ME!
Flavian( flaveeyearn)
Thursday, July 30, 2009
EMO...
Am I alone in your heart?
Have I hope with your heart?
She's such a teaser, she's such a star.
Give me a reason or gimme a chance.
Am I alone in your heart, or am I alone...?
It tears me apart.
Am I alone?
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Give me an evening, or give me a night.
I'll show you the time, of your life.
I'll walk you home safe, from the dark.
I'll give you my jacket, I'll give you my heart.
But she won't come dancing tonight,
She's having the time of her life.
Am I alone?
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
I skip a heartbeat for you.
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
I skip a heartbeat for you
Am I alone in your heart?
Have I hope with your heart?
She's such a teaser, she's such a star.
Give me a reason or gimme a chance.
Am I alone in your heart, or am I alone...?
It tears me apart.
Am I alone?
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Give me an evening, or give me a night.
I'll show you the time, of your life.
I'll walk you home safe, from the dark.
I'll give you my jacket, I'll give you my heart.
But she won't come dancing tonight,
She's having the time of her life.
Am I alone?
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
I do love, she does heartbreak.
I did love, till she broke my heart.
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
I skip a heartbeat for you.
Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the arse.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.
I skip a heartbeat for you
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:53 AM
Y 12:53 AM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Did the application is facebook for what is God message for you..this is seriously through..it gettting more and more freaky!!
On this day of your life, Flavian, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself.
True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.
On this day of your life, Flavian, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself.
True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.
SIMPLE ME
Y 3:30 AM
Y 3:30 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
now at some area with wireless lan here...ended school nt long...finally im able to assemble my artefact...
DPA was bad..shadnt talk about it..totally emo about it..like srsly...i was so looking forward to it...put it really hell lot of effort...haix...emo till today..straight away after that my dad called..and scold the hell outta me..say why nv go tuition..and apparently what i heard from gh today...that freaking teacher add alot of nonsense in..thanks stalford for screwing my screwed life..
Today mrs yeo physics teacher didnt coMe..so basically..slack slack...did el in the morning..then after that cheena..cheena all watching some movie...lol..then after that sleep all the way to ss..total about 2hrs plus..lol...after school...did school service..one of the 'best' school service i ever done...then...ernest want a s****...so..ya..then waited for jolin to go back school..all 'relaxing' at some block...then went back...did my artefact..phew...nw omy home!!!should i go church today??
DPA was bad..shadnt talk about it..totally emo about it..like srsly...i was so looking forward to it...put it really hell lot of effort...haix...emo till today..straight away after that my dad called..and scold the hell outta me..say why nv go tuition..and apparently what i heard from gh today...that freaking teacher add alot of nonsense in..thanks stalford for screwing my screwed life..
Today mrs yeo physics teacher didnt coMe..so basically..slack slack...did el in the morning..then after that cheena..cheena all watching some movie...lol..then after that sleep all the way to ss..total about 2hrs plus..lol...after school...did school service..one of the 'best' school service i ever done...then...ernest want a s****...so..ya..then waited for jolin to go back school..all 'relaxing' at some block...then went back...did my artefact..phew...nw omy home!!!should i go church today??
SIMPLE ME
Y 5:08 PM
Y 5:08 PM
now at some area with wireless lan here...ended school nt long...finally im able to assemble my artefact...
DPA was bad..shadnt talk about it..totally emo about it..like srsly...i was so looking forward to it...put it really hell lot of effort...haix...emo till today..straight away after that my dad called..and scold the hell outta me..say why nv go tuition..and apparently what i heard from gh today...that freaking teacher add alot of nonsense in..thanks stalford for screwing my screwed life..
Today mrs yeo physics teacher didnt coMe..so basically..slack slack...did el in the morning..then after that cheena..cheena all watching some movie...lol..then after that sleep all the way to ss..total about 2hrs plus..lol...after school...did school service..one of the 'best' school service i ever done...then...ernest want a s****...so..ya..then waited for jolin to go back school..all 'relaxing' at some block...then went back...did my artefact..phew...nw omy home!!!should i go church today??
DPA was bad..shadnt talk about it..totally emo about it..like srsly...i was so looking forward to it...put it really hell lot of effort...haix...emo till today..straight away after that my dad called..and scold the hell outta me..say why nv go tuition..and apparently what i heard from gh today...that freaking teacher add alot of nonsense in..thanks stalford for screwing my screwed life..
Today mrs yeo physics teacher didnt coMe..so basically..slack slack...did el in the morning..then after that cheena..cheena all watching some movie...lol..then after that sleep all the way to ss..total about 2hrs plus..lol...after school...did school service..one of the 'best' school service i ever done...then...ernest want a s****...so..ya..then waited for jolin to go back school..all 'relaxing' at some block...then went back...did my artefact..phew...nw omy home!!!should i go church today??
SIMPLE ME
Y 5:08 PM
Y 5:08 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
The academic excellence weekend had been truely inspiring and encouraging!! that include the D1 CG where Jamie played one of academic excellence audio sermon by pastor how few years back..Genesis of a Genius.
Truely, Genesis= beginning..its the beginning of a Genius. The brain is the ultimate powerful tool that we humans..it strange, ironic and interesting to see how the human brain work! At the same time, we shouldnt let it overtake us or subdue us..one thing i learnt..brain leads to emotion too! and..shouldnt let it overtake us. We should take control of this powerful tool and use it with the holy spirit. It then let me think and link it with anime, Bleach. Ichigo have a deep power inside him..that power is able to save alot of people and fight well..but he cannot let it overtake its body..It has to be stronger than that power..amazing?
This year, 2009, Academic Excellence. Creativity, Ability and Productivity. Thinking is the result of intelligent. Through thinking, we can increase our own abilities and knowledge. its amazing to see how pastor share the life of some HOGC members..from NOTHING to SOMETHING. Pastor also mention some 'laws' about abilities which is true. All these are not by luck. But by hardwork and training. And after we had attain all these training, we will then attract people of the same kind that has the same ability. a very good analogy that is given by pastor.
Imagine Mariah Carey is now looking for someone to partner to sing with..who will she look for? Alica Keys? Whitney houston? or us(normal ppl)? Of course she will look for Alicia Keys or Whitney Houston!
so, to put it simple, abilities will bring you to the same level of people.
and after all these, then comes productivity. It through all the hardwork and sweat, we are then able to see production, the fruits that we sow..we reap what we sow. He is definetly a resonable Person that why i chose to follow.
after that, it then lead us to the final thing Responsibility. If we are responsible on what is given to us, authority will then be also given to us!
so...STUDY HARD!!! im motivated to complete 20hrs per week...though its nothing to my principal..but its alot to me..
Due to recent stuff...i had been broken down badly...thanks to cherie nicole jerlyn and darren, im able to stand strong again. and had my faith renew again..
cherie shared with me this.
Salvation --> Dependence --> Inter-dependence --> God-dependence
Dependence is the part where we are still like a baby who need protection and to grow..to me
Interdependence is the part where we already learn and know how to seek God, seek Him through tribulations and to learn His words.
God-Dependence is the final part where we all should be at..to know His words, His will for you, seeking Him, bringing blessing to others etc etc.
Loving is the key.Im gonna be at that position back again where im God-Dependence where i am a warrior of God that shine as bright as a star! I will not be brought down. I need to stand firm and strong.
and just now few hours ago, i was playing volleyball at church...and then and then...someone spike the ball and literally bull-eyed at my face!!!! ouch!!!!though my nose hurt abit now...due to the specs..but well..haha...accidents happen=D just move on~~
I don wanna go to school!!!~~~~but im running AFTER YOU!!!~~
Totally inspired by pastor again..! O lvl HERE I COME!!!!gonna whack you down!!! and i got one fruitful and faithful 'husband/ Fiance'=WALTER NG<3<3<3<3<3<3> and 'third party'= Ben Lee and a super uber cute and funny 'GF'= NICOLE SIM!!!
Thanks D10!<3
Truely, Genesis= beginning..its the beginning of a Genius. The brain is the ultimate powerful tool that we humans..it strange, ironic and interesting to see how the human brain work! At the same time, we shouldnt let it overtake us or subdue us..one thing i learnt..brain leads to emotion too! and..shouldnt let it overtake us. We should take control of this powerful tool and use it with the holy spirit. It then let me think and link it with anime, Bleach. Ichigo have a deep power inside him..that power is able to save alot of people and fight well..but he cannot let it overtake its body..It has to be stronger than that power..amazing?
This year, 2009, Academic Excellence. Creativity, Ability and Productivity. Thinking is the result of intelligent. Through thinking, we can increase our own abilities and knowledge. its amazing to see how pastor share the life of some HOGC members..from NOTHING to SOMETHING. Pastor also mention some 'laws' about abilities which is true. All these are not by luck. But by hardwork and training. And after we had attain all these training, we will then attract people of the same kind that has the same ability. a very good analogy that is given by pastor.
Imagine Mariah Carey is now looking for someone to partner to sing with..who will she look for? Alica Keys? Whitney houston? or us(normal ppl)? Of course she will look for Alicia Keys or Whitney Houston!
so, to put it simple, abilities will bring you to the same level of people.
and after all these, then comes productivity. It through all the hardwork and sweat, we are then able to see production, the fruits that we sow..we reap what we sow. He is definetly a resonable Person that why i chose to follow.
after that, it then lead us to the final thing Responsibility. If we are responsible on what is given to us, authority will then be also given to us!
so...STUDY HARD!!! im motivated to complete 20hrs per week...though its nothing to my principal..but its alot to me..
Due to recent stuff...i had been broken down badly...thanks to cherie nicole jerlyn and darren, im able to stand strong again. and had my faith renew again..
cherie shared with me this.
Salvation --> Dependence --> Inter-dependence --> God-dependence
Dependence is the part where we are still like a baby who need protection and to grow..to me
Interdependence is the part where we already learn and know how to seek God, seek Him through tribulations and to learn His words.
God-Dependence is the final part where we all should be at..to know His words, His will for you, seeking Him, bringing blessing to others etc etc.
Loving is the key.Im gonna be at that position back again where im God-Dependence where i am a warrior of God that shine as bright as a star! I will not be brought down. I need to stand firm and strong.
and just now few hours ago, i was playing volleyball at church...and then and then...someone spike the ball and literally bull-eyed at my face!!!! ouch!!!!though my nose hurt abit now...due to the specs..but well..haha...accidents happen=D just move on~~
I don wanna go to school!!!~~~~but im running AFTER YOU!!!~~
Totally inspired by pastor again..! O lvl HERE I COME!!!!gonna whack you down!!! and i got one fruitful and faithful 'husband/ Fiance'=WALTER NG<3<3<3<3<3<3> and 'third party'= Ben Lee and a super uber cute and funny 'GF'= NICOLE SIM!!!
Thanks D10!<3
SIMPLE ME
Y 12:45 AM
Y 12:45 AM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Hmm...my conscious is clear..i got nothing to hide. doubt me if u want.
ok..tuesday..went for leaders meeting..well its a special privilege though...when pastor ask the audience to say something..i really have the urge to speak up..but...don dare to...=x well..haha...
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After that..the next day..my voice is back!!!muwahaha..well at least..70%...went to school...but..after tat..went back liao....coughing and lost my voice..lol..rest at home...but before that...went to church to meet some ppl..study abit..MS LOW I DID YOUR CHEM PAPER OK!!!!!! Walter did well in his Oral too!!! congratz!!! muwahhaa...of course la..my <3>.jpg)
Walter: Flavian i give you my heart~~ <3>.jpg)
Me: awwww...thanks!!!<3<3>
after that...met jerlyn at bishan cafe cartel..she wanted the half price cake..lol!!well..left one more only..she had it..and she love it! had some talk with her...thanks Jerlyn for your encouragement and speaking of our strengths..well..I DON DO MY HAIR WHEN I GO SCHOOL!!! unlike walter who does..lol!!
Today...something happen...shadnt talk about it...well..im still the appeaser in the family...didnt went school today...stayed at home the whole day do research for D&T..and YES!!!!im 80% done!!!!!!! now i need to print out and paste on the A3 size paper!!!!!muwahaha!!!! gotta go meet and nicole jerlyn and walter for dinner soon..tata!!!
KAYE I DIDNT KINDAPPED YOUR EEEYOR!!!!!!!!!!! I PASS it to abigale~~~~
ok..tuesday..went for leaders meeting..well its a special privilege though...when pastor ask the audience to say something..i really have the urge to speak up..but...don dare to...=x well..haha...
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After that..the next day..my voice is back!!!muwahaha..well at least..70%...went to school...but..after tat..went back liao....coughing and lost my voice..lol..rest at home...but before that...went to church to meet some ppl..study abit..MS LOW I DID YOUR CHEM PAPER OK!!!!!! Walter did well in his Oral too!!! congratz!!! muwahhaa...of course la..my <3>
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Walter: Flavian i give you my heart~~ <3>.jpg)
Me: awwww...thanks!!!<3<3>
after that...met jerlyn at bishan cafe cartel..she wanted the half price cake..lol!!well..left one more only..she had it..and she love it! had some talk with her...thanks Jerlyn for your encouragement and speaking of our strengths..well..I DON DO MY HAIR WHEN I GO SCHOOL!!! unlike walter who does..lol!!
Today...something happen...shadnt talk about it...well..im still the appeaser in the family...didnt went school today...stayed at home the whole day do research for D&T..and YES!!!!im 80% done!!!!!!! now i need to print out and paste on the A3 size paper!!!!!muwahaha!!!! gotta go meet and nicole jerlyn and walter for dinner soon..tata!!!KAYE I DIDNT KINDAPPED YOUR EEEYOR!!!!!!!!!!! I PASS it to abigale~~~~
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:37 PM
Y 6:37 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Happy birthday von!
I finally lost my voice...totally no voice now....Dr A.R. Bernad has been a great inspiration and motivation to HOGC..basically...Intellectually, Physically, Spiritually, Socially and Emotionally. It keep on repeating and repeating in different sermon..
you started this war NOT me. Im always safe. even if im gonna die..I will die a better death than you pitiful souls.
I finally lost my voice...totally no voice now....Dr A.R. Bernad has been a great inspiration and motivation to HOGC..basically...Intellectually, Physically, Spiritually, Socially and Emotionally. It keep on repeating and repeating in different sermon..
you started this war NOT me. Im always safe. even if im gonna die..I will die a better death than you pitiful souls.
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:41 PM
Y 10:41 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
CHINESE O LVL ORAL WAS DAMN SUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im flunk it!!!~~ damn..
emo-ed.
thanks for screwing part of my life in class. B.
emo-ed.
thanks for screwing part of my life in class. B.
SIMPLE ME
Y 5:37 PM
Y 5:37 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
i carn believe it. Im waking so early just to blog.
You think you are that great?
I bug you? I keep disturbing you?
Look at yourself before saying anything
Bitching and entertainment? Typical.
You just prove yourself for that word
TYPICALITY.
Just because u TWO manage to enter
P**********, U TWO just act one big kind.
well..Girls *roll eyes*
oh ya..you guys have no O lvl..that why!!
You think you are that great?
I bug you? I keep disturbing you?
Look at yourself before saying anything
Bitching and entertainment? Typical.
You just prove yourself for that word
TYPICALITY.
Just because u TWO manage to enter
P**********, U TWO just act one big kind.
well..Girls *roll eyes*
oh ya..you guys have no O lvl..that why!!
SIMPLE ME
Y 6:36 AM
Y 6:36 AM
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Boo. No more RS. Everyone is having crushes and im not!!!!!! whooo!!~ O lvls!!~~ I WANNA DIVORCE WITH YOU SOON!!!!
i rmb someone told me before..
~ If you can gossip about other people
People can also gossip about you
Your own friends might even gossip
behind your back without knowing it.~
i rmb someone told me before..
~ If you can gossip about other people
People can also gossip about you
Your own friends might even gossip
behind your back without knowing it.~
SIMPLE ME
Y 10:52 PM
Y 10:52 PM
