May is coming to an end..and..yet im still not prepared for N..cool huh...seriously need to do something about it..carn afford to fail...went for YA...young arrows bbq is coming!!!!can't wait for it!gonna get to see jin kai and other kids again!!!cool!!!

your birthday is coming up soon..so soon huh?one year had pass...and...i can rmb clearly..where was i on your birthday..church...and i didnt went out with you or what so ever...mayb on that day...i could ask you out..and mayb i won say that..dumb me...when i met you..i was so sure that you are the one..but i didnt appreciate it..i said that i wanted to get you a gift for you birthday..i didnt..i keep forgetting...few months later..my friend..got attached with you...cool huh...i could blame no one but myself..you say it yourself...keep in contact and now what??im like an irritating freak...msg you..always yearn for a reply...mayb its normal....you also said..don avoid..and now?but all this were the past already...since you are with him now..then so be it...i got nothing to say now..but all i could do..is to stand outside the circle and see the both of you...

ok..enought of emoing...if it happen to be this way..then so be it...can't be like a ******..go and take her away from friend...

anyway...went for tuition..yay!!!ms koh say 21 june and 28 june no tuition..both combined to one day!!!which means i can go for the YA sports day!!!finally...this is my first YA sports day..and it just nice happen to be that i finish my common test that week..wee!was so happy about it..thank God..=)