ME!
Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Saturday, February 28, 2009
I finally received my 2 SAJC PE shirt..one black and one red. =) thanks Douglas and Mabel!!=)))
carn make that slight amendments? still say will change?
single? not single? attached? not attached? crush? uncrush? right? wrong?
emo.
carn make that slight amendments? still say will change?
single? not single? attached? not attached? crush? uncrush? right? wrong?
emo.
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:26 AM
Y 12:26 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
A and me gonna study the course..so..we started crapping
A:.....when pay comes. You on right?
Me:yea....provided i got the cash..
A: Lol. You economic crisis too eh? =D
Me: yyep yep. mom so not gonna sponser me..gotta find another solution..worst come to worst..go find a sugar daddy ..lol!!jk!!
A:Lol. Yeah. I think you cute enough. =D mum not sponsoring me.......
Me: ....but i need to sacrifice my ass..i now also no work..damm sian....
A:Dude. Like thousand five the rate for escorting rich gays! Plus you got height. More 'model' like! how much you have now?
Me: ha..we go together la..you got the body..they might love you more than me..eh..20?
A: Wahaha .Finished! guess i'll miss you from class. =D
Me:??
A:you only 20 now..carn save 100 by then.
Me: then move on to plan b c d and so on..
A: I think you don't really have a k choice. start practicing. =D
Me:practice what?
A: Butt selling. =D
ok and the crap went on..this was on like...friday?hah..i was laughing in class..
ok enough...nothing much...i need more ideas!!!!!! argh!! suddenly this year..i felt that CCA is...VERY VERY important!!!
gotta start mugging for the week...tests and tests and tests..gosh..its never ending...
stop typing like a kid!!!!
life is still bad...it went worst...let me lean on..can?
i hope i won resort to butt selling..hehe!!!jkjk!!!
i just **** the silly ************* of mine.
we laughed, we cried
And all the while we felt so alive
It was you and me
You grabbed my hand and made see
A:.....when pay comes. You on right?
Me:yea....provided i got the cash..
A: Lol. You economic crisis too eh? =D
Me: yyep yep. mom so not gonna sponser me..gotta find another solution..worst come to worst..go find a sugar daddy ..lol!!jk!!
A:Lol. Yeah. I think you cute enough. =D mum not sponsoring me.......
Me: ....but i need to sacrifice my ass..i now also no work..damm sian....
A:Dude. Like thousand five the rate for escorting rich gays! Plus you got height. More 'model' like! how much you have now?
Me: ha..we go together la..you got the body..they might love you more than me..eh..20?
A: Wahaha .Finished! guess i'll miss you from class. =D
Me:??
A:you only 20 now..carn save 100 by then.
Me: then move on to plan b c d and so on..
A: I think you don't really have a k choice. start practicing. =D
Me:practice what?
A: Butt selling. =D
ok and the crap went on..this was on like...friday?hah..i was laughing in class..
ok enough...nothing much...i need more ideas!!!!!! argh!! suddenly this year..i felt that CCA is...VERY VERY important!!!
gotta start mugging for the week...tests and tests and tests..gosh..its never ending...
stop typing like a kid!!!!
life is still bad...it went worst...let me lean on..can?
i hope i won resort to butt selling..hehe!!!jkjk!!!
i just **** the silly ************* of mine.
we laughed, we cried
And all the while we felt so alive
It was you and me
You grabbed my hand and made see
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:56 PM
Y 11:56 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
Flavian you are such a an idiot...nothing you do makes things right..be it friendship, family, studies or whatever...you think hard for 5 ideas for D&T and all 5 times got rejected. You lost a good friend..and now she doesnt want to talk to you..you are so poor yourself that you carn even afford yourself to study your wants..you scored badly for tests...f***
O lvl fees gonna be S$357.30 if i not wrong..and im suppose to pay by cash..great huh...trying to apply for financial assistance....
Stress up...what else can i do??no point emo? reject..then find again la...
though i carn go laselle for part time course...at least there still a CC for me to go...thanks to the person who is willing to give me the pay...
cash desperate...
im tired...really tired...all i could do..is to rush to the toilet and let the tears drop by itself...it not heartbroken..but disappointment and stress?
im gonna go study fashion illustration!!!
Hopeless
Despair
Desperation
Faithless
Useless
thanks for screwing my F-life..
IM REALLY GONNA STUDY FASHION ILLUSTRATION!!!! finally got the cash..
im gonna go crazy soon..
O lvl fees gonna be S$357.30 if i not wrong..and im suppose to pay by cash..great huh...trying to apply for financial assistance....
Stress up...what else can i do??no point emo? reject..then find again la...
though i carn go laselle for part time course...at least there still a CC for me to go...thanks to the person who is willing to give me the pay...
cash desperate...
im tired...really tired...all i could do..is to rush to the toilet and let the tears drop by itself...it not heartbroken..but disappointment and stress?
im gonna go study fashion illustration!!!
Hopeless
Despair
Desperation
Faithless
Useless
thanks for screwing my F-life..
IM REALLY GONNA STUDY FASHION ILLUSTRATION!!!! finally got the cash..
im gonna go crazy soon..
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:14 PM
Y 6:14 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
today is along monday!!!and very tiring...omgosh..chiong all the way...teacher carn even give a slight brake..im like...half asleep now....gosh...
back tml..and im craving for banana chips!!! =))
tml waffle day, should i go sembawang or citylink??\
stress and tired..
back tml..and im craving for banana chips!!! =))
tml waffle day, should i go sembawang or citylink??\
stress and tired..
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:54 PM
Y 7:54 PM
jing is right...im not those kind of people and carn afford...the feeling right now is...a wolf preying on a sheep..and i really regret smsing..
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:05 AM
Y 12:05 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
congratz to ah imm jie on getting married...wish you all the best and yup..lunch was at marriot hotel..some pics..
the few cousins..
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:08 PM
Y 8:08 PM
I did not lost faith in God..i just lost faith in myself..and almost everything
It already had been done..im totally ashamed to go back...hate the sin love the sinners? Its hard..
if it really have to be this way..then so be it...im ready to accept..and i also lost faith in you.
It already had been done..im totally ashamed to go back...hate the sin love the sinners? Its hard..
if it really have to be this way..then so be it...im ready to accept..and i also lost faith in you.
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:39 AM
Y 11:39 AM
when you are back..and...dishonesty is there..that it..you treat me as a dumb person?? one big fat liar.
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:54 AM
Y 12:54 AM
Friday, February 13, 2009
Life is bad...its repeating again...everything restart..emo...i hope we are still friends...like used to be before..
valentine tmr..and....this year im not gonna get slippers!!!! this year will be slightly better..cause someone is accompanying me for dinner!!!=))
well..not some high class cafe or restaurant..its at hawker...i know..it like..er...why hawker on valentine..geylang serai market..-.-'''
she/they needs to be halal...then...limited..then ya...malay hawker..first time...so..hopefully i won be disappointed...
2nd day...
valentine tmr..and....this year im not gonna get slippers!!!! this year will be slightly better..cause someone is accompanying me for dinner!!!=))
well..not some high class cafe or restaurant..its at hawker...i know..it like..er...why hawker on valentine..geylang serai market..-.-'''
she/they needs to be halal...then...limited..then ya...malay hawker..first time...so..hopefully i won be disappointed...
2nd day...
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:45 PM
Y 10:45 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
You simply just carn be trusted, you stupid fako. You want play it this way..you can, i also can. Don later in the end say you sorry or what..i carn give a damm about it.
I miss a sister who used to care and protect...
I miss a sister who used to care and protect...
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:56 PM
Y 6:56 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
so cool huh? early in the morning..i woke up..going to school..guess what?my main door had been locked up by a bicycle lock..yay? yahoo? thanks to those loansharks..and not to left out that useless uncle of mine who give the add to them...arent we suffering enough??we are already paying your debts...this debt is enough to bring us down..now you come with another one...and gone mia?? how useless can you be? coward..you want suffer suffer your ownself..don bring your family and MY family down...you think us helping half a mil for you is easy??you go and try yourself la..need us to clear the mess that you had made...
life suck...WHY?!??!?!?!urgh.!!!!
emo..
perhaps...unloved, stress is the reason?
life suck...WHY?!??!?!?!urgh.!!!!
emo..
perhaps...unloved, stress is the reason?
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:01 PM
Y 10:01 PM
Monday, February 09, 2009
I donno what went wrong or what..maybe in a way that i had interpret wrongly..or its because i don wan to spoil the friendship..im sorry if i had not been truthful enough..some stuff if donno, will be better..i never treat you or used you like an idiot or puppet...that one thing i know..if something that i had done...made you feel that i had betray you..forgive me..confront me if you want..cause im sure there's a misunderstanding in between..i cherish the friendship we had..really...its really cross my heart...no lie no nothing..mayb you won believe but...please do..
I didnt get the jacket myself.
give me a chance to clear things up..ask me or confront me...i will answer..
it suck when you lost a very goood friend..it hurts too..
i really really really treasure you my friend. im not being fake or what.
i will wait...and yes..i will wait again..
curse me
Let me burn in hell...I don deserve You...
I didnt get the jacket myself.
give me a chance to clear things up..ask me or confront me...i will answer..
it suck when you lost a very goood friend..it hurts too..
i really really really treasure you my friend. im not being fake or what.
i will wait...and yes..i will wait again..
curse me
Let me burn in hell...I don deserve You...
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:22 PM
Y 6:22 PM
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Im starting to not feel like going to school..the school is pushing and pushing..its damm stressing..i know its Os...we are lagging behind..but that our limit...now..i feel like im being locked up in a cage...i gotta pray on handling stress and overcome it..if not..i will go BERSERK!!!!!!
stress and tired...
I DON FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!!
can i have like ph almost everyday???
stress and tired...
I DON FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!!
can i have like ph almost everyday???
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:34 PM
Y 8:34 PM
Things are getting more and more ironic..as in REALLY ironic...sweeter at the same time?
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:25 PM
Y 7:25 PM
