today was suppose to be a ok day for me..not emoing day...

went YA...and then clarence came...and taught me how to play the eleectric part...

went to TCT...suppose to jam...

jam=no jam...and guess what??i was emoing outside for 1h!and reflecting...felt guitly...from...happy good mood become bad mood..from got mood to play become no mood to play...thanks to who??i donno...this is worst then that time i jam with daryl they all..at least i did not get replaced...and the songs they played i know how to play...that what i feel.