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firstly..the lunar new year was very bad...things are not suppose to turn out like that..lol...its not only the ang bao...relative also...anyway..i prefer my mom side to my dad side...hah...went to play blackjack with my aunties...side beside my sis...lose lose lose...sit beside my aunty..win..lol...nah..i don beliefve in that kind of thing..lol!!!and thank mabel for the first day of CNY man!!it just so suck to have that feeling...anyway..i was passing some people blog...the background not bad..it goes like that..."Emo are just for gays"..lol!!!i was like...erm....haha...anyway...that feeling is just so suck la...that all i can say...i don wan to get stuck in that shape...lol...its bad for me man...ok..stop all this le...talk about happy stuff..hmmm...this whole week..carn think of any happy stuff...CNY mood had been spoilt badly..hmmm....this beginning of the year had already been so sucky la....3 years friendship gone..(so called gone),get stuck in that feeling...test and homeworks test and homeworks...projects..argh!!!!!

sian...N lvl fees....300 bucks...zzzz....better pass man...

its going to be valentines soon...and...i think i will be spending that valentine alone...so sad man...haha...

tml...AEM course...hope is to what i expected...argh....God help me man....

i carn stop myself from that feeling...is just so hard...i know its too late...all i can say...im sorry...wish time could turn back and i promise i won be like that....things are not supposed to be like that...