord!!)
12)haven taken the step of faith
I think there is still more...but carn think out...today in service,feel that God had told me one thing is to let go everything...put everything at his foot...do not harden my heart animore..confess...sorry...to thoes who i so called attitude to...please forgiv me....
I'll sing to You Lord a hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
And I'm carried in everlasting arms
You never let me go through it all
HERE I STAND
FOREVER IN YOUR MIGHTY HAND
LIVING WITH YOUR
PROMISE WRITTEN ON MY
HEART
I AM YOURS
SURRENDERED WHOLLY TO YOU
YOU SET ME IN YOUR FAMILY
CALLING ME YOUR OWN
NOW I,
I BELONG TO YOU
ALL I NEED YOUR SPIRIT,
YOUR WORD, YOUR TRUTH
HEAR MY CRY, MY DEEP DESIRE TO
KNOW
YOU MORE
IN YOUR NAME
I WILL LIFT MY HANDS
TO THE KING
THIS ANTHEM OF
PRAISE I BRING
HEAVEN KNOWS
I LONG TO LOVE YOU WITH
ALL I AM
I BELONG TO YOU
God please forgive..nw i had fallen down...help me to stand up again..open my eyes so that i may see what i and doing and the people around me and also to see your miracles,help me to open up my ears,so that i can listen to wad u wan to tell me,gib me the strength to fight for you..help me to open my mouth but open my mouth nt for things that i shld not be saeing but open for prayer.prayer that fights,prayer that bless,prayer that giv the smooth feeling..Light up my path as i continue to serve You.Thank You for sending Jesus Christ 2000 years ago to die for us..I am a sinner,please wash me clean,i want to continue to know more about You. I am now Yours,take me, mould me,gib me eternal life..for in john 3:16 is said that thoes who believe in Him shall not perish but hav eternal life..i lay my burdens at the cross..lift me up so that i may see the wonderful thing and fabulous stuff created by You...i was once lost but nw im found..by who?by You! The God who saves! Nw,i want to walk right with you,do not put me on a string and let me walk..even if i must walk,please be with me..so Lord, i commit this time unto you and prayed that the angels will surround me with your protection..thank you Lord in Jesus name i pray,Amen!
Nw technology so fa da...how i wish i can send an email to God..lol..
SIMPLE ME
Y 4:37 PM
Y 4:37 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
TOday...so sian la...woke up so early...then walking around the house aimlessly...gg to kitchen then go room..then go kitchen again...go bak room...ahha...then used com...so sian la..no one online...then went to plae audi..don worry
im stilla noob...haha...a veri noob...carn even win peihua...lol....she chancer man!chance for 130+...i can oni chance till 120...after that cmi le...lol..haha..aft 3.30 today..went to meet sze an...go peninsula...go all the way to city hall just to get two strings....lol...funny..then i got myself four picks..haha...im desperate for soft picks..haha...then got myself some bright picks..haha...the bass there are so nice la!!!!i don rilli go for the inside thing..as long as i can play..and the design is nice...i will buy it!..is super nice la and cheap...so tempting to buy...feel like taking the some part of the money to buy the bass...haha...then after that...went all the way to lil india to mustafa centre to check out price of memory card..so cheap!!!!!sony ericsson M2 memory card..1gb...40bucks!!!!!512mb...26 bucks!!!!so cheap!!!!!gonna save le..haha....was walking around mustafa...almost faint..the india insence smell..wa...faint...sze an nid to get earpiece...then we ask around...they sae go four floor...then i ask for earpiece
Me: Erm...can i know do u all have ear piece here?
Person: ear piece or ear *donno wad* think some casing or wad...
Me: Erm..no no no...i want the ear piece..long long want...got wire wan...
Person :ooh..that wan ar...go basement 2
lol...i was like diao...do they know english...haha...ear phones become ear piece..lol...*arent they the same??*
after sze an bought le..left mustafa...trying to so called "unlock" my bag... so hard to break it la...spent 10 min ther etrying to take out...when can...i notice that...actually juz pull..it will come out...lame...then while walking the insence smell come bak le..i was like...diao...why everywhere also got the smell...almost faint...lol...is so strong can?oh ya!! the mp3 there also veri cheap!!haha...the shirt also..ADIDAS!!!!!!adidas outlet sell 60+++, here oni sell 38+...i was like...omgosh..im eyeing on all these clothes!haha...
we were like deciding on what to take back home...i suggest bus...147...then when wan go to bus stop...don wan le...cox...already faint faint le..sit in bus..later everything vomit...so took mrt back instead...then sze an wan go makan..so go j8 makan...i feel like im his donno what la...help him to book seat,look after seat, help him to order food,help him to bring his food...haha...lol...after that...met liyu at j8...went popular and play some funny funny stuff...haha...then stand outside life bookstore..playing psp...after that..took a bus back home...outside the lift met my mom...came back from downstair....oh ya..also when i told my mom that my phone line temporary cut off...she got abit pissed off and then blame my dad blah blah blah...aiya..when will this ends???haix...
im stilla noob...haha...a veri noob...carn even win peihua...lol....she chancer man!chance for 130+...i can oni chance till 120...after that cmi le...lol..haha..aft 3.30 today..went to meet sze an...go peninsula...go all the way to city hall just to get two strings....lol...funny..then i got myself four picks..haha...im desperate for soft picks..haha...then got myself some bright picks..haha...the bass there are so nice la!!!!i don rilli go for the inside thing..as long as i can play..and the design is nice...i will buy it!..is super nice la and cheap...so tempting to buy...feel like taking the some part of the money to buy the bass...haha...then after that...went all the way to lil india to mustafa centre to check out price of memory card..so cheap!!!!!sony ericsson M2 memory card..1gb...40bucks!!!!!512mb...26 bucks!!!!so cheap!!!!!gonna save le..haha....was walking around mustafa...almost faint..the india insence smell..wa...faint...sze an nid to get earpiece...then we ask around...they sae go four floor...then i ask for earpiece
Me: Erm...can i know do u all have ear piece here?
Person: ear piece or ear *donno wad* think some casing or wad...
Me: Erm..no no no...i want the ear piece..long long want...got wire wan...
Person :ooh..that wan ar...go basement 2
lol...i was like diao...do they know english...haha...ear phones become ear piece..lol...*arent they the same??*
after sze an bought le..left mustafa...trying to so called "unlock" my bag... so hard to break it la...spent 10 min ther etrying to take out...when can...i notice that...actually juz pull..it will come out...lame...then while walking the insence smell come bak le..i was like...diao...why everywhere also got the smell...almost faint...lol...is so strong can?oh ya!! the mp3 there also veri cheap!!haha...the shirt also..ADIDAS!!!!!!adidas outlet sell 60+++, here oni sell 38+...i was like...omgosh..im eyeing on all these clothes!haha...
we were like deciding on what to take back home...i suggest bus...147...then when wan go to bus stop...don wan le...cox...already faint faint le..sit in bus..later everything vomit...so took mrt back instead...then sze an wan go makan..so go j8 makan...i feel like im his donno what la...help him to book seat,look after seat, help him to order food,help him to bring his food...haha...lol...after that...met liyu at j8...went popular and play some funny funny stuff...haha...then stand outside life bookstore..playing psp...after that..took a bus back home...outside the lift met my mom...came back from downstair....oh ya..also when i told my mom that my phone line temporary cut off...she got abit pissed off and then blame my dad blah blah blah...aiya..when will this ends???haix...
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:31 PM
Y 2:31 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
Ytd went to NYp for some workshop...about the mobile thing....though the workshop is fun...but...got no inspiration to make a animation...then anihow make...no head no end..lol...haha...but...sri for saying this...NYP is not my desire choice...though the requirement is low...
Forget it...its so lame...=.=
got the idea from carol blog..haha...aniwae..that syamil face..
After NYP..went to eat dinner with friends at NYP mac..the food there are so cheap la...lol...i mean the mac..is not the normal price de...all like student price!!
Today...woke up late...gotta go yishun stadium for the sports day...if thoes who are wondering why i still go since i told u all that i gg to pon..is because...im going bowling with them after sports day..so...might as well juz go..lol...walking around the stadium aimlessly...sian la...haha...when finally at 12.30 pm..when we can leave...we went to hougang superbowl...the first match...quite sian...donno wad wrog with my hand..roll the ball in the opposite direction...second math..got much better...haha...
the score for second match..haha...abit of improvement..last time..74..now 86..haha...
Omgosh...i had been stucking myself at night watching high school musical videos..haha..their concert..i was like...so regret sia...that time at dobby ghaut...saw the dvd...got enuff money to buy...then...tik forget it...nth much though.lol...when i watch the video..i was like...wtheck...i rilli wan the dvd!!T.T
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:51 PM
Y 12:51 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Dance part 1
Dance part 2
actually...donno why...there is a fire of passion for dancing..lol...haha...i used to like it and hav big interest in it when i was in p6 to sec 2 mid year..then after that..think no use le..cox..no talent..haha..but..then after today dance...found abit of interest in it..haha..no...i shld not dance..cox..no talent..haha..but i love watching people dance..haha..ask nu er teach me??eek...cannot...donno why damm ps..lol..hahaah xP
today in class they were doing the tarot thing..so i juz join in the fun lo...find it nonsense la..cards decide your future...lol...crap...but..not bad...all are quite positive..haha...love life and studies..haha...but apparently i don believe in it..
Love life:to put it simple...i will find a partener...hav a gd future...i will put up with her any ignorance(=))..but...i will use kiss and sex to have the partner..(crap!!!!)..together with the partner will face parental objection(lol)....but will still be together..lol...for now..put away the past and make a new life..
Studies:I had work hard but didnt get nice result...and ppl around me are thoes slacker,so..i will also become slacker if i follow them..so must follow those intellectual friends..lol...in the future..i will go uni or college or pastor(lol) or some scientist thingie..
can sae the things are positive..but apparently i don believe it...siao..use kiss and sex to win the partner....nv in my life will i do that..and that the last thing i will do in my life...crazy la...ridiculous..and aniwae..i didnt set my life down for this kind of tarots..but i set down my life of the Person who had died on the cross for me..yup..
that weejie...funny..sae wan find me..then in the end...he didnt come to sch in the morning..lol...joker sia...
Dance part 2
actually...donno why...there is a fire of passion for dancing..lol...haha...i used to like it and hav big interest in it when i was in p6 to sec 2 mid year..then after that..think no use le..cox..no talent..haha..but..then after today dance...found abit of interest in it..haha..no...i shld not dance..cox..no talent..haha..but i love watching people dance..haha..ask nu er teach me??eek...cannot...donno why damm ps..lol..hahaah xP
today in class they were doing the tarot thing..so i juz join in the fun lo...find it nonsense la..cards decide your future...lol...crap...but..not bad...all are quite positive..haha...love life and studies..haha...but apparently i don believe in it..
Love life:to put it simple...i will find a partener...hav a gd future...i will put up with her any ignorance(=))..but...i will use kiss and sex to have the partner..(crap!!!!)..together with the partner will face parental objection(lol)....but will still be together..lol...for now..put away the past and make a new life..
Studies:I had work hard but didnt get nice result...and ppl around me are thoes slacker,so..i will also become slacker if i follow them..so must follow those intellectual friends..lol...in the future..i will go uni or college or pastor(lol) or some scientist thingie..
can sae the things are positive..but apparently i don believe it...siao..use kiss and sex to win the partner....nv in my life will i do that..and that the last thing i will do in my life...crazy la...ridiculous..and aniwae..i didnt set my life down for this kind of tarots..but i set down my life of the Person who had died on the cross for me..yup..
that weejie...funny..sae wan find me..then in the end...he didnt come to sch in the morning..lol...joker sia...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:52 AM
Y 10:52 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Today was fun!HAHA..went bowling...it is the post exam activities...long time nv bowl...lol...retire 1 year ago and my score is like shyt...skills...cmi...
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My Medal???nope..its not mine..is his>> (syamil) xD
Take alook at my beautiful score..see the " F" wan...me and ching kei got the same score...lol...if u cannot see..i got points of 74 total...so sucky la..
After that..went back to school...went lunch with them...haha...lazy to type out name...hav a fun lunch where?yup..it is...after that...went to walk walk...then saw nu er...in a shop..gazing at donno wad thing..oh ya...don worry hor!i won sae out who is he...lol..haha..can be at ease..haha...then...after the group went home...don wan go home so early...went back to look for her...hav a GREAT chat...a veri good chat...hmm..bonding??father daughter bonding??lol? xD u better pray hard that tml i don see him..if not i gonna make sure im gonna "counsel" him. how could he do that la??does taking a relationship fast will last long??i don tik so lo...and somemore...nvm...too personal to sae...don wan spoil your reputation..haha..see i so gd!lol..you all haven even reach the 3 months...and u all start that resiscutation(donno how to spell) le..lol...sri ar...nu er..lol...
After amk hub..was about to go home..then we were discussing something..then i saw WEEJIE!!!i was like.."SHYT!betta zao faster if not..wa..tml big news in school le..."..then faster run...lol...too bad..he saw me...after i zao to the back of mac..he called me...
Weejie:hey..Flavian..where you?
Flavian:'trying to cool down' eh..mac there?why you wan come find me ar?
Weejie:ohh..are u wearing a jacket?
Flavian:erm..nope?(but i did)
Weejie:oh..ok...bye bye
then in the bus...
Weejie:oi..don plae plae la...i know juz now u were running la
Flavian:NO la...you see wrong ppl le...
Weejie:funny...i now outside mac...u juz now sae u at mac there...
Flavian:eh..i now..going home le...
Weejie:aiyo..you donno how to make a white lie...veri obvious lo..if you in the first place sae you at home..i won be asking alot of question lo..alamak...and somemore..the gal..the face..keep smiling...and facing the direction you run..and somemore...your height...your bag...so familiar..if it could be grismond...cannot be..cause grismond got girlfriend le...then shld be you le lo!
Flavian:eh...but..why me?can be thomas??
Weejie:cannot be la...thomas got girlfriend le...
Flavian:aiya..forget it...i run cos don wan create misunderstanding ma..ltr soemone come beat me..lol
Weejie:see...i told you....i so clever...Tomorrow i go your class find you..hav a NICE chat with you..
Flavian:but what if i don come tomorrow?
Weejie:oh...then too bad...ltr i do something i donno hor
Flavian:argh!!fine...so gd ar...miracle sia..come my class find me...
Weejie:k ar?tml i come your clas find you and hav a NICE chat..
Flavian:whatever..come lo...i'll b waiting.
Weejie:ok
Flavian:bye bye
hang up...
I donno whether go sch not..lol...go la..get report book..but don wan the dance thingie..lol...i hopehe come tml..he wont ask stupid question...lol...i shld hav drag the time longer till 6.15 then go home..then wont saw him le..or..i shld not hav ask to sit down and discuss something..lol...nvm...aniwae...i also did nth wrong..not like im attached to her...lol...ask then ask lo..haha...
tml conversation will type it down here..haha..lol
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:35 PM
Y 12:35 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
WA....damm super pissed off la...nvm..
MY baby cousin family came to stay over night..early in the morning...so much noise
at 9.30+
baby cousin:*singing doreamon song and is rilli veri loud*
Me:wa piang...now wad time...forget it...close ear and sleep
Today...went YA...same as usual....fun though...then after that went home...Then i donno whether i took a correct or a wrong decision...i decided to go buy bubble tea..since i miss honeydew milkshake so much...but after that decision..it spoils the rest of the day....is like that..reach there with my cousin..
Lady:*saw me...and then face the guy beside me...(note that..the guy had already ordered his drinks and comfirm it le.) and tok to me..*what you want?*she also gib a xl face,as if she don wan serve me*
Me:*bear with it*erm..Honeydew milkshake please.
lady:Don hav milk shake.
Me:fine...then gib me passion fruit red tea with jelly
AFter that...i saw the milk...she told me no milkshake..then i ask again...
Me:U all got milk ar?tot you say don hav?
Lady:i say i got milk..you didnt see in front meh?got so many milkshake...why don hav milk?don hav put there for wad?
Me:*got quite pissed off le* Orh..then gib me honeydew milkshake ba..
Lady:so u wan wad now?honeydew or passionfruit red tea?
Me:Honeydew milkshake
Lady:orh.I juz now sae..i got millkshake but is ice milkshake,you heard wrongly.go and ask the people around you..did they heard me saeing no milkshake?
Me:....i believe what i heard..you said no milkshake..*they don even want to tok la*
Lady:i said got milkshake,u go and ask people la.
Donno what she mumbling...lol...
Me:*grab the milktea*
Lady:wei..u haven pay money.
Me:I tot i gav you juz now?
Lady:you haven pay the jelly money.
I juz grab ani coins out and juz gave it to her...don rilli expect a change..
Lady:oi! i haven return you money!
Me:whatever..*went back and took some*
Lady: OI!!haven take all yet la!
Me:f!cb...
Lady:cb wad?don cb me hor!cb is your mother..*she kept repeating the sentence* Students not suppose to like that
ME: DIAM LA!!!*walk away*
i mean...im a customer...they are not suppose to treat me like that...if in the first place...she didnt giv me that attitude.. i wont get pissed off and argue la...i will treat it as if my fault..but now is a different story...she juz pisses me off..she must be there thanking already that i haven settle the score for saeing cb is my mother...i know im nt setting a gd example to christian and kids...but...i tik if u were ther..u willl scold the person la...apparently she juz bo chap la....got so angry...gav the milkshake to my cousin...she was shock la...first time in her life see me so angry..then went home...got the news from my cousin that tml nid to do something...at 10 am
Cousin:tml nid to do the last praying to ah ma..at 10 am to around 4-5 PM..
Me:huh?!?!wad de...
Mom came home
Me:mummy,tml nid to do the praying meh?tot u sae oni today??
Mom:ya la..tml also have
Me:wa...now then u tell me...so uninformed..must tell me earlier ma
Mom:who sae i nv tell you?!i tell u on wed that we will be praying to ah ma
Me:yes!you did tell me,but you didnt tell me sunday have.
Mom:aiya..whatever la..up to you,u wan come or don come up to you la!
Me:....*forget it* go back to room
went back to the room...
Me:wth?!?!
Cousin:they juz simply make spoil my mouse the roller la..actually nt soft de...become so soft la...and my keyboard the protect..also take off le...omgosh
Cousin;lol..^_^III
so damm sway can?lucky not in the morning..if not..wa...no mood liao la...
I tot sweetalk is a gd reputation company??why become like that..this is not the first sweetalk i go like that de...i go others..wa...jia lat...this time the lady super idotic la..see her simply juz pisses me off..then mom also didnt gav me the correct infomation...then baby cousin make spoil my mouse...wa...damm irritating la...i pity my cousin..have to listen to my nagging for whole 2 hours...
Relationship..why does now a days,people keep getting into relationship?especially sec 1 and 2??because they thought that they had matured and grown up..they though that they are old enough to have it.If you notice,nowadays,even at the age of P4,they are getting into relationship...i can sae that,most are desperate..to put it short.Normally..if you like someone..you would oni see most of his good points and not bad points..which i tik is quite good..but...when you get into a relatonship,you begin to throw away the thought of the person good point and pin point the person bad point.i don't think its the right way of doing it.If u want a realtionship,make it till wedding can..not just for fun!there is still lots of infomation about it..lazy to type..
Plz forgiv me...i didnt mean to do all this..God plz...hav mercy on me...all the incense things...i m doing it juz to make my mom happy...i neglected you..and i also did not went for cell group..but! i will be going for service tml..i miss today the cell group...but not going to miss tml service..cannot man..
MY baby cousin family came to stay over night..early in the morning...so much noise
at 9.30+
baby cousin:*singing doreamon song and is rilli veri loud*
Me:wa piang...now wad time...forget it...close ear and sleep
Today...went YA...same as usual....fun though...then after that went home...Then i donno whether i took a correct or a wrong decision...i decided to go buy bubble tea..since i miss honeydew milkshake so much...but after that decision..it spoils the rest of the day....is like that..reach there with my cousin..
Lady:*saw me...and then face the guy beside me...(note that..the guy had already ordered his drinks and comfirm it le.) and tok to me..*what you want?*she also gib a xl face,as if she don wan serve me*
Me:*bear with it*erm..Honeydew milkshake please.
lady:Don hav milk shake.
Me:fine...then gib me passion fruit red tea with jelly
AFter that...i saw the milk...she told me no milkshake..then i ask again...
Me:U all got milk ar?tot you say don hav?
Lady:i say i got milk..you didnt see in front meh?got so many milkshake...why don hav milk?don hav put there for wad?
Me:*got quite pissed off le* Orh..then gib me honeydew milkshake ba..
Lady:so u wan wad now?honeydew or passionfruit red tea?
Me:Honeydew milkshake
Lady:orh.I juz now sae..i got millkshake but is ice milkshake,you heard wrongly.go and ask the people around you..did they heard me saeing no milkshake?
Me:....i believe what i heard..you said no milkshake..*they don even want to tok la*
Lady:i said got milkshake,u go and ask people la.
Donno what she mumbling...lol...
Me:*grab the milktea*
Lady:wei..u haven pay money.
Me:I tot i gav you juz now?
Lady:you haven pay the jelly money.
I juz grab ani coins out and juz gave it to her...don rilli expect a change..
Lady:oi! i haven return you money!
Me:whatever..*went back and took some*
Lady: OI!!haven take all yet la!
Me:f!cb...
Lady:cb wad?don cb me hor!cb is your mother..*she kept repeating the sentence* Students not suppose to like that
ME: DIAM LA!!!*walk away*
i mean...im a customer...they are not suppose to treat me like that...if in the first place...she didnt giv me that attitude.. i wont get pissed off and argue la...i will treat it as if my fault..but now is a different story...she juz pisses me off..she must be there thanking already that i haven settle the score for saeing cb is my mother...i know im nt setting a gd example to christian and kids...but...i tik if u were ther..u willl scold the person la...apparently she juz bo chap la....got so angry...gav the milkshake to my cousin...she was shock la...first time in her life see me so angry..then went home...got the news from my cousin that tml nid to do something...at 10 am
Cousin:tml nid to do the last praying to ah ma..at 10 am to around 4-5 PM..
Me:huh?!?!wad de...
Mom came home
Me:mummy,tml nid to do the praying meh?tot u sae oni today??
Mom:ya la..tml also have
Me:wa...now then u tell me...so uninformed..must tell me earlier ma
Mom:who sae i nv tell you?!i tell u on wed that we will be praying to ah ma
Me:yes!you did tell me,but you didnt tell me sunday have.
Mom:aiya..whatever la..up to you,u wan come or don come up to you la!
Me:....*forget it* go back to room
went back to the room...
Me:wth?!?!
Cousin:they juz simply make spoil my mouse the roller la..actually nt soft de...become so soft la...and my keyboard the protect..also take off le...omgosh
Cousin;lol..^_^III
so damm sway can?lucky not in the morning..if not..wa...no mood liao la...
I tot sweetalk is a gd reputation company??why become like that..this is not the first sweetalk i go like that de...i go others..wa...jia lat...this time the lady super idotic la..see her simply juz pisses me off..then mom also didnt gav me the correct infomation...then baby cousin make spoil my mouse...wa...damm irritating la...i pity my cousin..have to listen to my nagging for whole 2 hours...
Relationship..why does now a days,people keep getting into relationship?especially sec 1 and 2??because they thought that they had matured and grown up..they though that they are old enough to have it.If you notice,nowadays,even at the age of P4,they are getting into relationship...i can sae that,most are desperate..to put it short.Normally..if you like someone..you would oni see most of his good points and not bad points..which i tik is quite good..but...when you get into a relatonship,you begin to throw away the thought of the person good point and pin point the person bad point.i don't think its the right way of doing it.If u want a realtionship,make it till wedding can..not just for fun!there is still lots of infomation about it..lazy to type..
Plz forgiv me...i didnt mean to do all this..God plz...hav mercy on me...all the incense things...i m doing it juz to make my mom happy...i neglected you..and i also did not went for cell group..but! i will be going for service tml..i miss today the cell group...but not going to miss tml service..cannot man..
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:54 PM
Y 3:54 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
OH YEA!!!! I OFFCIALLY PROMOTED TO SEC 4!!!!(wonder if i got see wrong not...)
Thanks to my math and chi...if nt...bye bye le...also thank mrs Koh for pushing up my EL..ahah...not to thank GOD ALSO!!!!!oh yea!!!
so high la...went super high and is nt that kind of normal high...those who know me when i go high..is wad kind of high is that...lol...tml the final checking of marks le...i hope i didnt see wrong...lol..pray pray pray!!!
ytd i dreamt that my combined humanities got 51/100...when i got back the paper..i got 50/100..i was like...erm....where is the one mark..ahha..aniwae..must also thank God for it!!!now i can relax and go have my holiday...haha!!nw i shld play hard!!!haha
I woner shld i pon on fridae??3/4 of the class not going...F&N students don wan go see the teacher...class don wan take physics re test...D&T students don wan take D&T retest...if i don go...then...monday..is die dao..lol...if not...i go...nth happen and mondae...also kena scolded...lol...donno la..tik go to sch better...at least school air smells fresher..haha
Thanks to my math and chi...if nt...bye bye le...also thank mrs Koh for pushing up my EL..ahah...not to thank GOD ALSO!!!!!oh yea!!!
so high la...went super high and is nt that kind of normal high...those who know me when i go high..is wad kind of high is that...lol...tml the final checking of marks le...i hope i didnt see wrong...lol..pray pray pray!!!
ytd i dreamt that my combined humanities got 51/100...when i got back the paper..i got 50/100..i was like...erm....where is the one mark..ahha..aniwae..must also thank God for it!!!now i can relax and go have my holiday...haha!!nw i shld play hard!!!haha
I woner shld i pon on fridae??3/4 of the class not going...F&N students don wan go see the teacher...class don wan take physics re test...D&T students don wan take D&T retest...if i don go...then...monday..is die dao..lol...if not...i go...nth happen and mondae...also kena scolded...lol...donno la..tik go to sch better...at least school air smells fresher..haha
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:36 AM
Y 11:36 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Woke up late....didnt went to sch...aniwae..also nt feeling well also...then...continue to sleep...ask jolin,yahui and wei en to help me check result...yup....so.. jialat la...sri for using..but...i rilli cannot stand it animore...im so emo nw la...damm emo...
History:20/50 (nth to sae)
Social Studies:forgot to check
how am i going to bring glory to God with this shitty result??how am i going to face my parents?how am i going to tell them?how am i going to convince them that..God is true?i rilli donno....
History:20/50 (nth to sae)
Social Studies:forgot to check
how am i going to bring glory to God with this shitty result??how am i going to face my parents?how am i going to tell them?how am i going to convince them that..God is true?i rilli donno....
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:59 AM
Y 2:59 AM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
haix....tml the result...how i wish the time will juz stop at this morning and nt moving..then i no nid to worry about tml le..haix...so hard to put the result thing aside..then nw..haix....God plz help me!!!!!!!!
sen cai is rite....how can i bring glory to God with this kind of result??haix...i neglected everything and i got this result..rilli disappointing..haix...
can the time..plz go slower??God..hope u seeing this rite now...plz let me pass and be promoted to sec 4...i rilli don wan stayed back another year in sec 3...haix...tml will still be emo emo emo and emo..haix...
sen cai is rite....how can i bring glory to God with this kind of result??haix...i neglected everything and i got this result..rilli disappointing..haix...
can the time..plz go slower??God..hope u seeing this rite now...plz let me pass and be promoted to sec 4...i rilli don wan stayed back another year in sec 3...haix...tml will still be emo emo emo and emo..haix...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:16 PM
Y 1:16 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
OmTian...today juz woke up quite late la...thanks to a dream...which i pretty like it..its so super nice...but..it won ever happen...jus a dream..nt approiate to type down..aniwae....prepare everything...left home at 11.00..miss the bus..then the bus came at 11.30...lol...reach tanah merah mrt..saw daryl goh...long time no see..haha....then saw leng kee and then went to find hubert...haha...reach expo at 1pm..was like..oh shyt...then cannot find the base box....was like...running here and there...lol...in the end still make it on time...which is rilli Thank God for it!!the sermon todae was quite nice...God is good...but God is also a God of righteouness...no sin can come to him..yup..m i rite??lol..after that..went for cell...sri ar...i didnt mean to tok that way lo..but..im juz saeing out the truth...cannot lie wad..then sae lo...dotz...tik kena abit of influence from zr liao...the daoness...lol..when clarence mention bout having quiet time before exam...do quiet time in the morning...and then God gav him an A's...i was tiking...actually i also tried that...i put my alarm at 4.30...in the end...i woke up at 6.30..totally no time to hav quiet time...and then i got a shitty result..lol...im no comparing...or judging....juz donno how to sae la...haix...nvm...after that..went home...and watch tv...the show "Taxi"..is a nice show...i was like having the eager to watch the show everytime i saw the advertisment on TV mobile..not bad the show..haha...then after that..went to watch "wo de lao po wei man 18 sui"...hmm...quite funny la...haha...yup...haha
WEEE!~ going to taiwan soon!!!!omgosh!!!carn wait for it!!!!
38 more days!!!!!=))
Peeps!!if u wan me to help get something from there...plz let me know before i leave...haha...i nid to start taking down list le..haha..in case i forgot...and nt to forgot those birthdae present i owe..haha...either tell me in my tagbox,msn(for those who hav) or my hp...in case u donno...81886460..haha...when msg..plz leave your name..hahah...
WEEE!~ going to taiwan soon!!!!omgosh!!!carn wait for it!!!!
38 more days!!!!!=))
Peeps!!if u wan me to help get something from there...plz let me know before i leave...haha...i nid to start taking down list le..haha..in case i forgot...and nt to forgot those birthdae present i owe..haha...either tell me in my tagbox,msn(for those who hav) or my hp...in case u donno...81886460..haha...when msg..plz leave your name..hahah...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:01 AM
Y 1:01 AM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
K..shall make it short..haha...
Morning woke up....went to hav a swim at jurong...lol...then left at around 12.40....then...took a quick lunch with 2 breads...then rush all the way down from JURONG to KALLANG..then to CC...then...wheni reach the cc....syl tell me that...no YA...cox..hari raya holiday...was like...wtheck...rush down all the way from jurong then...sae no YA...lol...nt pissed la...haha...then stay around and chit chat and slack...haha...after that...donno wad to do...then follow they all to Funan...Pestiside and Eunice wanna get the lappy....jen wanna get a mp3...lol...after that....walk walk walk..walk till 5 plus...iszit??lol...then took a train to dobby ghaut...went to meet chen yang and joon hwee..they were at the bunk playing....so..i join in lo...after that...went to plaza the kopitian and eat the grilled chicken!!!!!omgosh...is so nice la....i had last eaten since after june holiday...lol....miss the taste...haha....but..donno why..the egg seemks to get salty...lol....after dinner...went back to bunk...met joon hwee the gan jie jie and friends...lol...DEJAVU!!!the incident is like i happen to dreamt of it before...lol...haha...when bunk and play and play and play...after that...went to arcade...thanks joon hwee for sponsoring all the basketball games...lol...was rilli shock when he pay for us la...lol...thanks!!!we plae till around 11..then zao le...chen yang and joon hwee stayed back continue to plae...
Oh ya...i notice there are more gays in jurong east then lil india..lol...haha...juz got back...lazy to bath..and is too late to bath le...ltr catch a flu...bo bian..tml must a super long bath!!and tml church!haha...
*Flav is still feeling veri emo la...haix...veri hard to cheer up....cox of the result thingie...trying to makes thing funny so that he will laugh..but failed...haix....
Morning woke up....went to hav a swim at jurong...lol...then left at around 12.40....then...took a quick lunch with 2 breads...then rush all the way down from JURONG to KALLANG..then to CC...then...wheni reach the cc....syl tell me that...no YA...cox..hari raya holiday...was like...wtheck...rush down all the way from jurong then...sae no YA...lol...nt pissed la...haha...then stay around and chit chat and slack...haha...after that...donno wad to do...then follow they all to Funan...Pestiside and Eunice wanna get the lappy....jen wanna get a mp3...lol...after that....walk walk walk..walk till 5 plus...iszit??lol...then took a train to dobby ghaut...went to meet chen yang and joon hwee..they were at the bunk playing....so..i join in lo...after that...went to plaza the kopitian and eat the grilled chicken!!!!!omgosh...is so nice la....i had last eaten since after june holiday...lol....miss the taste...haha....but..donno why..the egg seemks to get salty...lol....after dinner...went back to bunk...met joon hwee the gan jie jie and friends...lol...DEJAVU!!!the incident is like i happen to dreamt of it before...lol...haha...when bunk and play and play and play...after that...went to arcade...thanks joon hwee for sponsoring all the basketball games...lol...was rilli shock when he pay for us la...lol...thanks!!!we plae till around 11..then zao le...chen yang and joon hwee stayed back continue to plae...
Oh ya...i notice there are more gays in jurong east then lil india..lol...haha...juz got back...lazy to bath..and is too late to bath le...ltr catch a flu...bo bian..tml must a super long bath!!and tml church!haha...
*Flav is still feeling veri emo la...haix...veri hard to cheer up....cox of the result thingie...trying to makes thing funny so that he will laugh..but failed...haix....
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:14 PM
Y 3:14 PM
oh man.....i feel like stuffing myself with honeydew milkshake and passionfruit red tea....over depressed le...God help me....sob sob....haix....I WANT HONEYDEW MILKSHAKE!!!!!!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:04 PM
Y 12:04 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
WTH!!!!!!!! IM damm freaking pissed off!!!!!!!modd super low la...Got back stupid result....da ji rilli veri big lo...='(
rilli veri disappointed...i spend the whole one month to do my last revision...and is like...i stayed back almost everyday to revise...i did wad the teacher told me...study wad focus on wad so on and yet i do so badly...haix...
EL:oni got paper 2....45/80..then teacher sae paper 1 did rilli badly...
MT:60/100
Math:63/100(disappointing)
D&T:41/100
Physics:21/50
Chemistry:22/50
HIstory:unknown
Social Studies:unknown
see this stupid result..feel like taking the paper and tear it away....damm wad la....='(
Sorry...not that i don wan go...is..i rilli don hav the correct mood to go out...sri...plz...understand...
later gonna meet chen yang and ah bin at dobby for dinner...haix...
*Flav donno who to tok to...damm emo liao..
rilli veri disappointed...i spend the whole one month to do my last revision...and is like...i stayed back almost everyday to revise...i did wad the teacher told me...study wad focus on wad so on and yet i do so badly...haix...
EL:oni got paper 2....45/80..then teacher sae paper 1 did rilli badly...
MT:60/100
Math:63/100(disappointing)
D&T:41/100
Physics:21/50
Chemistry:22/50
HIstory:unknown
Social Studies:unknown
see this stupid result..feel like taking the paper and tear it away....damm wad la....='(
Sorry...not that i don wan go...is..i rilli don hav the correct mood to go out...sri...plz...understand...
later gonna meet chen yang and ah bin at dobby for dinner...haix...
*Flav donno who to tok to...damm emo liao..
SIMPLE ME
Y 5:04 AM
Y 5:04 AM
Monday, October 08, 2007
Wee!~after tml...yeah!!!!!!!!=PP
but apparently....tml exam...and im not rilli studying...despite i try to go inside my head...lol...how sia...haix...tonite nid to chiong again...haha...
but apparently....tml exam...and im not rilli studying...despite i try to go inside my head...lol...how sia...haix...tonite nid to chiong again...haha...
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:18 AM
Y 11:18 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Today i lead games....erm....the effect is was like 30% out of 100%....lol...nid to jy!!!!
I donno why i so jealous....of someone....lol....flav!!!wake up and chop chop!!!stop tiking le!!!do u no good...lol
after that..went to safra tampiness for cell....lol....plaed archery....im like so noob la...out of all of them...after that went for dinner...lol...i almost died!!!!!the meat choke at my windpipe...lol....i was like...so unable to swallow...straight away take bird water and swallow down...lucky got water...if not...wa....i nw in hospital le...lol....
was emoing in the bus....i rilli feel using this words la..."if you give me one chance to tell how i want this feeling" lol...stop it!!!wake up!!!!chop chop!!!!lol....^_^'''
forget it if u don udst...i also donno wad im doing...haha...>.<
I donno why i so jealous....of someone....lol....flav!!!wake up and chop chop!!!stop tiking le!!!do u no good...lol
after that..went to safra tampiness for cell....lol....plaed archery....im like so noob la...out of all of them...after that went for dinner...lol...i almost died!!!!!the meat choke at my windpipe...lol....i was like...so unable to swallow...straight away take bird water and swallow down...lucky got water...if not...wa....i nw in hospital le...lol....
was emoing in the bus....i rilli feel using this words la..."if you give me one chance to tell how i want this feeling" lol...stop it!!!wake up!!!!chop chop!!!!lol....^_^'''
forget it if u don udst...i also donno wad im doing...haha...>.<
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:23 PM
Y 1:23 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
weee!~exam at last so called ended....sunday jus chiong history and D&T...haha....after that...im offically free..!!!haha....
Today Physics paper...i donno how to do sia...almost everything lo...an...guess wad???I tik i gonna get a SINGLE digit for it....i anyhow scribble a answer in...lol...tik my science will fail thanks to my phy...lol....then still got that math paper...though the standard is not to what i expected...but...i make quite alot of careless mistake inside...no time to check....lol...i will pass...but nt get a high marks...hmmm...nid to buck up le!!!!
came back home early...donno wad to do outside..wanna go out...but donno go where...haix...if it were to be in the past then gd....at least we can go out tgt..haix...all of us one group aniwhere also can go...lol...but nw...different class,got stead le...then nv go out le..haix...haha....who wanna go out???im nw so call free after 1 pm which is after school almost everyday...lol....carn possible rot at home till next year....lol
*sian....i tik i gonna flunk like no one business le la....don tik i did veri well in it...suddenly super blank when the papers was given to me...then forgot everything...so sian la....hope no nid to go for retest....=((
Today Physics paper...i donno how to do sia...almost everything lo...an...guess wad???I tik i gonna get a SINGLE digit for it....i anyhow scribble a answer in...lol...tik my science will fail thanks to my phy...lol....then still got that math paper...though the standard is not to what i expected...but...i make quite alot of careless mistake inside...no time to check....lol...i will pass...but nt get a high marks...hmmm...nid to buck up le!!!!
came back home early...donno wad to do outside..wanna go out...but donno go where...haix...if it were to be in the past then gd....at least we can go out tgt..haix...all of us one group aniwhere also can go...lol...but nw...different class,got stead le...then nv go out le..haix...haha....who wanna go out???im nw so call free after 1 pm which is after school almost everyday...lol....carn possible rot at home till next year....lol
*sian....i tik i gonna flunk like no one business le la....don tik i did veri well in it...suddenly super blank when the papers was given to me...then forgot everything...so sian la....hope no nid to go for retest....=((
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:24 PM
Y 1:24 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007
AT LAST I MANAGE TO COME IN!!!!!sia la....the internet connection sot sot de...cannot go into msn or internet...lol...
I seriously tik i gonna go for re exam le...diao...bo bian...donno why addicted to a bleach game...lol....then never rilli study...qian bian rite???lol....at last...tml last 4...then follow by last 2 on mondae...then freedom!!!!complete freedom!!!!wee!~
I seriously tik i gonna go for re exam le...diao...bo bian...donno why addicted to a bleach game...lol....then never rilli study...qian bian rite???lol....at last...tml last 4...then follow by last 2 on mondae...then freedom!!!!complete freedom!!!!wee!~
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:14 PM
Y 2:14 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Damm it!!i just screw up my EL paper 1...
Is like that de...i wrote more then 500 words...i tot cannot...then i go cancel cancel cancel....then...no head no tail for compo....then for letter...also exceed 250...then cancel cancel...then got head no tail...i was wth....last 10 min...i chiong a new story out..
Is like that de...i wrote more then 500 words...i tot cannot...then i go cancel cancel cancel....then...no head no tail for compo....then for letter...also exceed 250...then cancel cancel...then got head no tail...i was wth....last 10 min...i chiong a new story out..
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:35 AM
Y 11:35 AM
Monday, October 01, 2007
Ytd went for YA...gt a mini children day celebration...haha....was told to be in charge of games with ruth....can feel that i somehow improve alittle abit...juz a little bit...lol..haha....first game..."shoe and Slippers" fun!!was hugging all the shoe...wa...the smell is nice de lo....lol....after the games...went for refreshements...then we did COLOURING!!!i miss the time when im young..then colour and colour...lol....haha....
Don mind my colouring...lol...kinda sucky...lol....after that...went to suntec to meet the cell for dinner....they veri early....sae 6 oclock meet...then in the end reach at 7 plus....diao....then had a great dinner and disscusion...lol...haha...went home and rilli sleep like no one business
Today...woke up parents not at home...then use com awhile then leave home le....reach expo at about 1?hmm....haha....didnt go log...study at home abit...after service....go bishan...then go home and now here blogging...=.=''''
OH ya...i notice there a trend of ppl saing this word "Mugging" and i finnally know wad it means...it mean "studying"!!,muggers= people who study??LOL...forget it...lol
Sian diao la..tml start of FInal YEar Exam....ltr must do my last revision!!!!!
Don mind my colouring...lol...kinda sucky...lol....after that...went to suntec to meet the cell for dinner....they veri early....sae 6 oclock meet...then in the end reach at 7 plus....diao....then had a great dinner and disscusion...lol...haha...went home and rilli sleep like no one business
Today...woke up parents not at home...then use com awhile then leave home le....reach expo at about 1?hmm....haha....didnt go log...study at home abit...after service....go bishan...then go home and now here blogging...=.=''''
OH ya...i notice there a trend of ppl saing this word "Mugging" and i finnally know wad it means...it mean "studying"!!,muggers= people who study??LOL...forget it...lol
Sian diao la..tml start of FInal YEar Exam....ltr must do my last revision!!!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:01 PM
Y 12:01 PM
