Today, went pretty well..i studied ok!! didnt fell asleep!!!concentrate all the way!! after school..tuition..ha..like finally??had chem tuition... Went to marina to get my stationaries...carn stand those 1 buck pen liao...keep running out of ink...went home .
i wanna start revision to chiong le! =D
im not a good guy, i donno how to appreciate, treasure..
SIMPLE ME Y 11:29 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Just me again..myself..i am sorry that i had hurt you..please forgive me...if time were to turn back, i don wish this to happen...we went in too fast..too much dispute...too much unhappiness...im a bastard i know...but i don wanna hurt you anymore..or cheat your feelings..that why i did that...move on with your life, and find a better one..i very perfect meh? no im not..im barely even the passing line...i don deserve..wish you all the best...hope we still friends..f*** me. you the best person..really i swear..10 times better than the previous..really..there no doubt about it..its me that i donno how to cherish...im not ready yet..sorry...forgive me?
Now, i have to do what i had promised them..
SIMPLE ME Y 9:30 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
I seriously for the mood to do D&T now...wanna get it done asap..
NIGHT LESSON WAS fun? Learnt facial drawing..its damm ku ku..i can really laugh after drawing..me and ben were the only guys there!!!! so wierd!! no ones gonna gay with you ben!! that it..i already selected my career that i wanna go.. Fashion designing...
Today ran 2.4km..like so damm it???slack-ed toooo much...jeez....13.52min..wth!!????i still got time to buck up...after PE, everyone was stonning math class..-.- Went to eat with Brain!! dionis jolin and caiting... went back to school for chinese oral...ITS DAMM BOWCHIKAWOWOW!!damm it.. im like gonna score..a single digit out of 40?? and the worst thing is i cannot re take!!!damm it..im totally pissed off...screwed the whole thing up, totally out of point....damm.. reach home..still feeling pissed...damm...thansk to jess for listening to all my rantings..lol! well..you always do..=D felt much better after ranting..lol!!
single family?how does it taste like?
SIMPLE ME Y 7:30 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Wanted to do artefact, but mr tan wasnt here...gotta wait till next week..slept thruout the whole AP.. went to gelare to meet kai and ansar to eat... then ching kei called..surprise!!!!! he asked to accompany to look for a guit..poor him to wait for me for 1h30 min...oops!!!!! sorry dude in the end, he bought a guit at a discounted price for 160...beginner...i seriously feel like bringing him to swee lee...ok..he is a bitchy guy too!lol!!!!!! homed after that..
best. it won happen.
SIMPLE ME Y 10:43 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
Here i am now at bugis library using someone's laptop to blog! =D
First day of school Suck.
SIMPLE ME Y 5:52 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Had YA today..ok..its damm wierd.its either im tooooo late if not im tooooo early...
After YA, met up with Kai at paya leba to go down expo for food fair ,a disappointing one... and to go to popular fair as i wanna get some exam guides and assesments books.. Went to bugis to have 'dinner' just now...had like dessert instead of normal food....then walk to suntec...then took bus home...
you are the best person!=D
SIMPLE ME Y 12:06 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Let see...today met up with kai and his friends..yep...watch the fashion show!! gosh!!!!im so addicted and engrossed in it....but its kinda disappointing..not really that fantastic..oopsie...after that rush back to meet von to help do closing...gosh..she's pretty!! she going to chiong the night...went to bought her new shoes for club...she 's going to double O....then met up with Vashon and Joseph...they went dinner, and i went to look for them again...back to esplanade again..had dinner at makansutra...jeez...fattening!! and i saw ONE and the ONLY ONE person which i should NOT have saw!! cause the PERSON totally DISGUST me!! FLABBY FATS..more than anyone else! eww gross!!thank God im not facing that person direction to eat, if not i will PUKE! Kai know who im talking about....train-ed back after that..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOBI!!!!! though you won be seeing this..thanks for the surprise peck..lol!!! im really damm shock...thought it only for joke..didnt know you came for real..lol!!!
miss you o!
SIMPLE ME Y 1:54 AM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
i finally started on my holiday homeworks!!!!!!! MIRACLE!!!!lol...
completed English compo...well..wasnt that diff or easy...still manageable... Math totally suck man!! i forgot most of my sec 4 stuff...dammm!!!! gotta start revision...
gonna complete physics tomorrow..=)
and i found a new friend of my same personality!!=))
SIMPLE ME Y 10:26 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Went to school to help in OM production..Jesper ask me to though...went there to do some sewing only...spent the whole day in school.. Notice the 'scarf'??? It was done by me!!! This is prince/the king in the drama..who say king must have golden crown, robe, shoes? muwahaha!!lol..my idea together with Jesper.. Jesper did the most though, cause when reach there...everything was done except the scarf..
I WANNA GRADUATE WITH BACHELOR OF FASHION DESIGN IN NEW YORK, NYC!!!
SIMPLE ME Y 10:06 PM
went to dentist today..and good news is...I CAN BE FREED FROM BRACES IN MOST LIKELY 6 WEEKS TIME!!! muwahahhaah!!!!
didnt manage to go to school to help out...was delayed there..jeez...doc mah put bands to pull the gum together...pain like siao!!well..i need to be there again tomorrow..cause i took it off and i forgot where to place the bands!!!!!
met jess to have waffle at citylink and to pass jun hao his memory stick..
YOU ARE REALLY DIRTY. you should not feel irritated by me..I SHOULD be the one. You turned your head away last night and then i turn back you are with another person..and then when i ask "what time did you play till?" your ans is "the whole night." omgosh. What the hell are you? everything links up together.. You turned off your phone, you didnt charge your phone, your shoes is not outside your house, when i reach store, you are charging your phone. and you are walking with the person on the streets..i saw it with my naked eyes. can you PLEASE love yourself???????? don be so CHEAP can? wtf. we really are disappointed in you...very very very.
kim is right,the more we don wan **to do, the more *** wanna do and jing know *** since the first day of work..if she carn convince *** or change ***..what about us? they even stayed tgt...and yet she couldnt..*** really needs to fall real real hard. im not harping on anything..the past or whatever shit..come to think of it...y am i so dumb? so gross la..like i say, im not harping on anything, im just helping as a friend..take it or leave it. appreciate it or not up to you..if you feel im insulting you or what so ever.. I fucking hell dont. like i said, im not giving up..im gonna give my best shot.. Its challenging.
SIMPLE ME Y 12:22 AM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
AJ are one big bunch of.....no comments.
SIMPLE ME Y 7:13 PM
First, i wish i can castrate you if i can! for so many clubs pubs and bar i go, this is the first time i got chase out! shit you! I tot u are one of the mr nice guy. so i made friends with you..You actually sabo me and then chase me out of the bar..wth??? Its damm pissing...i shouldnt have told u my age..dumb me...really dumb.phew...U better not let me see you or if im still pissed, i will grab you one corner and castrate you! jeez....wth! You totally digust me right now.see you i feel like puking. you totally spoilt my night!
Second. Its my fault for what you had become like that..can you please be more careful? you are not the person i know anymore..you could even do it in the open..can you be cleaner abit?Everyone loves you..really..everyone really loves you..treat you as good friend. But why must you destroy it? Can you first learn to love yourself first before asking people to love you? Im fighting hard for the friendship, can you BE APPRECIATIVE? people gave up on you..im not gonna..why must you lie to me again and again? say you are going home but you are not? Do you know, as a friend how worried i am? I am really really scared and worried for you...people say..why must i care? its not my life..it your own life that you are destroying. As a friend only, i don need to go to this extend of crusing around the the whole block from blk 343-348 to look for you.. And i swear to God, the moment i see you, im gonna take a cup of cold water and splash it at your face and give you a good scolding..You may hate me and not care about this friendship, but reason i do is because i care. Im doing this for your well being..Jeez...can you please wake up? don insult yourself anymore..love yourself and everyone will love you back..if you want to. The only thing i could do now, is the next supper with you, im gonna follow you back secretly. next is to PRAY for you..PRAY damm hard..if it could not change you back, but it could at least stop all these and love yourself more. Let me carry the burden for you..im reaching out my hand to you, are you willing to grab my hand and stand up?
God, please help this person.
All i could say now is, God, please have mercy on this person..
SIMPLE ME Y 2:49 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
G12 conference totally own! pastor caesar and pastor claudia brought great messages..only went for second night and third day...pastor claudia message totally make the star shine again. Yesterday, Daniel khong, preached! the future of pastor khong..His mesage was chasing the wind..it really did talk to me and affect me..cause the problem he talked is the same as mine, just that in a different situation..got my answer.
Delirious? you guys rock!!! you guys own man!!! donno when will we see you perform again..but yesterday, you did make a great impact. GBU guys. hope you guys after seperating, one day will still perform tgt again..
me and hubert were crazy man!! rush to the front for the concert, then went high...then...chiong out to let them sign..it was crazy man..we took out the cd..everything..to let them sign...lol!!!the lyrics book, cd, back cover paper.lol!!! totally love their songs...pure hardrock is what they say.=D
SIMPLE ME Y 12:47 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
i know i very ugly...but not to the extend tat i attract this kind of person right???????give me something better la!!ewww!!!
shuffle shuffle!! ~ It had been long since i stayed in school till 7 =))
then the feeling of hub after school is back..=)
Im still in love with A / X (armani xchange) =D
hway min! how could you lie to us?!?!xD lol...evil...
ok...found this trance techno..girls please don bother to find the meaning of the song..
i think pastor did mention about this songs back then..think 2 years ago? now i recalled..
if i not wrong, i heard this when i was at zouk.
SIMPLE ME Y 9:14 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Bus driver, you all are so blind!! you carn tell who is student who is not is it? damm..
BRAIN!!! you are now my TRANCE partner!!!!=DD
He is much worst then me.!!! my classmate, listen to HARD TRANCE!! OMG!
SIMPLE ME Y 10:14 PM
can i please see a counselor??
im getting bad to worst.
SIMPLE ME Y 2:54 AM
Monday, March 09, 2009
oh my gosh..i saw this very very awkard scenario!!
A and B together C and D together
A and B break up B and C get together C and D break up A and D get together
wierd right!!!
SIMPLE ME Y 12:34 AM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
the war has ended, peace had arrive.
why look on others so much? its time to care about yourself. learn to love yourself and move on. Live life to the fullest and be happy. Don destroy your moral or dignity cause *** don deserve it. Stand up and walk again till the next war come.
i had already poured everything back to you. the feeling is neutral now. moving on in life. making new friends, catching up with old friends, clearing up the mess and of course to study.
Don need to tell me what you gotta get for someone or do something with that someone..if you think its gonna stab me again..it won anymore.
Flavian, is back on track now.
SIMPLE ME Y 11:48 AM
Friday, March 06, 2009
Why carn you learn to appreciate on what you have? you can cheat anyone..but why cheat on him?2.5 years...you think its easy to maintain like that? all you know is to play
people already attached yet you go and went steady with ***..what the hell are you thinking??you selfish guy.
if you are gonna be with him just for his money which i heard he is pretty rich..be with him for the sake of money, i totally despise you..to the core.
well, your most important stuff is with me. you jolly well don step on my tail even harder..you can come all you want, but i won entertain.since you don wanna listen my call or reply..then i shall hold on to it..you shall have a taste on what you had done on me.
dirty ass
SIMPLE ME Y 8:38 PM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
***. You are a simply pathetic person who carn be help. You carn be anymore filthy...you are so dirty that i carn pity you..you are hopeless..you are a total disgrace to guys..im already one..you are EVEN worst!! YOU ARE GOD DAMM DIRTY!! the moment you broke up with the person..less than 10hrs, you got fuck by another person...love bites everywhere!!!! you are soooooo gross...ewwww...i actually wanted to be friends with you..now i don..i don be friends who are filthy!!
actually..looking back at our memories, i still pity and still miss the time we were together...but now..i freaking dont!!..you are a bitch bastard or a slut. you don deserve at all...
their judgement are right...YOU ARE ONE BIG DISGRACE TO THE GUYS!!! I WISH I NEVER EVER HAD KNOW YOU! if i know you are so damm dirty, i won even talk to you...you are worst than i thought. I really pity the next bf of yours. He is gonna suffer..hopefully i curse you that retribution will fall upon you..you made me hate you so much....well..dirty ppl throw clean things into dirty pool. You know how dirty is the water is in the fountain?? you freaking hell throw the clean rings into the pool..and now it got dirty!!!JESUS CHRIST!! I CARN WAIT TO CASTRATE YOU!! I PRAY HARD THAT YOU WILL FACE THE CONSEQUENCE OF IT.
I CARN IMAGINE MYSELF THAT I ACTUALLY WALKED 2 MONTHS WITH YOU!! EWWW!!!you are soooooooooooooooooooooo dirty!! FUCK OFF FROM MY CLEAN, ABIT DIRTY LIFE!
WELL. IM SURE, THE NEXT ONE GET HURT ITS YOU...cause, you are gonna be loved. not you loving the other person. AND I CURSE YOU! RETRIBUTION WILL COME!
i hate you to the core.
And your new bf...looks like fuck! i told ya already. you got a weird taste super weird taste...can you like choose someone who is better than me?? you will never change never grow..you are a total failure.
typing you here makes my blog dirty...jeez..i need alot of time cleaning it!
SIMPLE ME Y 11:14 PM
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
YOU ARE ONE BIG FUCKING BASTARD/BITCH!! i so want to give a tight punch in the public..im controlling my strength, my fist. You could be so ruthless..Everything had come to an end. Flavian is now single. Don wanna be attached again..phobia.
SIMPLE ME Y 11:28 PM
next time it will be blood.
i hate life now. And im tired of it already.. Its so hard to breathe.. Pretend paper covering fire..its taxing..when can i believe your words? which of it is true? You just keep going rounds and rounds talking and doing that way to people and to me. Seperation perhaps is the better way i suppose. You carn prove it to me.. Im damm tired already...do whatever you want.. im not holding you or anything.. cause in the first place..you didnt respect me and you don deserve my respect. Simple task that i ask you to do..its like killing your life..i already done my part..what more do you want? white flags up.
need cash again. gotta find a job soon..
i seriously feel like finishing the 6 pills of 625mg of antibiotics in one shot.
SIMPLE ME Y 4:08 PM
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
That time von said about you.. I should had listen to her..her judgment is right. Why am i so dumb to just go and go??
Respect..did you even respect me in the first place? you want talk with me about respect..mind you..i merely took your phone..you made a big fuss..feeling guilty? cause you are. did something wrong and don wan to admit..doing things behind my back..do you even deserve my respect in the first place? Shit! Im hoping too much from you..hoping this and that...im sick of it..stop pushing me into the corners!
you wanna prove yourself..and yet you are doing this..FUCK!
to say honestly, i really miss her. The friend who didnt failed to help and giving me correct judgment? one sentence. Flavian, You DESERVE it!
enough of that idiot.
well..for like donno how many years, my chinese compo finally like scored 16.5/20?? i was like...er...cher, did you mark wrongly? or write the wrong marks on the wrong paper?
Brain said we teens..can say up to 50 F word for a day sometimes without even knowing it..lol!xD
SIMPLE ME Y 6:44 PM
Monday, March 02, 2009
What the hell do you actually want from me? you wan me to cut myself and bring myself to the coffin then you will feel satisfy?? You wan again i gave it to you..what more do you want? you are simply taking advantage of it...do you think i really don wan to give up?please. i also wish. but its based on your sincerity, i tot you will make that ammendments..that why i kept gaving..do you appreciate it? Fuck.
its sweet, but bitter at the back..现甜后苦 is what they say..
its already at the end of the road..yet i still can't let go..