Great! everything had been totally 180 degree turn for me..Dad not talking to me, Artefact not doing well totally screwed, Grades sucks, N level, not in good condition, Sick(block ears, cough, flu), friends problem, D&T file could be lost, financial

life great huh?why must it happen that..the thing that i don need, don want,it always happen..damm...even i carn have my dinner...got overturned..which means no dinner..

yes!im jealous!!but what for?though how i really wish that i was with you...if not that dumb me..i won ask for break. i said already...you are the first girl who make me crazy till like that..all these are not possible anymore..so what if i say i still like you, i yearn for you..so what?i could only stand at one side..seeing both of you walk..i talk to you..all i see is your back..both of your back..what can i do??im not gonna be an idiot..by snatching you away..after all..i still treat bh as friend..i can only say...inside me,i still carrying that torch..no matter how i blow..it wont go off..

Sharon is right..Nothing last forever...it makes sense..."I want to be with you forever." "i love you forever"..you mean, even at work you are with your parnter??forever doesnt bring you to next life..and what mroe you only at secondary..you wanna say forever??think about it again