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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Today was nothing much...lesson was normal..except for that maths...got math = no math...teacher come in...then call vincent out..then never come back in..then mr lim took over..so called 4 people out..then do question till recess....still haven finish...lol...then never go through what going on..so...i donno what going on..lol...D&T..hmm...did artefact..lol...then after school...psp with them..lol..then pasar malam bought some food,hub..and home!!!

gonna do a one meal fast tomorrow...need to tell myself that..God is the Lord of all in my life...
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:49 AM


Tuesday, April 29, 2008
ok...hmm...i got 46/80 for el paper 2...i know result is not those good standard...but who cares when you keep having a border line mark...then suddenly at least cross at 45..haha..lol...there still room for imrpovement man!!and also..mugging!!!!need to slow down on psp...hardcore on that too much..lol...after that...suppose to go to mug..i was with ck gh and sze an at mac playing monster hunter..zzz...lol...soon...smart hor flav..lol...soon wei en came..lol...after that..went home..and D-gray man..lol...omgosh..cannot like this le...ok..shall stop here today..later waking up early to mug..lol..
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:50 PM


Monday, April 28, 2008
TOday..wake up and watch D-gray man..its seriously very nice..haha...left for service after that...service was great..its always where i can feel Him greatly..so..its definitely great..haha...After church...went to paragon...to M1 customer service centre...very kiam pa sia...i go there..then tell me..if i want to renew my student plan..i need my mom to be down..when that day i called the person..she told me no need..i go down with my ez link can le..lol...zzz..
after that..went home...got this thai donno called them couple or what..it was crowded what..then...people behind me keep pushing...then my psps..accidentally touch till the girl ass..then he keep looking at me..and donno talk what thai language...grr....and then when go up to the bus...he sit infront i sit at the back..he keep diao me la...and when he talk is damm niang can..lol..donno hetrosexual or bisexual...lol....oh wells...forget it...went home have dinner and D-gray man!!!!!!!cool!!!its a ncie anime..where it not only have fighting scene..it also have touching scene and its really touching..lol...haha
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:25 PM


Sunday, April 27, 2008
Today..woke up...and guess what...im watching D-gray man....now i finally know why my class so hook up with the show..i already got hooked on it..now watching..lol..its a nice anime though..ahah...
after that..went for YA again...perhaps im too hard on jun hao...hmm...my bad...but..all i do is to help him get good grades..hmm...oh wells...went got tuition after that..

seriously..if you let that mr t*** teach you chem ar..your chem will pass with black clour..lol...donno wanna elaborate...donno what he teaching..all follow the answer key which may be wrong..lol...though haven studied that chapter..but...lol...oh wells...

Dinner...hmmm....one hershey, and three packets of kinde bueno..ok..im so gonna get fat..lol..fat in a wrong way..lol...and..its not good for health..i know..lol...haha...ok..stop here for now...D-Gray man!!!!!!

Flav,you don even know who you like..
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:28 PM


Saturday, April 26, 2008

grab from ling hui blog=)

Firstly...congratz sky and zhen ming,who just got baptised !!sorry..didnt make it..wanted to go down..but..somehow late...then didnt went down

this morning got a quarrel with mom about financial issues and of course money...shadnt talk about it...makes me boil...apparently,my kindness was not appreciated...oh wells...went to school being emo again...bo bian...ytd skipped two meals...lunch and dinner,then morning skip breakfast...seriously got no energy and morning that quarrel...really...don have the mood...finally it come to recess...the first bite of the food was heavenly!wow...dramatic?haha...anyway....after school..went home to get a change...and found out that..my body spray is finished...so faster bath...and rush down to guardian watson and NTUC..all cannot find..thank God there this shop which sellst he body spray that i use...quickly bought it and went to meet geng hiang , ching kei, chen yang, daniel, chia meng, junhao and sze an...first went to pool... and then watch movie...and guess what..watch NC 16 show!!!!!!!first time in my life i went to a cinema and watch NC 16 show...haha...it so much better then those pg shows..no thrill at all..lol...watch "DOOMSDAY"...i don't know how to describe it..but...it like got no storyline...its mix with a virus,modern time,punksters and those ancient warrior (ang moh)..lol...its very very hilarious...and the show...was vulgar all the way...as what daniel said,he heard the F*** word 47 times...lol..lame...=.='''
seriously,6 bucks for the movie is worth it..haha..its gory though..and the head really fly off..lol...at first i thought it would be like horror,with zombies around...its not..lol...haha...its not horror at all..in fact..its the other way round,its funny!lol...after movie..went back to pool again..lol..and home!
ching kei
sze an ( i know is abit blur)

DanielGeng hiang!!!

so...flav...where does your heart follow to?
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:33 PM


Thursday, April 24, 2008
today nothing much...trained with nadzeef at the outdoor GYM...then...MT lesson...teacher damm disgusting la..showed us video on how people skinned animals for their skins...i was like...how could they do this la...and humans,if we don't require all those high quality shirts..do we need to skinned them alive...till now,images could still flash in my mind on how poor thing is the animal..it does not even have a little sense of dignity anymore...!and...the animal was actually looking at its own body..thinking how ugly it had become...and the tears that they drop...damm those ***** people...heartless ass...skinned them alive still throw them aside...leaving them to die by their ownselves..want do..at least make them go to sleep..or kill them in the inside not the outside...for a moment..i find that actually vegetables taste better then meat...really!!i was like...wa..vege taste better then meat during recess..after that...el test...i sort of screwed it up...then...assembly..then...mug in class...

are those teardrops up to worth?who cares what happen..do he deserve these treatment...yes!he might make alot of mistake..but..if first thing had not happen..argh...2miles...i really..don get it...first mile..accept..i did that already!!..**** is feeling damm emo...

had tuition after that...great!!that physics teacher is a great teacher...lol...after that...went to blk 162 bukit merah to have commitee meeting on YA bbq and sports day..and home!!!and guess what mug!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:08 PM


TOday..im not so emo...which is a good thing!!things are improving right?oh wells..i myself also not sure...no point holding on when...ya..let nature take it course ba...i got friends like ck and gh...things are working out!aha...cool right!lol...

I think, no more mugging at 4...i seriously got no strength to study in class..i just keep falling asleep...lol...can mug la..but..not too often like that..hmm...after school...went to D&T workshop to make my artefact...***and *** are quarrellings..and guess what..i was drag to the picture...thank God *** came in and i got out of the picture...haha...some complain here and there...went to CL room after that...and then..off to hub...it was pouring and my socks is wet!!!!yuck!that kind of soggy-ness on your leg...gross...met gh at the NTUC,went for dinner and off to tuition...erm..this is my second time attending and i donno what going on and im suppose to do a test which i screwed it up?jeez....express math mid year paper...great right?

after that...went to NTUC again..to get my HERSHEY and KINDE BUENO!lol..haha..tml...my breakfast..haha

ok..now...gonna sleep soon..and wake at 4 to mug!
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:48 PM


Wednesday, April 23, 2008
ok...seriously...i need to get a life..and stop emoing..i already exceeded!!!and i cross the line..its getting me worse and worse...help me?

Today like usual...quiet in class..every lesson...quiet dao some people didnt notice i was in class...lol...then after that went for junior show...Juniors artefact are not bad!im quite amazed though..by how they make and the even the simplest thing..could get a grade B in GCE N level...cool ya?haha...after that..went to lunch with wei en and brian..then...on way home...the bus broke down!!!waste money sia...hop on the next bus and home!!

Guess what..im starting to mug!!!

ok..gotta go mug...later waking up at 4 again to mug...need to catch up on alot of things..hmmm..
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:26 PM


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Flavian,you are so suck in your love life...you like the person and yet..you always give up and there she goes...

omgosh..the emoing is getting out of hand...ah!!!!help!!!!correct always my bad,wrong my bad...oh man..this seriously suck...do i deserve all this??seriously.....flavian you are such a dumb ass...

After school..wanted to go plaza fa xie...but..in the end...rot at canteen to wait for hx and gh and ck play mahjong...then finally they came...chat with mr soh awhile...army life!!lol...went to ah hiang house to play mahjong..thanks geng hiang!!!!!playing with them was fun!laughing all the way...hmmm...after mahjong,went dinner with hx and ck at hub...then NTUC bought food for tml "picnic"during lessons...haha...and homed.
geng hiang!mahjong!(abit blur though..)
xiao xuan!don shy..lol...
our long ge concentrating on his mahjong!xD

Will things really be better?
is my existence a mistake?
can i turn the time back?
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:51 AM


Monday, April 21, 2008
Dear uncle ah hock...i think the last time i talk to you or meet you was 2 years ago,where grandma was still in hospital..we had lunch together at the canteen nearby...and you paid for my lunch...that was the last time i met you...today..i got the news that,you had went back to the Lord..It somehow brought back the memories...the time when we went KL,other countries..together with the family...and it hurts me...i was about to visit you today...and mom told me that you had passed away few days ago...im sorry...i tot we could talk again like the past...but the Lord choose to bring you back home today...im glad and im happy for you..now you are seating beside the thrown of the king...i donno what to say...but...I miss you...bless aunty Florence and your children up there...I'll miss you always..

was kinda shock of the news of it...i just wanted to visit him and mom told me...that he already passed away...i actually wanted to go for the funeral..but when mom told me...its at singapore casket association..it freaks me off...im sorry...ah hock uncle...i don even dare to go in...and my mom told me what happen ytd..third uncle..wanted to take the stairs down to the level 1 cause lift too pack...but then when walking some level down....he suddenly saw a monk sitting at the stairs there...alone!!i was like..omgosh!!!and whats more...its errie inside..and the staircase got no lights!!think the only light source is that it came from inside...every floor there funeral...which makes it even "ulu"!!and...im not those high faith kind...sorry.sad to say..and i don want to play with fire..so don wan go...later get possesed by some evil spirit...drama ya..but...to play safe...come to think of it...ok..stopping here...

Today woke up early to go for morning service...think God somehow spoke to me...just like paul..i had skin problem...donno how to spell...but..he choose to have faith in God,and when after praying and fasting,God ask him a question.."if i healed you,will you still worship me?" this question...it ponder in my heart alot...if God really heals me,will i be back like the "christian" life??all i could say is that...Lord renew my faith!!!i wanna have the fire always!!!im sorry that..i doubt you and my faith to you...you know what i mean...Lord renew me,make me a strong warrior...let the weak say im strong,let the poor say im rich..because of You...you are the saviour King,the one who always brought me through circumstances..i unblock anything inside me,and Holy Spirit,minister to me,protect me with the shield of faith,lift me up,so that..i will be attack by the arrows flying around in the day,tigers at night..and none of my foot hitting the ground..cause of your amazing grace,im forgiven...i've backslided,now im back again..the faith renew to fight for you again..don let go of me,hold me tight,make me,mold me,use me,so that i may be a fruitful and faithful son of Yours...i won hold back anymore...i wont say,"I wont go down...im afraid.." Evil Spirits...get away from me!you have no control of me..who are you to say im weak,God do not want me?get a life outside...i don need you...shoo!Lord send your angels protecting me,not only me,but my house,none of the devil will come in...chase them out and get out in the mighty name of Jesus,others might mock at me,but i won mock at the Him,everything had been done on the cross..I not gonna be blinded by your tricks and serve the Lord with my heart..you are so ugly that it makes me puke when i see you...who wants to be your son?wait long long also i won bow down to you...try harder on making me backslide again...you can take everything away from me,but...i won be affect by that..good things,i praise God,bad things,i also thank Him..not you...and i speak boldly that,YOU HAVE NO CONTROL IN ME,so get lost!!Lord im submit to you...and you are my Lord of all..it all started with a kissed being sealed...psalms 2..bless me with what you hear,see what you see,speak what you speak..judge me not from what i done,but what you want me to do..give me open doors and guide me and lead me to the cross and Lord,if i said a vulgar..prompt me,strike me with a headache or whatso ever,cause i want to be clean and pure in your eyes...thank you in Your mighty name i pray,amen!

ok..it just an adult service and i have to admit,im being touch by God i think?if not i won type all this out...all i can say that..my life had been greatly changed after accpeting christianity...im back again...no longer backslided..the feeling suck...haha..=)

The God i know..its really amazing...=)
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:30 PM


Sunday, April 20, 2008
Yesterday was horrible!!it seems like..my fault i wrong,not my fault i also wrong..just can't stand that kind of feeling..the feeling just suck...forget it..the word anything..since you treat this as a anything friendship..then forget it..i also treat it as a anything...i donno why what for treat you as my best friend...after school...went for the citibank ideas in action presentation..sorry..sad to say.i screwed it up..just said one wrong thing...damm..after that..went back to hub..i was feeling so damm emo....i went to buy 2 bars of hershey and thank mabel for listening...feel better..wanted to go for a third one..but full le...after that...at hub waited for vashon to come to go down pet shop...long time never go pet shop..go down to see rabbits to lighten up my mood...dinner...chocolate waffle....chocolate again..hmm...but its not doing any better though...

Things are gonna be alright right??

Today..woke up late...suppose to be at ya at 1.30..sorry!ok..so..im in the commitee for the YA bbq and sports day..cool ya?like finally..but it sort of come at a wrong time though..but...ok la...must manage my time well....YA was fun again..after YA,went to amk with joanna,since she lived in amk..haha...then stayed at NTUC to watch alvin and chipmunks..then 6.30 le..went for chem tuition...it was pretty noisy though...the room suppose to be quiet but...some people talking quite loud..so..difficult to concentrate...did the O lvl question which is took out from the ten years series...its only 45 question...lol..i did till headache..lol...but in the end still got a pass though..haha...after that..went home and here to blog..slip dinner...wanted to go Touch centre for tribe meeting..but..since tuition end at 8..and meeting end at 9 no point going down...

true friends are really hard to find..=(
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:02 PM


Friday, April 18, 2008
Today was cool!not exactly..2.4 run..so sudden la!!and not prepared and my targetted timind was 11min and guess what..i came back at 13:08 min!!!so damm bad la...zzz...
lesson as per normal..just that english lesson was extremly cool..played TABOO!!!!!!!and scrabble..it was so fun!!!and me and shahirah was there so ji dong..hmm...is so fun can?!i shall save and go buy taboo..hmm...lol

and..i somehow injured my thigh muscle..i don wanna talk about it..it had become stiff now..i hope u will at least say a sorry..its not true by saying,say sorry for what..say sorry won cure.It not true..im not those who will like..bear grudge for long...and im sorry for the words that i've said..

After school,stayed back to do D&T..that mr tan damm "cute" la...ask us to stay back but on child care leave today..also cannot blame him..his daughter was having bad stomach ache...so stayed back to finish up tml presentation..

After tat..went for physics remedial..fun!and..then ck came my house..taught him how to blog abit..i know im not a good explainer,hope you understand what i said..lol...after that..chiong down to tuition..im surprise though..yam hong,jun hao and sharon are also attending..i was worried at first..but..thank God..there are there..oh ya!!!!the XX is very very hilarious!!!i keep laughing and laughing..he is niang la..lol..but he teach quite good..ok..that it for today...

WAHJONG!!!!

updated pictures..hehe..
birthday boy touch!sorry boy,wanted to colour your eyes,but was told not to..haha!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:13 AM


Thursday, April 17, 2008
Class 4B!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHING KEI!!!(aka long ge) xD

Today was a tiring day!morning..woke up early in the morning just to withdraw money for mom..then..went to school..hide the cake..lol..i scacrifice abit..when hiding from ching kei...and when kena caught..i said i went to look for caroline..lol!!!then, at foyer,i shouted not loud but abit loud..(lol!) "I went to find caroline!!" and just nice,she was right in front of me..lol..i stun and give the diao face..sorry carol!haha...after recess..celebrated ching kei and xiang ling birthday!!great?!and he cried!!!can tell that he was filled with joy!!after celebrating,went for class photo taking..final year(maybe?) in school..must take nice nice and memorable..ok...after formal shot, we standby the cake...then when finish,tried to smash the cake on xiang ling and ching kei face..haha...sorry ya? but its to make it fun and memorable for 4B...at first,ching kei escaped abit..poor xiangling...hmm...after that..the cake just flew away..haha..causing a mess at the heritage gallery! lucky thing,daniel went to grab hold of ching kei and i smash the cake at his face! haha...ching kei..im sorry ya...for the facial..but ya..must udst..hmm...after that did a clean up,the whole gallery was full of the coffee cake smell..and apparently,my shirt and my pants are caught with stains..and thank God,das got extra shirt...went to change..ching kei,you better make me your second best friend...i sacrifice alot just to make sure you got a memorable birthday..and to 4B also...every bonding counts...hmmm...went for remedial,but like not remedial like that..zao out to das place to get clothe and change..lol..then back to school...after that..went for "cca" and then to hub for tuition...tuition was fun!!!and i love it man...and of course i learnt new things..which is good!after that dinner with geng hiang and home!wahjong!!
the birthday boy and girl,abit blur though
who's touch?

I hope my birthday would be like that?that joy and laughter??hmm..ching kei..i will be waiting..haha..=)
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:57 PM


Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Today..nothing much..did my D&T....then screwed the hist papers up...then..mrs koh nver come..so sad...then...one good news from mr tan wm...

MY IDEA WAS SELECTED IN THE CITIBANK IDEA IN ACTION 2008! cool right!!glory to Him!!!I was filled with joy when the news was announced to me..presentation this friday at suntec convention centre...6-8 min oral presentation..the feeling is like..as if you are talking some proposal in some big office...gonna do the presentation powerpoint tomorrow...God give me strength!

Wells,after school,went lunch with junhao at canteen,after that went to hub with gh,hx,lh,hm and jasmine.went to stalford to have my registration done!!like finally?but im not taking english...so..mrs koh..HELP ME!!!!i wanna pass for N..hmmm...extra remedial?hmm..joking!haha...

One thing happened today...i went to the toilet,and..guess what..i do not dare to look up at the mirror!!hilarious right?!?!i hurried up and leave the toilet..oh wells...

went home after that.it was pouring cats and dogs outside!!I wanted to cut my hair..since tomorrow is the class photo taking,and hair check coming up soon..went for a trim..and apparently,got my whole pants drenched...took a quick bath and com!

Wahjong and i am unlucky today..lost all the way..so sad..=(
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:49 PM


Tuesday, April 15, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VASHON!!!!!!!!!!!!=)

Today..nothing much though...remedial was fun..haha...after that..went to je and after going to je..i really regretted going there..

thank God for jean to guide around jurong..lol..cause i know im so gonna get lost..lol...after that..went back to the mrt...went to the toilet..so..when i came out of the cubicle..this bangla was swinging his *ahem*..shall not say...then..i don't give a damm..just walk away...then at the basin to wash hands..he was looking at me..i look at him awhile cause he give the suspicious looks?then to smile and twich his eyes at me..i was...omgosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!run!!!!!!!!!so accidently...the f word also come out..i almost like tears dropping down..hmm...its damm scary..it not the action but the face!the expression!!!omgosh...i was so traumatize...the moment i close my eye..all i could see was a black man smiling..and twitching his eyes..and thats scary!!i traumatize for 1h..lol..thank God,that delieverence was brought to me and peace was given too...after i cooled down..it brought me to some reflection,it this part of the plan for me?ok..the rest shall nt say..i was there praying and praying..omgosh...

After JE,went to yishun to check out the tuition thing...JE too far..cannot...then go yishun...thank God there is slot for me...3 sub at amk hub,1 sub at yishun..hmmm...

anyway..got a terrible headache after the thing...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:16 PM


Sunday, April 13, 2008
Today had YA...fun!!tried the spilt game..lol..carn split!!!

After YA..went home to get some stuff...out to jurong east..met up with the hong kah people (jean,jie ying,daniel and so)..had dinner....then went to IMM to get someone present..then...went home..

following your back,i somehow wish that..i could see that again and again...i got deeper le
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:59 PM


Friday, April 11, 2008
today..got back math result..it is super disappointing..i got 4/20..i was like..damm!!!too much gamin and psp le..i so called woke up..after math...PE..another disappointment...there goes my silver..thanks to pull up...

I know my knee will be back and it hurts!!now i walk like as if im limping..thats in the morning...now ok.but when i bend..and climb stairs..that it...i will be limping like..

after school..went for D&T...make my artefact..so suck la...the cutting layout is like..,one side long one side short,one side big,one side small...

after D&T..went to see the drills competition...i miss npcc days man...should not have quit la..lol..went for dinner with brian and zhong jie and back home..i need tuition soon!!!!!!!!

liking you..is it wrong??i really donno...mayb i shouldnt have do it at all..wake up flavian!
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:37 PM


Thursday, April 10, 2008
today..D&T remedial...cool!!i finally got something to do with my artefact!great!!!but the carve out abit sucky..lol...no skills in cutting..hmm..went on cutting and so..in the end..i smelled like acrylic..yuck!
after that..went to canteen put down bag...then went to cl room...seriously..i donno whether to called that cca not...though i need a cca..but not like this...go there just to mark attendance and do nothing...what a great senior...after "cca"...went to meet geng hiang,brain and junhao...played psp awhile...was kinda emo...don ask why..cause i myself also donno..just need some entertainment...don mind losing in the games...as long as i got entertained that will do..went dinner after that...saw something on the news...reported that..8 gals hitting 1 gal..so violent la...whats the world coming to man...
after dinner..went to hub with geng hiang to stalford to get the tuition registration form..since they say it helps alot in their work..so why not try it out and i got less then half a year to take N level..hope that God will just bring me through this..and its not cheap...400 for 4 sub and registration fees 120...ahh!!520!!!need to work after N to return mom...feel quite bad though..went home after that...got a disscussion with them about the tuition thing...its not...if i go for tuition and work hard...and still i didnt make it...then its alright..its the guilt inside..i spent money on tuition..and i bring sucky result..im not making them proud...im not stressing myself(perhaps?),but if i go for tuition and get a fail come back...do you think i deserve a 520 plus 400 times 4month cash??no i dont!and seriously..i don have the face to come back if i scored badly...
oh wells...shall not talk about those negative things..shall talk positive on N!!its only N and im treating it like Os?quite exaggerating...hmmm...oh wells...carn wait for tuition to really start!!whee!!!
Flavian..are you doing the right thing??
i donno whther should i be liking you not?
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:55 PM


Wednesday, April 09, 2008
today...mr tan wee meng never come..so slack during d&T lesson...bored till..zzz...after school...no remedial, no consultation...so stayed in school...since it started raining heavily..played psp with brian,jun hao, geng hiang,chen yang,wei en and wei le..hmm..after that..dinner with geng hiang,wei en and wei le..went home..

ok thank God!!!!im gonna get tuition!!finally..lol...but isnt abit too late??i donno..i only know that times are precious now..i needa catch up with everything..
You rocks!
=)



my class!!!(got some never come..and its overdue....like last month??)
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:43 PM


Monday, April 07, 2008
went for band concert...and it rocks man..haha...and first time...i go for a music concert...i did not fell asleep!!!lol...which is a good thing!!haha...and i appreciate the music being played..after badn concert..went for dinner at mac...omgosh..i hate organising things with a big group and thats final!!!lol...so pissed la..all like bo chap...ask them go is like want their life like that..lol...after dinner cum supper...shared a cab back home with kaijie,geng hiang and hway min...and home!!beat!!

hway min and geng hiang said my attire for today is better then my usual...hmm....

your messages are precious to me...
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:16 PM


Sunday, April 06, 2008
Ytd..went out with liwoon...she wanted to get something for her friend bdae..and since im so bored at home and wanna get rid of the habit of psping...went out...quite fun though...talk talk..then saw gab at marina square..walk till dobby ghaut the cathay,gramaphone...found a lot of shows esp one tree hilL!!!its out in singapore!!!!lol...and please...sophia bush is so pretty...even liwoon herself said that...

Today..didnt went for the NDP traning..as i felt that...i should not be doing this event now..i should concentrate more on studying..then..i plan to tell on wed...hmm...went for YA...i was wondering..why i wanna serve??and people always ask me..what for serve?why waste time there when you don even get pay??the answer is that...i lack of that love before...i lack of that kind of warmth before..and its terrible..so yup...second is..the smiles brought up on their face...its just somehow make my day..and i get to see them once a week only!!!even a tiring long upset morning..could be brighten up thanks to them for the rest of day or week!!

Times flies...i had been serving for 2 years plus in young arrows...and it doesnt make me feel sian or what..haha...though they are naughty at times..ha...i really wanna help out in survival camp 2009 next year!!!hmm

went for camp echo and home!omgosh..i carn believe i blush in front of her for nothing!!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:18 PM


Friday, April 04, 2008
omgosh...i found something very hilarious online...at youtube..i pity the female judge at the audition...ha



SIMPLE ME
Y 12:33 PM


Thursday, April 03, 2008
thanks JEAN!!!!!!!!lol..got some songs that i like..and thanks for updating my music library...

today got oral...wa..i was sweating like no one business la..one thing i can say..i speak somehow natural but without much expression..haha..hope ms tan give me a gd pass??haha...apparently..my braces are affecting me abit..

after oral...went for cca..gen came..and had a good chat with ms yip and ms lee..after that went home..put down stuff and went to meet vashon..go down derrick shop and have dinner...and home!!

ok..im so gonna make my target to JC..JC like seems so fun?haha...even if i cannot make it to JC at least i make it into good poly??hmm..ok..no point talking..need to study hard!!!

N coming...i think..i stop the NDp thing le...should concentrate more on studies...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:43 PM


Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Today..hist is damm boring...instead of using powerpoint slides..she use OHP slides..which makes 30% or more people to sleep..which includes me?lol..haha...then D&T...omg...i late for 10 min...and...is not like i wanna late..i went to borrow apron...then reach there kena scolded like...and he first periods don really feel like helping me lo...lol...oh wells...

after school..went home to grab my stuff...went to wisma to get my phone back...i reach there..very funny...i saw the notice "Next collection is on 4th april." i was like...damm!!!!!but on closer look "phones which are submitted today,next collection is on 4th april." wa..i phew..haha...i miss my phone though..lol..haha

i don wan to get involved in this..but...i know you are a smart gal who study at SA...it is wiser for you to choose the correct option...would you rather let your pride have your way??i mean..ya..so what??there are different kind of people in this world..you carn possibly just say..its unfair or what...life is unfair at most times..so accept it?it won kill just one...you still young man..be the wise person and carry on your uni..that the way...not..get into things like this..

just the sentence,"im sorry..", i felt a sudden pain,disappointment in heart...why does it have to go such extend..its not like you are given bad options..the options given are already the best...i did my best already...it soften my heart and..i will keep you in prayer..

suppose to go for NDP training at telok kurau..i lost my way...i from eunos walk to paya leba and walk back and from eunos walk to katong..is far can?!?!and the road are ulu too!!!heng vashon is at katong..hmmm...


SIMPLE ME
Y 2:24 PM


Tuesday, April 01, 2008
was looking back at my post..for the past two years..and..one thing i can see is that..i grew up.
memories are meant to be kept..not erased..haha...including that also..at least..there is memories..i've falled hard..and..i 've already stand up again..so what holding me on?move on with life...


trust me..the best friend i know...is totally different from now..is totally 180 degree change!!it takes 10 min for a person to change bad and few years to become good. i don even know how to help him now though...hmmm...

Ms tan didnt came today..so...english oral cancelled!!great? i doubt so..push till wed...hmm...so PSP at canteen...awhile later..study abit..i seriously find that..studying textbook doesnt really help..its assessment that really help...N coming...gotta slow down on PSP,games and outings!!

club this sat??hah!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:55 PM