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Thursday, July 31, 2008
NDP 08..so sad..i actually joined it...but then..forced to leave cause due to exams..zzz...if not i think i will be so enjoying myself there luh...zzz..lol...
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:59 PM


Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Prom Night the movie was great! though not really thrilling..lol..not as thrilling as the strangers...lol...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:14 PM


Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Phew, another long day!! somehow,i slept for the first half of school today...just felt so sleepy...sleep till recess time..ok..its bad..but i DID did revision after that ok!

Had D&T till 5.30pm and i finally complete my presentation board..now,the final task, DESIGN JOURNAL/ FOLIO~!!!

and oh ya...Flavian is sick now the day before his prelims..but after taking the panadol..think its seems better..haha...and..waste my 3.50 just to get one piece of panadol..when i only need 2 tablet...zzz....shall bring tml in case...lol...tml having ss prelims..ok..damm gan chiong....

Just went to study at mac..and im slow..2h just for one topic on healthcare services..now..left with one more topic..shall wake at 4 to study..then at parade square..revise everything..please rain so that can skip that boring assembly to have more time to study...



This is real touching and sweet..haha..but i hope the wife did nothing to the people..haha!!and..i won want to keep a lion at home..lol!!!Got it from mrs koh blog..
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:46 PM


Monday, July 28, 2008
Do i have that faith to do things??do i have the faith to ask big? do i have the faith to overcome every circumstances in His name? sometimes i really ask myself..what for i do all these?? What the ultimate aim of doing so. Getting into the worship team had always been my dream for God..Theres been recruitment on all these..is it coincidence?or is it open doors? but, i also need to think..if i do so..what is my aim of doing so..what is my principle of doing it. DO i have the heart of a shepherd? Where is my heart? Is it because that i want to be recognizes or is it because i want to serve? i dare to say its to serve..not for fame. If that's Your will,i will strive hard for it.

Got back compo test today...miraculously, i scored 20/30 for it...why i say so? all my points were not relevant to the topic given, and i only wrote three points which were not enough..and there was alot of cancellation,and i was expected a fail grade cause i didnt really put in effort in it..i was expecting 13-15/30...hmm..thank God =)

D&T final deadline is in few days time..and im still in bits and pieces of my folio..need to press on...these few months is gonna be busy like mad..prelims this wed and intense revision..
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:12 PM


Sunday, July 27, 2008

This is a good video!should watch!

We were given breath of life. And His creation was perfect! He gave us everything he had.food,comfort, happiness, joy..but..we were tempted and we fall..we were greedy and after we sin,we could no longer feel Him, we got drift apart with Him. Everytime we tried to go back, We will be drag away by them, and in order to be set free, he chose to die on the cross for us. He can choose not to, but he did. he died on the cross and we are clean again...

service was great...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:01 PM


Saturday, July 26, 2008
Im getting this book next!=))))
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:47 PM


I know you are not reading this..but....this post is for you MR TAN WEE MENG!!!

thank you for helping us from the day we got our theme till now..

Thank you for helping us to print out all the worksheets,all the notes for us..i know you had given alot alot of hints to us already and we caught it but we didnt show it

Thank you for guiding us!

Though the deadline is in a half a day time..but...the outcome..Its all on our own already...you are not to blame...we had slack too much...if we had taken your advice and do.....perhaps we will be resting now..yup...
SIMPLE ME
Y 1:15 AM


Thursday, July 24, 2008



I plan to buy this book!! * RARE TO SEE FLAVIAN READING A BOOK!!!! *

like ages!
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:27 PM


Sunday, July 20, 2008


a blessing song...

Complete Lyrics:
================
Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you, Lord
In Your strength will I break through, Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
And I will be complete in You.

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord.
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day,
And I will be complete in..

I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in
I will be complete in
I will be complete in You
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:17 PM


http://bbs3.news.163.com/bbs/photo/86705095.html

Seriously..i wonder why this kind of people exist in this world..they don even deserve a "b****" on their forehead..they don even have the name "beast or human" on their head...they are so much worst then that...how can a human do this to a animal...oh wells..already said she is not a human..you heartless creature...why not you be the kitten...being cut, being stepped..do you like the feeling?crazy ass..might as well just die and nobody will give a damm about you...

Woke up in the morning to go for Mountbatten cc F1 family day event...got abit tanned....was helping with the station "family connection"..so basically...you need to use whatever things you had on your body except for your shirt and pants to form a line..as long as possible..this team..they funny...quite sporty..haha...and hyped up too! to the extend that..this guy used his underwear as part of the connection..lol!!!haha...not the one he is wearing but...is sealed up in a zip block bag...haha!!they could also..used those colour papers that could be stick on the floor...to connect too..lol....xD

after that..left for service..so shag...thanks jennifer for the ride..after service..planned to go magicbox...but then..no more seats for us...so sad!!!so wanted to go....zzzzzzzzz.......

went home after that...thanks Sky for lending me the hillsong alubm!!=)))

later going bishan to pay the money for nike plus...nowadays..races are getting more and more ex..standard chartered..10km only!!!45 bucks!!!!sp ex!!but im still going for it..lol...

and somemore...nike plus..is two days before my combined humans N lvl...and..prelims are around the conner...i still going for races...."smart" boy flav!-.-...Pray!!!

its finally here..the day is here..when i see you i feel neutral..and im ready to move on!!!so..lets move on!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:02 PM


Woke up early in the morning..go school.sad huh?for what?for D&T...zzz...one more week...hmmm...ok..after that left for lunch and YA..after YA..went for tuition...didnt really go...ms koh never come...so..never go..and the class is so ke lian can..when i go in..no people...lol!!!saw alex outside..haha...then...waited outside deciding whether to go in or make up..lol...decided to go for make up..then went home after that...stayed at home awhile..went out again...

Help??its painful and hard..
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:38 AM


Friday, July 18, 2008
Oral today was better than the english oral....hmm...

Sometimes i really wonder...why you had work hard for something..perhaps to get some attention or to be in with that group or that certain person..and in the end...when it comes to result...the person get all the credit...all the praises..when the person could do is to sit there and talk crap...and did nothing...i know that feeling...that kind of sadness...is very terrible...or is like...you worked REAL hard for that certain friendship...its not only d*** but also you guys...i want to be a friend that when outing,you will also call..it really hurts inside...the feeling of being left out...at least..ask? im sitting right in front of you and you only ask the person beside me and left...leaving that place..i have to auto myself to leave...if not...would you even want to call me??no one got attitude problem..is you yourself having attitude problem...no one get angry so easily...is you yourself...small thing also attitude...is that what they say...when it comes to this kind of situation..that what christian family are for...i rmb joanna saying that...christian family give that kind of warmth...that kind of care and help...and won leave you to lurch..is that it?is it me?or is it them?i did my best to change...im not dumb...i know what going on..don assume it...i may look weak..but i did complete races like 10km,challenge, 35km...what makes you think i cannot come back in 1h for 10km?and what makes you think that i will come back in 1h for 5km?am i that weak?that useless?so what if i did badly for my 2.4? you just think that...oh!5km..cannot la...need rest...then while running,i will slow down in pace?mind you...im not that weak..i may look weak on the outside but not inside...that what you call friends?carn you all just ask in a proper manner??not sound like ordering??i had been bearing all these...i didnt talk back in a stern attitude tone...why am i bearing all these??i really wonder why...why am i doing all these knowing that...no matter how hard i try...friends..after all..will not become best friends...but...that kind after graduate, lost contact that kind...not to you but to me...why fighting so hard??

sian....tml d&t in the morning...mayb going pierce sec...to visit teck hong kor kor and to see soon-to-be cousin-in-law...hmmm...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:03 PM


Thursday, July 17, 2008
ok....i carn go for nike plus human race...zzz..sian....T_T

I so wanted to go man..but im not 16 on 1 sept...=((((((((
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:33 PM


Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Woke up at late today...why??not because i no need go school...but i can get to school late..cause got dental appt in the morning!hehe...woke up at 8.30..left for the appt...seriously..no offence...i really don like goverment centre like NDC...the staff there got attitude problem...normally...as a cashier...you need to give customer back the cash...you give with both hands..this person didnt..she just look down on her stuff and give it with a hand...i was like..wa piang..what kind of attitude is this...zzz..anway..changed my braces to light blue..

go school after that...then...after school...lunched with mabel...then...go for D&T extra lesson...then...went to cca awhile...then...hub for tuition..then home...

living in disasters...need help!

Nike run!!!carn wait!

TOuch run...5km or 10km??zzz
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:50 PM


Tuesday, July 15, 2008
schooled...emo emo emo....just feel that..i'd did something wrong...and...argh...i wan life to be easy..and..this is not what i could handle...

After school went for D&T to draw drawings again...next week due and theres lots of pressure man...

Its not because i still hold that feeling..its because i feel awkard...i donno why...in front of you two or you...its just so awkard...i couldnt think anything..i will be thinking hard to say something and to force something out...i got that message that you are trying to imply...is it so jia lat that a hi bye friend we cannot be?

Gonna be emo for the week liao...zzz....
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:44 PM


Monday, July 14, 2008
school normal..don't know why not really in the mood to study today..hmm...had EC after school....till around 4..then go..work on my D&T....till 5 plus...then hub then home...finally a working tv in my room!

God forgive..
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:03 PM


Sunday, July 13, 2008
woke up early in the morning to go for Vashon tournament at yishun sports hall..congratz that she won a match...bronze better then nth haha..=) i don mind joining if i got the time...haha!!!xD

After tat went for service....ok...guess what i was doing during sermon..yes..Flavian is solving math question during service..lol!!!!*ar-bish* hehe...
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:16 PM


Saturday, July 12, 2008
ytd pe was quite slack to me..serious...its only a few rounds of car park and normally i would be there panting and panting..but this time i didnt!! compared to the 35km walk and this few runs..this was nothing..hmm...after school stayed back for D&T..finally im done with the orthographic drawing...now left with the isometric drawing...zzz....and then...went home after that..tot...of changing clothes so that can go awards nights...but then...cannot....on the way le then say cannot wear home clothes in..what kind of logic is this sia...zzz...sorry liwoon!wei en and ck!
jalan kayu-ed with wee jie gh and dan...things are getting more expensive..just a mee goreng,two plain prata and bandung...it cost me 8 bucks...hmm...went to slack awhile under dan place then went home..

quiz by liwoon.

1) What do you want most?
● getting good grades and make my parents proud
2) Where do you want to go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
● Free tickets to Europe to see their small islands =)
3) What's your favourite thing to do?
● Slacking &those times hanging out w friends.
4) Do you think money can buy you happiness?
● Nope .
5) If you can have one dream come true, what would it be?
● A man who have a family.lol....
6) Do you believe that you can live w/o money?
● Nope
7) Who do you want to be w right now?
● family,friends, best friends
8) What is love?
● Love is an emotion that make someone feel good?
Love let someone smile?
● Love is what makes you smile when you're tired
9) What do you dream about of doing in the future?
● Some staff who is wearing those formal smart suits to work..
10) List 3 good points about the person who has tagged you.
● Cool, smart, slacking-friend
11) What makes you happy?
● Positive remarks
12) What type of person do you hate the most?
● hmm...dono?
13) Where do you see yourself 10 yrs down the road?
● Donno?
14) At what age do you intend to marry?
● 26-28?
15) How many children do you intend to have? Boy or Girl?
● boy?girl?nah..both also good..lol!!
16) What i wished for?
● dreams to come true ~
17) If you had a chance to change your life, what would you want to change?
● =x
18) If you can be one type of food, what would you like to be?
● huh???i don wanna be eaten up!!!!!
19) Are you courageous enough to tell a person you like him/her?
● Depends..most prob is yes!
20) What are you doing now?
● doing this quiz..preparing to go for YA and meet the rest for lunch and preparing notes for tuition later.
tagged.
- Anyone ba....you see this you better tag!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:52 AM


Thursday, July 10, 2008
Today...ODT practice...thanks das for helping me bring extra thermometer!!!

Today,Touch cyber wellness from TCS came to school to give some internet safety tips!!not really surprise as quite expected it?haha...im proud to say that im volunteering under TOUCH community services!!lol....Touch Young Arrows!=))

Boring through out...didnt really study much...but...during VE,im starting to worry for my N lvl...should i go ITE straight after N or should i continue sec 5..say honestly..ITE is not really my choice..not because i despise or what..but...the courses doesnt really interest me...all i could see is sec 5..becoming like an express kid...taking O lvl..hmm...but..with my this result..hmm...where can it bring me?no even higher nitec..

to say the truth..if these were to be my N lvl result..i will definetly feel like suiciding..lol..ok..i know..its wrong..but..when you had put so hard work in it...put all effort and energy in it and it turn to waste...hmm...its very disappointing ....

To liwoon, cheer up yea?i know the feeling suck..but..ya...im sure your uncle will be proud of you getting an award..i know the feeling..is like...i run a 10km marathon,the first time..not because i wanna test my limits..but..i wanna get that cert to show my grandma that i complete it even when im weak..so she also can be stronger too and of course to make her smile..but...too bad...its late...yup..don think too much aye?smiles!=)
SIMPLE ME
Y 9:42 PM


Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Nothing much..hmm...its rained today...cool...good weather...

Greater disappointment..

Physics -9.5/40 ok..don talk about it..i know its bad....
Chemistry-23/40 still bad...sorry ms koh...lol..

seriously...its really a hard thing for me to accept..is it suppose to be a test?test about my faith??if so..i failed..

don tell me to move on or what..or..work even harder..i don wan this...its very irritating..i know all these...but..sometimes..say it in a correct time...no when..you failed all your sub and then..say "there still chance,work hard,move on..what done is done." i don need all these...i also know that!

Depression soon..seriously i feel like a failure...in christ and in world...damm...

More "good" results coming up..

need to go to the dentist to wash my teeth and gum soon...and hopefully next week..when i see the dentist to re new my braces..i won kena a lecture from him...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:23 PM


Tuesday, July 08, 2008
school starts today..nothing much...just that emo too much...why??

-I studied so hard for my common test...you may say study smart..i did! but guess what the result??a great disappointment..i was so confident that i would pass my math with flying colours..in the end...22/45...you call this a good result??a result to face my parents?a result that can honour Him?no i can't!D&T..i studied too...i got what??33/100...seriously...i don feel like studying anymore if result continue to like this..its not that its hard...its that i carn score...im not looking forward for my other results mark..im sorry mum and dad...=(

-one more thing at the other blog..shall not say...its hard la..i changed so much and i got a NO answer..nvm..donno what i talking??nvm..ask perhaps i will tell?
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:53 PM


Monday, July 07, 2008

This is super duper cool!!!!and its made by a real person!!
Its carved out "God gave the gift of artists so that they can dream while they are awake"

From Ashes To Beauty
By:The Vine Band
Words and music by Tom Read

Verse 1:
Spirit of the sovereign Lord is on me now
To love, to speak, to heal, to preach
The spirit of the sovereign Lord
Is on me now
Giving life

Pre-chorus:
You turn ashes to beauty
Mourning to dancing
Anguish to songs of praise

Chorus:
Pour Your spirit over me
Let Your love rain down
Would You take these hands of mine
And use me
Pour Your spirit over me
Let Your love rain down
Would You take these feet of mine
And lead me

VERSE 2:
The spirit of the sovereign Lord
Is on me now
To go, to free, to give, to feed
The spirit of the sovereign Lord
Is on me now
Spreading love

Bridge:
You lead me to the poor
That’s where You are
You lead me to the weak
That’s where You are
You lead me to the lost
That’s where You are
Lord I want to be
Where You are

This song is great..called the the vine band band...some hong kong thing...but its nice and ministering too!listen to the music at

http://www.thevineband.com/site/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=132&Itemid=119
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:49 PM


Congratz pastor Lawerence Khong on getting to the newspaper!!=)) my mom saw it!lol...
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:35 AM


Saturday, July 05, 2008
Yesterday..ended school pretty early..cause of NOMAD...haha..so..went to slack with liwoon and daxin at airport...and shun bian waste time...for me la...1h plus bus ride..eat finish,went to terminal 3 to see..its great !all first class condition..hehe...after tat..went home awhile to bathe and change..and then chiong cab down to youthphoria...a challenge..from east coast park,walk to pasir ris park..total estimated 35km..i like the part where we blow balloons, and walk that empty straight street..and then sharing burden and then..burst it..i shared that incident...saddess thing in life...after saying it out...tears almost started dropping...ALMOST..but didnt...the walk was quite challenging as i had never did something before..hmm....thank God that i manage to finish it...and teens,great job!rested at changi beach for 1h,breakfast all these..set off again..to pasir ris park..legs feel like breaking man..and its like...50kg of metal tying on your leg and you are suppose to move..lol..ok...im being kua zhang..anyway...to sum it up...the whole event totally rocks!looking forward for more =)

after the thing ended...went to school for NOMAD....no phone is really damm hard la...you cant contact anyone...btw..my phone is dead...so ps to those who message or call..im sorry..im in need of DEEPHEAT cream!!!!lol...

oh ya...while waiting for bus to go bedok today...we were there playing fuzzy wuzzy game...say honestly..till now i still don really get what the game is trying to say..lol!!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:10 PM


Wednesday, July 02, 2008
http://www.flickr.com/photos/almaoscura/2591928359/

i want this new phone!~!~
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:33 PM


Today...almost late for school...haha...chiong a cab down,...its so ex!!!!6.30...more than half of my recess gone....mdm anantha not coming often...need to do self revision man...slack around..till math lesson...seriously...i love math like siao man..haha...did alot of question..including question from wien..haha...after school...skipped lunch cause some stuff...then went for D&T...finally i completed it..but..the quality is that..out of 40,i could only score 20 or 22 or even a fail...my workmanship is real bad man...after tuition..rot at food court while waiting for time to pass...and waiting for dan and gh to go tuition..tot of alot of things..hmm...that one thing not good about being alone!!
tuition rocks man!!!=))

OH GOSH!!! TML N ORAL!!!!!!PLEASE LET IT BE EASY!!!!shucks....nervous nervous!!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:35 PM




the rest of the committee =)


Jason eating the maize with the 'face'
Wilson and Melvin cooking!
go go go!!barbecue!!

just came back from the committee debrief..had it at seoul garden..food was great..everything was great there..just that smelled like some barbecue person...haha...



It abit hard...everytime when i want to do it...i will be haunt by the past...it will keep reminding me..when i talk to them...i will be reminded on the past..on how..i was treated...or...how...idiotic i was..now..before i could say anything..it will take me damm long to think what to say...i don even dare to start the suaning thing...good or bad? I doubt no one is gonna help me...
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:20 AM