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Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Friday, May 30, 2008
"darkness's not the answer..." found it quite true while watching one tree hill...hmm..
"you betrayed the son of God with just a kiss?" context from bible..it somehow affects me badly...hmm..shall not type it here...
Im waiting and waiting..even though you are not single..somehow my heart is waiting for the day,where..things will better...
so sad,i need to wait for season 6 to be out on 1september...it always end at the exciting part..hmm..carn wait!
"you betrayed the son of God with just a kiss?" context from bible..it somehow affects me badly...hmm..shall not type it here...
Im waiting and waiting..even though you are not single..somehow my heart is waiting for the day,where..things will better...
so sad,i need to wait for season 6 to be out on 1september...it always end at the exciting part..hmm..carn wait!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:27 PM
Y 11:27 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Great! everything had been totally 180 degree turn for me..Dad not talking to me, Artefact not doing well totally screwed, Grades sucks, N level, not in good condition, Sick(block ears, cough, flu), friends problem, D&T file could be lost, financial
life great huh?why must it happen that..the thing that i don need, don want,it always happen..damm...even i carn have my dinner...got overturned..which means no dinner..
yes!im jealous!!but what for?though how i really wish that i was with you...if not that dumb me..i won ask for break. i said already...you are the first girl who make me crazy till like that..all these are not possible anymore..so what if i say i still like you, i yearn for you..so what?i could only stand at one side..seeing both of you walk..i talk to you..all i see is your back..both of your back..what can i do??im not gonna be an idiot..by snatching you away..after all..i still treat bh as friend..i can only say...inside me,i still carrying that torch..no matter how i blow..it wont go off..
Sharon is right..Nothing last forever...it makes sense..."I want to be with you forever." "i love you forever"..you mean, even at work you are with your parnter??forever doesnt bring you to next life..and what mroe you only at secondary..you wanna say forever??think about it again
life great huh?why must it happen that..the thing that i don need, don want,it always happen..damm...even i carn have my dinner...got overturned..which means no dinner..
yes!im jealous!!but what for?though how i really wish that i was with you...if not that dumb me..i won ask for break. i said already...you are the first girl who make me crazy till like that..all these are not possible anymore..so what if i say i still like you, i yearn for you..so what?i could only stand at one side..seeing both of you walk..i talk to you..all i see is your back..both of your back..what can i do??im not gonna be an idiot..by snatching you away..after all..i still treat bh as friend..i can only say...inside me,i still carrying that torch..no matter how i blow..it wont go off..
Sharon is right..Nothing last forever...it makes sense..."I want to be with you forever." "i love you forever"..you mean, even at work you are with your parnter??forever doesnt bring you to next life..and what mroe you only at secondary..you wanna say forever??think about it again
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:18 PM
Y 10:18 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
ARGH!!why am i moodswing-ing?!damm! help?
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:35 PM
Y 11:35 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
OK!!!!IM BACK FROM HILLSONG CONCERT!!!IT TOTALLY ROCKS!!!!its so much better than last year planet shakers concert...thanks xiang ling(hx's sis) for helping getting the tickets...its so long that i got so high...im so gonna get the album..by hook or by crook..i shall be a good boy by not downloading it..JOEL HOUSTON totally rocks at guit man..lol..for the whole concert..i am there jumping around like no one business...apparently...han xuan geng hiang and the sis and the friend got abit freak off by me...han xuan and geng hiang must be thinking.."i don't know this person!!so not like him in class.." then the sis and the friend might be thinking "this person so hyper and so on for God huh..." i totally love it...hillsongs..come again soon!!!!!!
i just love to praise Him..and i go for the concert not because i wanna see them..but to worship and praise Him
I'll stand with my arms high and heart abandoned.
Nothing is impossible for You
Child of God
Flavian
i just love to praise Him..and i go for the concert not because i wanna see them..but to worship and praise Him
I'll stand with my arms high and heart abandoned.
Nothing is impossible for You
Child of God
Flavian
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:35 PM
Y 11:35 PM
Yesterday
totally is rot at home.!!!and its freaking hot!!!can't stand the weather!!making me barbecued!lol...stayed at home to play my psp since i didnt touch it for long..after that...went to amkhub to meet dan ck gh and sze an and ivan...awhile..then zao le..they want to play lan..i don play lan..then...zao lo...then went to meet vashon at lavender to go derrick and michelle pet shop..the bunnies and guinea pigs are cuter then the serangoon branch..saw one...hmm..perhaps shall buy one for my sis next year as her birthday present..lol...hopefully the bunny don die in her hands..ok..im being mean...oops..haha...went to makan with them at ecp...at white towns..omgosh their coffee totally rocks!!one taste..its taste so great!!lol..and congratz mich to her pregnancy..=)
and thanks derrick for the retro songs!!!=))
Today
just came back from ptc..well...its was so much better then the past 3 years...met ck awhile..walk to hub..crap..then went to find my mom at amkhub..then lift back home..go cut hair..and now home...preparing to go out soon..YA mountbatten going to pasir ris park! cool..then after that..HILLSONG CONCERT!!!hopefully its not like last year..planet shakers concert become new creation concert..going with ah hiang and xiao xuan!!carn wait!ciao!
*carn wait to club!!with class,vashon,derr and mich!xD
totally is rot at home.!!!and its freaking hot!!!can't stand the weather!!making me barbecued!lol...stayed at home to play my psp since i didnt touch it for long..after that...went to amkhub to meet dan ck gh and sze an and ivan...awhile..then zao le..they want to play lan..i don play lan..then...zao lo...then went to meet vashon at lavender to go derrick and michelle pet shop..the bunnies and guinea pigs are cuter then the serangoon branch..saw one...hmm..perhaps shall buy one for my sis next year as her birthday present..lol...hopefully the bunny don die in her hands..ok..im being mean...oops..haha...went to makan with them at ecp...at white towns..omgosh their coffee totally rocks!!one taste..its taste so great!!lol..and congratz mich to her pregnancy..=)
and thanks derrick for the retro songs!!!=))
Today
just came back from ptc..well...its was so much better then the past 3 years...met ck awhile..walk to hub..crap..then went to find my mom at amkhub..then lift back home..go cut hair..and now home...preparing to go out soon..YA mountbatten going to pasir ris park! cool..then after that..HILLSONG CONCERT!!!hopefully its not like last year..planet shakers concert become new creation concert..going with ah hiang and xiao xuan!!carn wait!ciao!
*carn wait to club!!with class,vashon,derr and mich!xD
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:52 AM
Y 11:52 AM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Today went to dentist to tighten my braces and shun bian change colour..turquoise blue..it look sucky though...i don like that doctor..he is damm mood swing...and got scolded just because he found some dirt inside my braces and abit of infected gum...i was like..hello...how you expect me to brush the inside...you never even tell or teach..or even sell me toothbrush...and that small gum prob..its because..my toothbrush going to spoil..not sharp enuff..mayb that why carn clean out almost all the dirt..and please!!!DON EXTRACT ANY OF MY TEETH!!!DON SAY THAT WORD!!
after that..went to school...PE...for a moment i was feel so cold and comfortable..get into the PE...wa piang..hot like and sweat like..should have told mr ong..that i put braces got MC..no need PE..lol..PE,then recess..DA JIE CAME!!!passed me my file then off she went to find liwoon.. chinese...then EL..then VE..PTC(parent teacher conference) coming this sat..and im so gonna be in dead shit..mom so gonna kill me...and i pray hard that mr soh...don be so sarcastic...if not...my mom would start nagging and then...i will be so pissed off..
after school..went for lunch...planned to go back school...but last day of school..don wan la...then went home..to have a small break..and transfer things over to that file...and then left home for tuition..teacher was late for 35min..cool huh...in the end..he rush like no one business...hard to catch..then chiong to marine parade for TYA sports day meeting...till 11...thanks pastor for the lift!!!aww..im damm shag now..need a good rest!!
after that..went to school...PE...for a moment i was feel so cold and comfortable..get into the PE...wa piang..hot like and sweat like..should have told mr ong..that i put braces got MC..no need PE..lol..PE,then recess..DA JIE CAME!!!passed me my file then off she went to find liwoon.. chinese...then EL..then VE..PTC(parent teacher conference) coming this sat..and im so gonna be in dead shit..mom so gonna kill me...and i pray hard that mr soh...don be so sarcastic...if not...my mom would start nagging and then...i will be so pissed off..
after school..went for lunch...planned to go back school...but last day of school..don wan la...then went home..to have a small break..and transfer things over to that file...and then left home for tuition..teacher was late for 35min..cool huh...in the end..he rush like no one business...hard to catch..then chiong to marine parade for TYA sports day meeting...till 11...thanks pastor for the lift!!!aww..im damm shag now..need a good rest!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:54 PM
Y 11:54 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Seriously..there goes my holiday..and im damm shag right now...im tired but i carn get to sleep but to continue to study...argh!!!help?!?!
27th May -> English remedial
28-30th May -> D&T *8.00 am to 4.30 pm
31th May ->TYA BBQ
2th June ->class outing (a rare one =.=)
3rd June ->English remedial
5-6th june -> D&T *8.00am-4.30pm
9, 10, 11, 12, 13th june! -> D&T *8.00 to 4.30 pm
Cluster camp -> 12-15th june!
23-26th june -> common test
im going crazy soon thanks to the D&T...ah..bo bian..need to chiong finish my coursework...I wanna have a good sleep...to recharged but..apparently..no?waking up in the middle of the night and feeling damm hot..pillow all wet...continue sleeping..then waking up again to study..i need someone to rely on!!
and guess what..i flunk my first semester...pass english also no use..
English 58.5 grade 5
Math 34 grade U
Science 48.5 grade U
Combined Humans 55 grade 5
Chinese 63.2 grade 4
D&T 50.3 grade 5
i donno what gonna happen to me if i got this kind of result for my N level..damm..
I NEED A GOOD REST!!!!D;
hugs?
27th May -> English remedial
28-30th May -> D&T *8.00 am to 4.30 pm
31th May ->TYA BBQ
2th June ->class outing (a rare one =.=)
3rd June ->English remedial
5-6th june -> D&T *8.00am-4.30pm
9, 10, 11, 12, 13th june! -> D&T *8.00 to 4.30 pm
Cluster camp -> 12-15th june!
23-26th june -> common test
im going crazy soon thanks to the D&T...ah..bo bian..need to chiong finish my coursework...I wanna have a good sleep...to recharged but..apparently..no?waking up in the middle of the night and feeling damm hot..pillow all wet...continue sleeping..then waking up again to study..i need someone to rely on!!
and guess what..i flunk my first semester...pass english also no use..
English 58.5 grade 5
Math 34 grade U
Science 48.5 grade U
Combined Humans 55 grade 5
Chinese 63.2 grade 4
D&T 50.3 grade 5
i donno what gonna happen to me if i got this kind of result for my N level..damm..
I NEED A GOOD REST!!!!D;
hugs?
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:53 PM
Y 9:53 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Ok..guess what??an ant is inside my LCD monitor!!!i think its finding its way out..but cannot...hopefully it wont damage my monitor..well..nothing much today..i love this song for now...its nice!
found the mp3 on imeem and the lyrics
Verse:
C
My heart is captivated Lord by You alone
Am7
Captured by the awesomeness of You alone
F
Melted by the grace and mercy You have shown
G
I stand in wonder
C
I reach to You the One who makes the blind eyes see
Am7
Who breaks the chains of sickness with authority
F
Restoring what was broken
G
So it may fly again
Chorus:
C
I live to worship You
Am7
I breathe to worship You
F G
All of my days Your face I will seek
C
For as I worship You
Am7
You lead me to that place
F G C
To that place of divine exchange
Other:
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
credit to http://www.higherpraise.com/lyrics/awesome/awesome2673.html
found the mp3 on imeem and the lyrics
Verse:
C
My heart is captivated Lord by You alone
Am7
Captured by the awesomeness of You alone
F
Melted by the grace and mercy You have shown
G
I stand in wonder
C
I reach to You the One who makes the blind eyes see
Am7
Who breaks the chains of sickness with authority
F
Restoring what was broken
G
So it may fly again
Chorus:
C
I live to worship You
Am7
I breathe to worship You
F G
All of my days Your face I will seek
C
For as I worship You
Am7
You lead me to that place
F G C
To that place of divine exchange
Other:
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
credit to http://www.higherpraise.com/lyrics/awesome/awesome2673.html
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:16 PM
Y 9:16 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
Woke up late today for tuition...tuition at 12 i woke up at 11.30..quickly have breakfast and rush all these...was prepared to leave at 11.55..lol...don plan to take a bus...will be damm long..so took a cab instead of bus..thank the cab driver to rush for me...and cab fares was cheap...4 bucks..lol...but it still make a hole in my wallet for today..reach tuition centre,teacher haven even start..lol..anyway...had tuition and went home after that..to take a nap..lol..over slept..suppose to meet vashon at 4..i woke up at 3.40..rush down again...but not take a cab..in the end...late again..reach there at 4.20..lol...went to PS to eat..i miss the ayam pangang..its nice!!lol...wwnt home after that...and stuck at the com..watching comedies..haha...music video..lol..ok..that how my day past...
don be such an idiot.you didnt kept your promise after all..wake up flav!
don be such an idiot.you didnt kept your promise after all..wake up flav!
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:08 PM
Y 10:08 PM
hmm..woke up late as usual...don wanna wake up...miss my sleep alot..but have to get up to go church...haha...was pretty late though when i reach there...and thank God..no need do duty if not im like so super duper late..suppose to reach at 1250..i reach at 1.15..cool huh?
after service...went to pool with vashon..i really need to buck up...haha..then waited for a bus 12 to go pasir ris which is damm long?took us 45 min just to wait for one bus..then nevermind...the bus was fully packed...there was this two ladies..malay or Filipino..i don know..but judging from their language...should be malay..they know no space and happen that beside me got one space and i purposely leave it there cause people at the second deck wants to get off the bus need space...that why i left a space there...then this two ladies...don't give a damm...keep squeezing and squeezing..and it cause vashon camera to hit the " wall " of the bus...hello..this camera cost 3k plus and you just knock it and didnt say a excuse me or sorry...then nevermind...still there talking your own language..scolding us...when it finally reach pasir ris...wanted to go for boon tip brithday chalet..but..it was too far and late...so went for mmr chalet...then home...phew..lucky i manage to get the last train and the last bus..=)
looking at you..i can really see myself when i was 14,out with syl sky and others...and not wanting to go home..i do have that kind of feeling..but..when at a later time..you will find that..family are more precious then friends...and..jsut trying to hang out late late...to avoid going home and hang out...when time for you to go home..you don't want..its irritating..others don care but i do care as a brother!now i know how they feel when i was like that...i carn do anything but to pray to God that he will wake you up.
after service...went to pool with vashon..i really need to buck up...haha..then waited for a bus 12 to go pasir ris which is damm long?took us 45 min just to wait for one bus..then nevermind...the bus was fully packed...there was this two ladies..malay or Filipino..i don know..but judging from their language...should be malay..they know no space and happen that beside me got one space and i purposely leave it there cause people at the second deck wants to get off the bus need space...that why i left a space there...then this two ladies...don't give a damm...keep squeezing and squeezing..and it cause vashon camera to hit the " wall " of the bus...hello..this camera cost 3k plus and you just knock it and didnt say a excuse me or sorry...then nevermind...still there talking your own language..scolding us...when it finally reach pasir ris...wanted to go for boon tip brithday chalet..but..it was too far and late...so went for mmr chalet...then home...phew..lucky i manage to get the last train and the last bus..=)
looking at you..i can really see myself when i was 14,out with syl sky and others...and not wanting to go home..i do have that kind of feeling..but..when at a later time..you will find that..family are more precious then friends...and..jsut trying to hang out late late...to avoid going home and hang out...when time for you to go home..you don't want..its irritating..others don care but i do care as a brother!now i know how they feel when i was like that...i carn do anything but to pray to God that he will wake you up.
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:37 AM
Y 12:37 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
May is coming to an end..and..yet im still not prepared for N..cool huh...seriously need to do something about it..carn afford to fail...went for YA...young arrows bbq is coming!!!!can't wait for it!gonna get to see jin kai and other kids again!!!cool!!!
your birthday is coming up soon..so soon huh?one year had pass...and...i can rmb clearly..where was i on your birthday..church...and i didnt went out with you or what so ever...mayb on that day...i could ask you out..and mayb i won say that..dumb me...when i met you..i was so sure that you are the one..but i didnt appreciate it..i said that i wanted to get you a gift for you birthday..i didnt..i keep forgetting...few months later..my friend..got attached with you...cool huh...i could blame no one but myself..you say it yourself...keep in contact and now what??im like an irritating freak...msg you..always yearn for a reply...mayb its normal....you also said..don avoid..and now?but all this were the past already...since you are with him now..then so be it...i got nothing to say now..but all i could do..is to stand outside the circle and see the both of you...
ok..enought of emoing...if it happen to be this way..then so be it...can't be like a ******..go and take her away from friend...
anyway...went for tuition..yay!!!ms koh say 21 june and 28 june no tuition..both combined to one day!!!which means i can go for the YA sports day!!!finally...this is my first YA sports day..and it just nice happen to be that i finish my common test that week..wee!was so happy about it..thank God..=)
your birthday is coming up soon..so soon huh?one year had pass...and...i can rmb clearly..where was i on your birthday..church...and i didnt went out with you or what so ever...mayb on that day...i could ask you out..and mayb i won say that..dumb me...when i met you..i was so sure that you are the one..but i didnt appreciate it..i said that i wanted to get you a gift for you birthday..i didnt..i keep forgetting...few months later..my friend..got attached with you...cool huh...i could blame no one but myself..you say it yourself...keep in contact and now what??im like an irritating freak...msg you..always yearn for a reply...mayb its normal....you also said..don avoid..and now?but all this were the past already...since you are with him now..then so be it...i got nothing to say now..but all i could do..is to stand outside the circle and see the both of you...
ok..enought of emoing...if it happen to be this way..then so be it...can't be like a ******..go and take her away from friend...
anyway...went for tuition..yay!!!ms koh say 21 june and 28 june no tuition..both combined to one day!!!which means i can go for the YA sports day!!!finally...this is my first YA sports day..and it just nice happen to be that i finish my common test that week..wee!was so happy about it..thank God..=)
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:41 PM
Y 10:41 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
D**** and mabel!(don say i not good ar..lol)was watching some video at youtube..it was so hilarious!!!some jeff dunham videos..haha...then went to check out final fantasy X song..now learning how to play with guit..hmm..so soothing..haha..nice!esp suteki da ne and zanarkand..hmm...ok..tml really need to start mugging...aim for 100%!!!hmm?lol..apparently my this common test result scored damm badly..wonder how am i going to face my mom on that day..i don mind she tear it in front of me throw it in front of my face..anyway..i deserve that...should have study harder...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:21 PM
Y 10:21 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
school had been the same...and it seem that..i lost quite alot of things...important things to me..which i didnt cherish well...hmm...i lost them, i lost someone once...i lost myself, i lost my faith once...ok...it somehow suck...and i really damm feeling like going for encounter or re-encounter camp..upcoming..cluster camp..should i go??
after school...went to cl room..then after that..plan to go bugis to get my file..and poor mabel has to follow me down..but in the end,went junction 8 instead..carn find my file..so we stood outside poh kim and watch "ah long ptd ltd" haha..at 6...went back to amk to meet gh and ck...then went mac to have dinner...ok i know..im having a sore throat and i still eat mac...lol..went for tuition after that...
After tuition,the earthquake which happen at china,came to my mind...the earthquake was 7.1...if it happen to singapore...thats it...singapore is gone..and perhaps only few hundreds of survivors...hmm..At that moment,all i could think is that..He is coming soon!!hmm...
things had side track..
after school...went to cl room..then after that..plan to go bugis to get my file..and poor mabel has to follow me down..but in the end,went junction 8 instead..carn find my file..so we stood outside poh kim and watch "ah long ptd ltd" haha..at 6...went back to amk to meet gh and ck...then went mac to have dinner...ok i know..im having a sore throat and i still eat mac...lol..went for tuition after that...
After tuition,the earthquake which happen at china,came to my mind...the earthquake was 7.1...if it happen to singapore...thats it...singapore is gone..and perhaps only few hundreds of survivors...hmm..At that moment,all i could think is that..He is coming soon!!hmm...
things had side track..
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:41 PM
Y 9:41 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
TOday got back my math result..its gosh!!!!2/25!!!!such a bad result!!!!its on probability...which i don like the most..mr tong is right...im thsoe who do fomula then will score..nt those without formula..lol...but still 2/25 is still so bad..need to buck up le...
After school...planned to study..study till there ching kei guit since he wanna learn...teach lo...basic nia...after that..went to bishan...i want to get a file...those kind of A4 file..that i can put fullscapre pad,pencil case..blah blah...don wan everytime carry that big bag..lol..walk for 2 hours still cannot find..i wonder popular open so big for what sia..hmm...ok..shall go try those mama bookshop ...i doubt they have too..hmmm..
why does it always happens like that?when i treat a person like my best friend...in the end..i got what?rejection...hate it
After school...planned to study..study till there ching kei guit since he wanna learn...teach lo...basic nia...after that..went to bishan...i want to get a file...those kind of A4 file..that i can put fullscapre pad,pencil case..blah blah...don wan everytime carry that big bag..lol..walk for 2 hours still cannot find..i wonder popular open so big for what sia..hmm...ok..shall go try those mama bookshop ...i doubt they have too..hmmm..
why does it always happens like that?when i treat a person like my best friend...in the end..i got what?rejection...hate it
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:14 PM
Y 9:14 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
every Monday just suck...esp this one...argh!!that why i don like monday about it...i will mood swing and sleep in class...zzz....thanks Han Xuan for helping me get the hillsong conference tickets!!=)
well..it won affect me anything since you once say its a anything friend...so be it lo...you can say that,i also can...
well..it won affect me anything since you once say its a anything friend...so be it lo...you can say that,i also can...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:21 PM
Y 10:21 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY!
Today..woke up after a deep sleep...i didnt even know it rained..hmm...anyway..rush out of the house...gonna be late for duty...lol..best thing is..when i reach bus stop..the bus left..zzz when the bus came,and i took till eunos and chiong a cab down..seriously..it got no diff if i take from my house down..only that its cheaper by 3 bucks....lol.
I'm down by a bad cough which makes me lose my voice...and i sound really awful...during service..didnt really project my voice..lol..haha...seriously..after on week of busy-ness...church is the place where i can really free myself..with that highness..haha...was given a free book...called "to the multitudes" by pastor khong,got his signature..hmm...lol..signature suppose only for moms..but in the end,they open up to all...ha....today was about having favour..what do i want in favour??cash?big houses??new phone?new bed??NO!!!i want the wisdom of studying..and salvation!!wonder why,i broke down in tears when studying came to my mind..that kind of desperate-ness...i want favour in that!!
TO unknown Flav:hey,get a life ya??don be such a loser by using other people name to spam and say that i like this girl..get your facts right before anyhow spam..so i take it that you have a crush on her?you don want to put your real name and use my name instead?sad to say,she already attached and i can gurantee that even if she is unattached,she won even like you,being a loser by not putting real name..i don't care who you are,but please know that i won do this kind of cheap tricks to my friend around me..only you this kind of cheap person will use this kind of cheap tricks..get a life outside...and thanks for increasing my website counter!appreciate!hope that you will come often and help me increased it and don think that im dumb till i don't know how to track ip..change all you want..and oh ya!if you want to spoil my friendship,think of a better way..and of course,such a loser which don put real name..totally make my blog feels filthy
Today..woke up after a deep sleep...i didnt even know it rained..hmm...anyway..rush out of the house...gonna be late for duty...lol..best thing is..when i reach bus stop..the bus left..zzz when the bus came,and i took till eunos and chiong a cab down..seriously..it got no diff if i take from my house down..only that its cheaper by 3 bucks....lol.
I'm down by a bad cough which makes me lose my voice...and i sound really awful...during service..didnt really project my voice..lol..haha...seriously..after on week of busy-ness...church is the place where i can really free myself..with that highness..haha...was given a free book...called "to the multitudes" by pastor khong,got his signature..hmm...lol..signature suppose only for moms..but in the end,they open up to all...ha....today was about having favour..what do i want in favour??cash?big houses??new phone?new bed??NO!!!i want the wisdom of studying..and salvation!!wonder why,i broke down in tears when studying came to my mind..that kind of desperate-ness...i want favour in that!!
TO unknown Flav:hey,get a life ya??don be such a loser by using other people name to spam and say that i like this girl..get your facts right before anyhow spam..so i take it that you have a crush on her?you don want to put your real name and use my name instead?sad to say,she already attached and i can gurantee that even if she is unattached,she won even like you,being a loser by not putting real name..i don't care who you are,but please know that i won do this kind of cheap tricks to my friend around me..only you this kind of cheap person will use this kind of cheap tricks..get a life outside...and thanks for increasing my website counter!appreciate!hope that you will come often and help me increased it and don think that im dumb till i don't know how to track ip..change all you want..and oh ya!if you want to spoil my friendship,think of a better way..and of course,such a loser which don put real name..totally make my blog feels filthy
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:51 PM
Y 9:51 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Yesterday..math test..i totally screwed it up..out of 15 question..though i did some..but i can guarantee 10 answers are confirm wrong..zzzzzzzz...then another bad news came...my presentation did not get through the citi idea in action...was quite disappointed..if only i was not suck in my english...damm....after school..went home to get guitar for ivan..since he wanna borrow it...then rush to michelle's mom funeral...it seriosuly remind me of my two grandmothers...images keep flashing in my mind..i was too...hmm..sad?after that...went back to amk...to bath and out...was quite upset...i tot they would be ready...apparently they are not..still can be there playing soccer...k lo..then cancel jam lo...met up with gh and ck instead..soon...sze an and marc came...went to mac eat..then...arcade...its been more then 1.5 years that i did not step into arcade or to say...really go play...it was cool to play with them then sharon and hway min came..played again...seriosuly..a big hole in the pocket..haha...and due to the images of too many funerals...and...its 11.45-50...didnt wanna go home..went to ton at gh place..thanks gh!pictures upload tomorrow!
Today,i feel quite bad though...went home early in the morning..just to change and then get cash then go out...feel bad towards my mom...hmm...wanted to jam...but then *** never ans phone call...then cancel again...SERIOUSLY!!I DON WAN TO JAM ANYMORE WITH THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE.don know whats wrong..say today then jam...but then...never pick up phone...whatever la...wasted time at mac..then went back to amk library..saw Gen there,it like...donno how many months never see her..haha..great chat..send her off at bus stop..and back to library..sit awhile...then go for tuition...chem tuition rocks man!haha...after tuition...rushed down to suntec to watch with FC peeps..watch Ironman..(like finally..) one thing i like about the show is the high technology used..haha..and then shared a cab and home!=)
upcoming..Choronicals of Narnia,Prince Caspian..=)
i am quite surprise that the feeling came...i didnt want to admit it..but your names flying through my mind all the times..wake up flav!
Today,i feel quite bad though...went home early in the morning..just to change and then get cash then go out...feel bad towards my mom...hmm...wanted to jam...but then *** never ans phone call...then cancel again...SERIOUSLY!!I DON WAN TO JAM ANYMORE WITH THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE.don know whats wrong..say today then jam...but then...never pick up phone...whatever la...wasted time at mac..then went back to amk library..saw Gen there,it like...donno how many months never see her..haha..great chat..send her off at bus stop..and back to library..sit awhile...then go for tuition...chem tuition rocks man!haha...after tuition...rushed down to suntec to watch with FC peeps..watch Ironman..(like finally..) one thing i like about the show is the high technology used..haha..and then shared a cab and home!=)
upcoming..Choronicals of Narnia,Prince Caspian..=)
i am quite surprise that the feeling came...i didnt want to admit it..but your names flying through my mind all the times..wake up flav!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:55 PM
Y 11:55 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
nothing much happen recently...anyway...back to blog..recently..was quite on to youtube looking for music...i found a song...beat it by fal out boy..original michael jackson..lol..but i like the current one...from those old old old jazz to rock..and PETE WENTZ HAIR IS NICE!!!!!!!emo punk..lol...^.^v
tml gonna be a long day..
Forgive me..i will not do it again..
ah ha!shes the one...
tml gonna be a long day..
Forgive me..i will not do it again..
ah ha!shes the one...
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:57 PM
Y 12:57 PM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Ok..im so like a pig...yesterday slept for 3 hours..and then out and home slept for another 13 hours...cool ya?lol...later is gonna be busy man..young arrows, then after that tuition..then home and sleep again..lol...young arrows i need to think of what to do with the banner for YA sports day man!!!zzz....
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:00 AM
Y 3:00 AM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Today..announcement..mr Ong say, no more PSP..which means..cannot even bring psp to school..found in bag...won hesitate to confiscate it..so sad la...and worst thing is..carn even listen to music...zzz....as in...cannot wear ear piece and walk around with ear phones in ear...then after that...had Chinese common test paper 1...anyhow pom one story out..hopeflly i can pass then can pull up my chinese grade...after paper...SSRP since chinese teacher never come...after that..D&T and end school!went home to sleep for 3hours..is very tired..then after that..went to meet vashon then went to pet shop..then hub then home!and now..tired again..seriously..i feel like a pig though..lol..=.=
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:39 PM
Y 2:39 PM
Friday, May 02, 2008
today..woke up in the morning..went to jam with sze an ivan and marc..like finally..one song is done..haha...jamming was fun though...after that..went to meet the rest at bishan golf course to play pool..didnt play..stayed awhile...after that went to tuition...reached tuition centre...was quite surprised to see mr liew reached very early!!!!haha..normally he would reach late by 15-30 min..lol..haha..anyway...tuition was great..he is the best phy teacher la..lol...after that went back to find them..some left...then dinner with gh and daniel..then home...ulcer is killing me!!!
i cannot...
i cannot...
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:37 PM
Y 12:37 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
OK..lets start from morning ba..IT was chinese common test, and we were given 45 min to revise..apparently,we were not revising..we were there playing and chit chatting..and mrs koh...was quite blur when long ge told her that..chinese study general..lol..haha...the test...average ba..haha...after test..long ge went for braces..haha...cool ya?haha...enjoy the pain?ya i know you do..haha...had a long science periods today...its very tiring...hmm...after school..went for math remedial..and..i was there slacking??hmm...just not in the mood when it's very warm and stuffy...and tired...went to hub after that...alone...and to mug also..guess where i mug???FOOD COURT!!!lol..haha..anyway..im not the only one..there still alot of people there mugging too..ahha...went for tuition after that..seriously..i felt really encouraged by the math teacher when i was told that..i got the question...and understand it...cause im really at loss when i saw the question...the way he told me" now you could go home and sleep in peace" i somehow felt some kind of joyness..haha...mayb its because its my third lesson and i m attending O lvl class..so yup...thanks Mr Lai!! saw wei en outside...and went for dinner at mac with his mom and sis...haha..his mom is quite funny..haha...after that...went home...and online!!haha..ok..tml gonna go jam..and its a labour day holiday!!!
ling hui is right..choose and decide wisely..flav,don be a failure in your lovelife..
ling hui is right..choose and decide wisely..flav,don be a failure in your lovelife..
SIMPLE ME
Y 2:07 PM
Y 2:07 PM
