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Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I simply carn wait for THURSDAY to come!!!!!!! gonna go nightlife again..lol...but not going in...good boy don go clubbing..lol!!!! or should i just go in...walk one round then come out???hmmm...donno!!! Thanks BEN for lending me!!!
Gonna stuck at PLAY first, since they soooo wanna go PLAY...after that...might go butter factory since one of them like angmoh soooo much..lol...then clark quay!! donno how to spend till 6 am ++
my retainers suck!!!
you are who you are. Before and After, you are still the same. It may seems that you changed, but to me..deep down i know you are not. Don feel that you are a failure cause you arent. God didnt feel disappointed. You are an apple in His eyes.. Stand strong!
Gonna stuck at PLAY first, since they soooo wanna go PLAY...after that...might go butter factory since one of them like angmoh soooo much..lol...then clark quay!! donno how to spend till 6 am ++
my retainers suck!!!
you are who you are. Before and After, you are still the same. It may seems that you changed, but to me..deep down i know you are not. Don feel that you are a failure cause you arent. God didnt feel disappointed. You are an apple in His eyes.. Stand strong!
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:23 PM
Y 10:23 PM
Just got back from NDC...to get my retainers...i also got the photos of the before and after braces photo...its like..phew...and is like ma jiam i grew old like that!!!!lol!!
BEFORE!!!!!
AFTER!!~~
zomgosh...Wei Jie( uncle alien) is right...Didi with uncle face..-.- lol!!!
im damn satisfied with my teeth now...
ok..closer look.
BEFORE
AFTER!!!
ok..gtg school for history test!!lalala!~~
BEFORE!!!!!
AFTER!!~~
zomgosh...Wei Jie( uncle alien) is right...Didi with uncle face..-.- lol!!!
im damn satisfied with my teeth now...
ok..closer look.
BEFORE
AFTER!!!
ok..gtg school for history test!!lalala!~~
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:46 AM
Y 10:46 AM
Today breakfast was chocolate bar...1/2 pound one...thanks to bird...srsly..its meant to be a christmas present..since last year...and he only pass it to me which is yesterday and the expiry date is this thursday..-.- win le lo..anyway...finished it today..CM was like saying..wa...you don crazy lei...junk food for breakfast..-.-''' well...did....had a small ache after eating it..lol..but who cares..its nice..lol..
D&T period is the longest ever in school..-.-''' Got an instructor to teach on folio...so..was sharing my idea..damn malu can??i shall keep the story to myself..hmm...
after school...went to thomson plaza with some people...studied..i finished math paper 1 ok!!! after that mental block...was too engross till i forgot i had tuition...mmhmmm....
had dinner then homed...booo to O lvls~
D&T period is the longest ever in school..-.-''' Got an instructor to teach on folio...so..was sharing my idea..damn malu can??i shall keep the story to myself..hmm...
after school...went to thomson plaza with some people...studied..i finished math paper 1 ok!!! after that mental block...was too engross till i forgot i had tuition...mmhmmm....
had dinner then homed...booo to O lvls~
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:25 AM
Y 12:25 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
woke up early, to go for service..hmm..made it in time..time...joined kelvin cell group...wierd. homed..search for my missing words..nap and woo hoo! =.=
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:17 PM
Y 10:17 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Long day today...the WEATHER is damnnn HOT!!!! phew...can totally feel the skin burning!!
Was reading Joyce Meyer book...its seems like...an answer and solution to everything...I know it sound so Godly...but..it seems like...its the answer booklet from what i had been praying all these while..It MAY be a good book for i donno...
Had tuition after that...woo hoo! totally love my math lesson..bunch of funny people inside..all crapping and shooting the teacher..-.-'''
tuition mate...says..your english is wierd or unique..lol!!!
now im back home listening to CLASS 95 FM for the BPM!!! all the remixes...rock on!! \ m /
Was reading Joyce Meyer book...its seems like...an answer and solution to everything...I know it sound so Godly...but..it seems like...its the answer booklet from what i had been praying all these while..It MAY be a good book for i donno...
Had tuition after that...woo hoo! totally love my math lesson..bunch of funny people inside..all crapping and shooting the teacher..-.-'''
tuition mate...says..your english is wierd or unique..lol!!!
now im back home listening to CLASS 95 FM for the BPM!!! all the remixes...rock on!! \ m /
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:30 PM
Y 10:30 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
BRIAN CHUNG!!! You are such a jerk!!!xD
I almost just grab my phone and wallet out!!! you gave me a shock of my life!!
YAY!!!! glad for someone!!=))
Mabel, can i? please? you know i know..heh!
I almost just grab my phone and wallet out!!! you gave me a shock of my life!!
YAY!!!! glad for someone!!=))
Mabel, can i? please? you know i know..heh!
SIMPLE ME
Y 8:14 PM
Y 8:14 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Can you imagine it?? im allowing TWILIGHT to fill up that hole in me!!!! zomg!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:48 PM
Y 11:48 PM
MYE are coming...and im not studying hard!!!! shucks!!! cut my hair recently, and i know its kinda late, but im reading TWILIGHT NOW!!!finishing the book soon..its seriously addictive..im hook to it..and..can i say...CAN I BE A VAMPIRE??lol!!! Im seriously in love with Alice cullens right now...She is so cool! pretty, cute, innocent, lol!! I so regret why didnt buy the book when it first released...ok..im getting too cheesy about the book...It not gonna happen to the real world!!!lol...the book is 10 times better than the movie..Alice cullens, is so different when she is not shooting the movie..gosh!!
can i be your edward??
can i be your edward??
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:26 AM
Y 12:26 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Whole day home.
Gotta go mug and buy my books.
found this in a blog...
Cry like it's your last day on Earth. Scream. Write. Talk to someone. It helps to let it all out. Don't let your insides mildew. Don't tuck it all deep down. Have a support system. Hug your teddy bear. Confide in your best friend. Blog about it on the Internet. Talk to a therapist. There are many ways to go about it, and there is no wrong way if it makes you feel better. Do not bottle up your emotions.
Remember that sometimes you have to let love go and see what happens. Be patient and believe in true love. Sometimes, real love means making the one you love happy, even if it means they aren't going to be with you. Looking back, we may sometimes realize that we were deceived by the idea of love and not the actual thing after all.
Channel your attention elsewhere. Focus on a hobby or a project that you have not been able to complete. Find a positive way to spend your time and energy. Volunteer to help someone else. Try to eliminate having too much free time. This will help you not to focus on the pain.
Whatever you choose, think about you. You know what is best for you. Do not stay in an unhealthy situation for the sake of someone else. Be good to others and expect the same. If someone breaks your heart, that doesn't give you the right to do it to others. Live and learn. Understand that love makes the world go around, what does not kill you, makes you stronger and you will love again.
Gotta go mug and buy my books.
found this in a blog...
Loosing someone you love may be one of the hardest things you ever do. Some people may argue that it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. When you have a broken heart, this is all gibberish. The pain is there and it feels like it will never go away.
What are the circumstances that led to this situation? Why must you let go? Are you the one that chooses to walk away? Some things are out of your control. If death is the reason for letting go, try telling yourself that they are in a better place. Be as positive as you can, no matter how hard that may be.
Remember the good times. Think about all the memories you share with a smile on your face. Know that just because people change doesn't mean that what happened has to. Don't try to change the past. Leave things the way they were and be glad they happened at all. Be strong enough to walk away and try to pick up the pieces and start again.
Take it one step at a time. A broken heart does not heal over night. When you fell the pain of love, it seems it will never end. You feel so cold and alone. Don't give up, no matter what. It seems like the end. Things will get better. You just have to give it time. When it comes to the healing process all you have is time.
Cry like it's your last day on Earth. Scream. Write. Talk to someone. It helps to let it all out. Don't let your insides mildew. Don't tuck it all deep down. Have a support system. Hug your teddy bear. Confide in your best friend. Blog about it on the Internet. Talk to a therapist. There are many ways to go about it, and there is no wrong way if it makes you feel better. Do not bottle up your emotions.
Remember that sometimes you have to let love go and see what happens. Be patient and believe in true love. Sometimes, real love means making the one you love happy, even if it means they aren't going to be with you. Looking back, we may sometimes realize that we were deceived by the idea of love and not the actual thing after all.
Channel your attention elsewhere. Focus on a hobby or a project that you have not been able to complete. Find a positive way to spend your time and energy. Volunteer to help someone else. Try to eliminate having too much free time. This will help you not to focus on the pain.
Whatever you choose, think about you. You know what is best for you. Do not stay in an unhealthy situation for the sake of someone else. Be good to others and expect the same. If someone breaks your heart, that doesn't give you the right to do it to others. Live and learn. Understand that love makes the world go around, what does not kill you, makes you stronger and you will love again.
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:08 PM
Y 6:08 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Its my fault for everything. Since the verdict had been set, then let it be there. I sincerely give you my best wishes and regards to your future.. All the best. I will still keep you in prayer if you allow me to. Let time do all the stuff.. Yes, im still affected by it. I have to bring that fake smile around to cover up that affected part... I didnt treat you as a dumbo. I didnt. All the best. If you don mind my wishes and prayer...
Flav, go back normal. Stand up and walk. (though its hard for now)
Perhaps its the consequences or the punishments for what i had done. I let you all down. no point in asking forgiveness (though i really want).. Simple life is all i ask for. Lets hibernate for now. Everything is my fault.. Case closed.
I ask for forgiveness from the rest. Forgive me if you are willing
I love 95 FM on sat night..Its like a mini-preview of clubbing night.
someone said this. If i find out you lie, I will ask you about it and tell you. If you don rmb saying, i'll know that its not serious..
If you are willing to accept my past, i will want to go for all with you in the future,not now. Sudden thought of you, makes me.....=)
for once, i believe that...One person's life is like writting a storybook. To add on to it. I will attach with this song.
Im your angel - Celine Dion
Flav, go back normal. Stand up and walk. (though its hard for now)
Perhaps its the consequences or the punishments for what i had done. I let you all down. no point in asking forgiveness (though i really want).. Simple life is all i ask for. Lets hibernate for now. Everything is my fault.. Case closed.
I ask for forgiveness from the rest. Forgive me if you are willing
I love 95 FM on sat night..Its like a mini-preview of clubbing night.
someone said this. If i find out you lie, I will ask you about it and tell you. If you don rmb saying, i'll know that its not serious..
If you are willing to accept my past, i will want to go for all with you in the future,not now. Sudden thought of you, makes me.....=)
for once, i believe that...One person's life is like writting a storybook. To add on to it. I will attach with this song.
Im your angel - Celine Dion
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:47 PM
Y 10:47 PM
i lied?? i lied??? what did i lie??? i need you to tell me. I am very disappointed in myself..effort gone down the drain..do you know how much it brought me down? betray your trust?? betray your trust?? I already got outcasted. Im already traumatised. Everything changed at the carpark. Trembling with fear the top of the car park in one corner with heavy tears. I wanna leave here..its already settled...i wanna leave..i wanna leave that whole place...Mabel...you with me right? Shameful. I should have just died that night. IM really really disappointed in myself. guess its gonna bug me for the next few days.You are not dumb..You are the best person i ever had. Forget i exist in you. and you guys, forget that i exist in you people. I don have that strength or courage to stay there anymore.
mdm jothi : ' Never ever share your intimate stuff with your best friends, cause they are not your best friends unless they went through thick and thin with you. They could just use your intimate stuff to bring you down.'
mdm jothi : ' Never ever share your intimate stuff with your best friends, cause they are not your best friends unless they went through thick and thin with you. They could just use your intimate stuff to bring you down.'
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:09 AM
Y 7:09 AM
Friday, April 17, 2009
This is my 500th post and im gonna make unpleasant post in it.
If this test fails, I will not be disappointed in you. I will be very disappointed in myself.
~
I called jing up today, and guess what?? i seriously made the right choice in ending ties with you! What the hell are you thinking. You tell her that, the day i go club, i freaking hell spend more than 50 dollars and don wanna return you...wad the hell? I freaking hell spend less than 16 bucks..i even sleep at clark quay to wait for first bus..ok fine...you fucking hell tell her that at PLAY, i kissed all the AJs there...which are like your friends?? fuck. and i did dirty things with them? I kissed your Ex-es?? What are trying to imply? you in me? please!? are you like trying to shoot me and contradict yourself? I was with Von and Vashon almost the whole night..we left for Dbl O and Butter factory together and i was back there alone..BUT i did update von! and i left like...early?? You didnt get your facts right and start telling the whole GELARE about it. If jing didnt tell me. i still dont know about it. If you are thinking that i was the one who say that you got fuck by 10 people in one night..please? I SWEAR to God i didnt! it was another person who did it! You are such a JERK!
Friends?? i ALWAYS wanna and TREAT you as my friend...YOU are the one who don appreciate it! If i don appreciate the friendship or give a damm, i would not have went from BLK 344-348 just to search for you to make sure you are home safe and sound and not went round fooling. If i didnt care, I wouldnt spend my 3hrs wasting my breath on you not to go to H****. If i didnt care, I wouldnt have go all the way down from airport to orchad just to hear your problem or your useless story. there are more which im lazy to type.
I donno what are you thinking...you disgusting freak.. My life is not gonna revolve around you..You should be there thanking God that i didnt went down to CTL to gave you a straight punch in your bloody face. If not for me trying or wanting to reconcisle so much with her, i would have confronted you. I rather i not exist in you than be treated like a dog!
You are right, i don deny it. I had not become of who i am but what i had become.
If this test fails, I will not be disappointed in you. I will be very disappointed in myself.
~
I called jing up today, and guess what?? i seriously made the right choice in ending ties with you! What the hell are you thinking. You tell her that, the day i go club, i freaking hell spend more than 50 dollars and don wanna return you...wad the hell? I freaking hell spend less than 16 bucks..i even sleep at clark quay to wait for first bus..ok fine...you fucking hell tell her that at PLAY, i kissed all the AJs there...which are like your friends?? fuck. and i did dirty things with them? I kissed your Ex-es?? What are trying to imply? you in me? please!? are you like trying to shoot me and contradict yourself? I was with Von and Vashon almost the whole night..we left for Dbl O and Butter factory together and i was back there alone..BUT i did update von! and i left like...early?? You didnt get your facts right and start telling the whole GELARE about it. If jing didnt tell me. i still dont know about it. If you are thinking that i was the one who say that you got fuck by 10 people in one night..please? I SWEAR to God i didnt! it was another person who did it! You are such a JERK!
Friends?? i ALWAYS wanna and TREAT you as my friend...YOU are the one who don appreciate it! If i don appreciate the friendship or give a damm, i would not have went from BLK 344-348 just to search for you to make sure you are home safe and sound and not went round fooling. If i didnt care, I wouldnt spend my 3hrs wasting my breath on you not to go to H****. If i didnt care, I wouldnt have go all the way down from airport to orchad just to hear your problem or your useless story. there are more which im lazy to type.
I donno what are you thinking...you disgusting freak.. My life is not gonna revolve around you..You should be there thanking God that i didnt went down to CTL to gave you a straight punch in your bloody face. If not for me trying or wanting to reconcisle so much with her, i would have confronted you. I rather i not exist in you than be treated like a dog!
You are right, i don deny it. I had not become of who i am but what i had become.
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:22 AM
Y 12:22 AM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
You this bastard..If not for you..IF FOR CHRIST SAKE not because you...IF YOU DIDNT SEND me that bloody sms.. I WOULDNT GET SO PISSED WITH YOU. I wouldnt get so MESSED UP. ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU YOU AND YOU! I SHOULDNT HAVE KNOW YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE! and i wouldnt start quarrelling with people!! I WANNA LET GO YET YOU MAKE IT COME BACk...STOP SCREWING MY LIFE!!!!!! GET OUT!!
call me bi or whatever la...im doom to be condemmed no matter what..normal or not ..doom to be judge and condemmed.. I wish i wasnt here..
call me bi or whatever la...im doom to be condemmed no matter what..normal or not ..doom to be judge and condemmed.. I wish i wasnt here..
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:32 AM
Y 12:32 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I seriously don get it...who say go clubbing means you are very rich?? who make that logic out?? damm it..its a ticket with a drink. Its not like...im spending few hundreds bucks on a chivas. damm it. And its less than 16 for then entry fee...
i had tis convo with shon...why people go club?
People go club, cause they don really feel happy. If they can find happiness in the day, do they need the night? Say honestly..i do feel that kind of happiness during club...but i don like it. They are so packed up for they whole day tat the only time to rest is at night and the only place is to head to the nightlife section.
raymond, fuck off from my life.
i had tis convo with shon...why people go club?
People go club, cause they don really feel happy. If they can find happiness in the day, do they need the night? Say honestly..i do feel that kind of happiness during club...but i don like it. They are so packed up for they whole day tat the only time to rest is at night and the only place is to head to the nightlife section.
raymond, fuck off from my life.
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:32 PM
Y 3:32 PM
OK, my mom is away and im climbing up her head already!!
- Started working graveyard hours, nevermind..the next day, went sun tanning with Vashon and Joseph! like finally..yea..got tanned or rather red..-.-'''
At first it was pretty boring cause we cant settle down at siloso, then settle down at palawan..which took us sometime though..after sentosa, went for YA...i literally stone in YA!!! i slept from 4.12? till the end??lol???without even knowing it had ended..-.-''
Didnt went home. Went to sky's place with pam, cause going for tribe event..thanks sky...for your bed!! regain some energy..went to TCT magicbox..jeez...it had been long since i been there! =)
stayed awhile and headed to meet von...seriously, at that time, was having flu...as in really flu...then called up to cancel work...then..didnt wan to go home so....went to chiong..o.o''' O lvl are near and i went to chiong..'good' job Flav! it didnt went well though..boring..carn get into that highness...forcing my body to move...-.-''' music is not bad..hmm...ok...im humbled or proud to say this...
Cause they were like..wan go dance don wan go dance like that...just waiting for someone to take the lead or the first step...nobody wanna go up the stage..-.-''' or to be the first to go up the stage...Von dared to be first to go the stage..so...Von and me are the first to be up there!! but, limelight all goes to Von...hah! Von,compliment ok!!! the guys below cheered for us when we step up..haha...after us, alot of people came up le..like..less than 2 min, you see the stage full le..but that not the point..WE/SHE took the LEAD..xD
saw some disgusting people...which totally turn both of us off..this F** guy, just go to the stage and dance like no one business and so gross...haha..apparently i think i pissed him off..cause i kept squeezing into his place of dancefloor...he just stared at us and stopped dancing..but he resume after that..than, another indian came...-..-'''' He is like trying to have attention on stage..but nobody really cares...so continued the dancing part..haha...
Its damm ridiculous for a jug of vodka red bull to cost 50bucks..its damm ridiculous, which like what von said, O bar could just get it for 14...
Saw some things we should see and some things we SHOULDNT see..hehe...Vashon carn take it...neither do me and von..we left the club...wanna head to double O...but must be at least year 1988 to go in...damm...then headed to butter factory...ex...so it was kinda sucky and bad...totally spoil the mood of clubbing..shouldnt have even go that club in the first place..Von gonna meet friend...Vashon tired... and i still wanna club....went back to that club lo..paid already and haven even club till closing...
Seriously..its not cool dancing alone!!!!you look like one retarded man!! really retarded...haha...i rejected two person who wanna dance..lol!! One keep dancing in front of me...and coming me near me..i act as if i never see him...haha..just continue to do my stuff...he buay tahan then give up le...second one..keep brushing body/shoulder at me...didnt bother...walk further lo...
Eh, i donno whether this one counted as what von's kind of molest...no one touch me or what...but...a stranger keep poking me!!!!-.- when he know that i couldnt find him or what...he stopped and walk away
Clubbed till 3.30am and left..cause its getting empty...no fun...I WALKED to clark Quay AND SLEEP there till 6.24 for first bus..
NO Drugs.
NO smoking
NO casual stuff
Had been done.=D
Im gonna club again...mayb after chinese paper...that day..go for one night..hehe..this is seriously not high at all...still prefer Zouk..
btw, the club we went..is.....PLAY club...lol!!!!
Wen Hui was like..WHY PLAY CLUB?!?!?!??!?!!*GASP*
oh ya...there this irritating guy at the bus stop... most probably AJ...He is damm random and irritating and noisy...He kept making a cat's meow randomly...i was like...you are damm irritating...if you are gonna attract other with this..please modify abit..gross and irritating...
ok..my flu is back. Damm..
pictures will be up soon..=D
attending FCC with vashon later..then go down FC to meet pastor and cell...then...home to study...do finish homework and revision...find von!
- Started working graveyard hours, nevermind..the next day, went sun tanning with Vashon and Joseph! like finally..yea..got tanned or rather red..-.-'''
At first it was pretty boring cause we cant settle down at siloso, then settle down at palawan..which took us sometime though..after sentosa, went for YA...i literally stone in YA!!! i slept from 4.12? till the end??lol???without even knowing it had ended..-.-''
Didnt went home. Went to sky's place with pam, cause going for tribe event..thanks sky...for your bed!! regain some energy..went to TCT magicbox..jeez...it had been long since i been there! =)
stayed awhile and headed to meet von...seriously, at that time, was having flu...as in really flu...then called up to cancel work...then..didnt wan to go home so....went to chiong..o.o''' O lvl are near and i went to chiong..'good' job Flav! it didnt went well though..boring..carn get into that highness...forcing my body to move...-.-''' music is not bad..hmm...ok...im humbled or proud to say this...
Cause they were like..wan go dance don wan go dance like that...just waiting for someone to take the lead or the first step...nobody wanna go up the stage..-.-''' or to be the first to go up the stage...Von dared to be first to go the stage..so...Von and me are the first to be up there!! but, limelight all goes to Von...hah! Von,compliment ok!!! the guys below cheered for us when we step up..haha...after us, alot of people came up le..like..less than 2 min, you see the stage full le..but that not the point..WE/SHE took the LEAD..xD
saw some disgusting people...which totally turn both of us off..this F** guy, just go to the stage and dance like no one business and so gross...haha..apparently i think i pissed him off..cause i kept squeezing into his place of dancefloor...he just stared at us and stopped dancing..but he resume after that..than, another indian came...-..-'''' He is like trying to have attention on stage..but nobody really cares...so continued the dancing part..haha...
Its damm ridiculous for a jug of vodka red bull to cost 50bucks..its damm ridiculous, which like what von said, O bar could just get it for 14...
Saw some things we should see and some things we SHOULDNT see..hehe...Vashon carn take it...neither do me and von..we left the club...wanna head to double O...but must be at least year 1988 to go in...damm...then headed to butter factory...ex...so it was kinda sucky and bad...totally spoil the mood of clubbing..shouldnt have even go that club in the first place..Von gonna meet friend...Vashon tired... and i still wanna club....went back to that club lo..paid already and haven even club till closing...
Seriously..its not cool dancing alone!!!!you look like one retarded man!! really retarded...haha...i rejected two person who wanna dance..lol!! One keep dancing in front of me...and coming me near me..i act as if i never see him...haha..just continue to do my stuff...he buay tahan then give up le...second one..keep brushing body/shoulder at me...didnt bother...walk further lo...
Eh, i donno whether this one counted as what von's kind of molest...no one touch me or what...but...a stranger keep poking me!!!!-.- when he know that i couldnt find him or what...he stopped and walk away
Clubbed till 3.30am and left..cause its getting empty...no fun...I WALKED to clark Quay AND SLEEP there till 6.24 for first bus..
NO Drugs.
NO smoking
NO casual stuff
Had been done.=D
Im gonna club again...mayb after chinese paper...that day..go for one night..hehe..this is seriously not high at all...still prefer Zouk..
btw, the club we went..is.....PLAY club...lol!!!!
Wen Hui was like..WHY PLAY CLUB?!?!?!??!?!!*GASP*
oh ya...there this irritating guy at the bus stop... most probably AJ...He is damm random and irritating and noisy...He kept making a cat's meow randomly...i was like...you are damm irritating...if you are gonna attract other with this..please modify abit..gross and irritating...
ok..my flu is back. Damm..
pictures will be up soon..=D
attending FCC with vashon later..then go down FC to meet pastor and cell...then...home to study...do finish homework and revision...find von!
SIMPLE ME
Y 7:33 AM
Y 7:33 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Yesterday had tuition after that went to meet von..and then did a birthday card for vashon..then wanna celebrate for her..went down to clark quay..i feel damm sadded and pissed...nvm..shadnt talk about it...hurmp..then from clark quay, shon say wan hotel!! open hotel for two hours..and ya...went down to hotel 81, kena rejected due to the number of people...then slack around and von gotta go home..and we went down to ecp...ok..here comes the fun part...
Vashon got martell for her birthday from mun yee...there was me, munyee vashon and joseph..i was the one like keep drinking and drinking..lol...and..yup..played truth or dare plus double dare...haha..i shall keep this for myself..hhaa..xD until at around 3.30..i was fully drunk...THANKS MUNYEE!!!i know its wierd, but thanks for your comfortable shoulder o! haha..xD yes..totally drunk..carn walk properly...and..just sleep..sleep on the floor...they said i was mumbling something..-.-'' which i seriously don remember...carn really remember anything though..haha...woke up, still slightly tipsy...went home after that...i overslept!!!!i slept all the way to yck!!-.-'''
im a social drinker!=)
Vashon got martell for her birthday from mun yee...there was me, munyee vashon and joseph..i was the one like keep drinking and drinking..lol...and..yup..played truth or dare plus double dare...haha..i shall keep this for myself..hhaa..xD until at around 3.30..i was fully drunk...THANKS MUNYEE!!!i know its wierd, but thanks for your comfortable shoulder o! haha..xD yes..totally drunk..carn walk properly...and..just sleep..sleep on the floor...they said i was mumbling something..-.-'' which i seriously don remember...carn really remember anything though..haha...woke up, still slightly tipsy...went home after that...i overslept!!!!i slept all the way to yck!!-.-'''
im a social drinker!=)
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:16 AM
Y 10:16 AM
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
phew..im not going for bass lesson again..totally damm shag..i really wanna be there...if not for my homeworks and so..i will be there confirm plus chop...tmr should not be going school...gonna go for dentist appt...yaY!!few more weeks..there goes OFF my braces...and if tmr is the last treatment..its gonna be PINK in colour..=) See mabel!!!i did what i promise you one year ago!!haha...
im really disappointed in you..just because of my one sentence, your attitude towards me change...best friends for 3 years..and now because of my random question, i feel that your attitude towards me is a totally change..you are a one big ****phobic..and..let me tell you..singapore you like that...nothing will happen to you..if you ever step out of sg and go countries...not you critise them. IS THEY criticise you..accept for who ** are and not what ** are...This really shows me man, that because of this, you can give up a friendship...i think this tells me on how minor i m in you. which made me feel hurt and disappointed..Its unacceptable? hello? Its not only my religion. YOURS also have.. and what if one day you go to heaven, YOUR god ask you to take charge... you don wan...you dare to defy? the class i asked, 10 of them, 9 of them said yes, still be friends..you are the only one and why must it be you?? I can only say, if that how you view about me...i got nothing to say..cause i won do anything to you...really best friends..and i aint giving up this friendship.
This is my blog, i type what i like.
and....one last thing...
R*****D T*H I HATE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM CORE. you turn my life upside down..and if i wish i hadnt know you..if i haven know you..i won be to this extend of even losing a 3 years friendship. making me look back..gosh..you are so grosss and i carn believe i actually accepted you for who you are..yuck!
im really disappointed in you..just because of my one sentence, your attitude towards me change...best friends for 3 years..and now because of my random question, i feel that your attitude towards me is a totally change..you are a one big ****phobic..and..let me tell you..singapore you like that...nothing will happen to you..if you ever step out of sg and go countries...not you critise them. IS THEY criticise you..accept for who ** are and not what ** are...This really shows me man, that because of this, you can give up a friendship...i think this tells me on how minor i m in you. which made me feel hurt and disappointed..Its unacceptable? hello? Its not only my religion. YOURS also have.. and what if one day you go to heaven, YOUR god ask you to take charge... you don wan...you dare to defy? the class i asked, 10 of them, 9 of them said yes, still be friends..you are the only one and why must it be you?? I can only say, if that how you view about me...i got nothing to say..cause i won do anything to you...really best friends..and i aint giving up this friendship.
This is my blog, i type what i like.
and....one last thing...
R*****D T*H I HATE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM CORE. you turn my life upside down..and if i wish i hadnt know you..if i haven know you..i won be to this extend of even losing a 3 years friendship. making me look back..gosh..you are so grosss and i carn believe i actually accepted you for who you are..yuck!
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:56 PM
Y 6:56 PM
Monday, April 06, 2009
seriously..i know its gonna sound bad of me or what so ever..
mom and dad..if you guys wanna divorce, im ok with it. no point forcing yourself into something which is already so plain.
mom and dad..if you guys wanna divorce, im ok with it. no point forcing yourself into something which is already so plain.
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:47 PM
Y 10:47 PM
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Class drama was a success!! haha 5B you guys rocks! =D well..i was only remembered to be the wierd looking tree..-.-'''
Thanks to those teachers too. =D
Now its back to study..so stressing!!! math is gonna be cmi man...vectors, donno what the hell is it about..keep on struggling...damm...suppose to have tuition tonight but teacher cancel it..so got free time till 11..after that..all the way the next day le....6.30..donno how to survive to be awake at that time...
Met von last night...hah..crapping..a fun person to be with..slack at amk mac cafe last night..till 11.30..then met other friend...then home..
you are such a jerk or whatever you put it..I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU TO THE CORE!!you this ungrateful, dirty ass, unappreciative person..only know how to play with other people feelings...give people mixed feelings...i seriously was blinded when looking back now on how much i had given in...hello? i am damm freaking scared/ shoo off by you already?? its not you, its me..why do you have to pick that soul that had died 2months ago back?? And now, dump it again? not dump..revive it and leave it there floating around? waiting for you 1hr everytime..is like? hello?!?! i should be even late for 1hr next time..you better watch out..even von carn stand it.(i hope so..lol!)...im not a ball that can allow to kick around..you idiot tood! looking back..i seriously wonder why have i known you? why are you disgusting? that totally irks me. I spilled the beans? hello! get your facts right! other people care for you?? hello...me, jing and jess cared the most ok?! more than anyone else! do you freaking hell get it? if you don love yourself how you want other people to love you back?childish, immature..even im 17 i can think better than you..your brain is seriously as young as a 14 year old kid..glad that you know you are that useless. Ungrateful ass..like a bastard. wtf? the feeling now is as hard as a stone. as a friend, or close friend...im still ok with it..i am not gonna be fooled by you the third time. DIRTY ASS!
jeez...my phone bill..144...how to clear!!!!!gotta start using prepaid soon..
Thanks to those teachers too. =D
Now its back to study..so stressing!!! math is gonna be cmi man...vectors, donno what the hell is it about..keep on struggling...damm...suppose to have tuition tonight but teacher cancel it..so got free time till 11..after that..all the way the next day le....6.30..donno how to survive to be awake at that time...
Met von last night...hah..crapping..a fun person to be with..slack at amk mac cafe last night..till 11.30..then met other friend...then home..
you are such a jerk or whatever you put it..I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU TO THE CORE!!you this ungrateful, dirty ass, unappreciative person..only know how to play with other people feelings...give people mixed feelings...i seriously was blinded when looking back now on how much i had given in...hello? i am damm freaking scared/ shoo off by you already?? its not you, its me..why do you have to pick that soul that had died 2months ago back?? And now, dump it again? not dump..revive it and leave it there floating around? waiting for you 1hr everytime..is like? hello?!?! i should be even late for 1hr next time..you better watch out..even von carn stand it.(i hope so..lol!)...im not a ball that can allow to kick around..you idiot tood! looking back..i seriously wonder why have i known you? why are you disgusting? that totally irks me. I spilled the beans? hello! get your facts right! other people care for you?? hello...me, jing and jess cared the most ok?! more than anyone else! do you freaking hell get it? if you don love yourself how you want other people to love you back?childish, immature..even im 17 i can think better than you..your brain is seriously as young as a 14 year old kid..glad that you know you are that useless. Ungrateful ass..like a bastard. wtf? the feeling now is as hard as a stone. as a friend, or close friend...im still ok with it..i am not gonna be fooled by you the third time. DIRTY ASS!
jeez...my phone bill..144...how to clear!!!!!gotta start using prepaid soon..
SIMPLE ME
Y 11:27 AM
Y 11:27 AM
